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#851
Jun 13, 2017, 04:57 PM
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Jennifer,
I see you are around some today. I've been very concerned about you. How are you doing?  WC |
 Anonymous59125, bizi, pirilin, Sunflower123, xRavenx
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#852
Jun 13, 2017, 05:03 PM
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I am taking all of my meds with me if I need them.
abilify, zyprexa, klonipin. bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
| Anonymous59125, liveforsummer, Sunflower123, Wild Coyote, xRavenx
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#853
Jun 13, 2017, 05:09 PM
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I'm struggling. Can't sleep well even with medication. I may have cut off the wrong med. Maybe the problem is the Abilify. The doctor is gonna hafta fix this mess I'm sleeping 4 hrs. Interrupted. A lot of anxiety too. Too much.
Lithium was so good to me. Except the side effects. I wish to find something similar.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
| Anonymous45023, Anonymous59125, bizi, gina_re, Icare dixit, liveforsummer, Nammu, Sunflower123, Wild Coyote, xRavenx
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#854
Jun 13, 2017, 06:07 PM
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Doc's appt. went okay. Will see her in three months to reevaluate my blood sugar. I also told her about the pain in my right knee, and she thinks it's bursitis. So lots of Motrin for a couple of days. My labs looked good so that's a relief.
Finished my homework for my orientation class. Now need to write another poem for my other class. Dinner was good. Time to relax. |
| Anonymous59125, liveforsummer, Sunflower123, Wild Coyote, xRavenx
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| Nammu, Wild Coyote
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#855
Jun 13, 2017, 06:09 PM
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I'm feeling pretty "off" today. Definitely not feeling as good as I have been feeling the past week. Almost like a high coming to an end. I'm so tired of mental illness and meds and life in general.
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| Anonymous45023, Anonymous59125, gina_re, Icare dixit, liveforsummer, Nammu, Sunflower123, Wild Coyote, xRavenx
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| Wild Coyote
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#856
Jun 13, 2017, 06:37 PM
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#857
Jun 13, 2017, 06:38 PM
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Quote:
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| bizi
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#858
Jun 13, 2017, 08:46 PM
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#859
Jun 13, 2017, 08:59 PM
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I can't stop having health anxiety. Some of it is legitimate, other stuff is just fear of things getting worse rather than better. The anxiety before bed related to how Seroquel sometimes doesn't make me feel too good, keeps entering my mind. I see my pdoc Thursday. Although I have more than enough medicine, I think the follow up is definitely overdue. My mood swings are still difficult, but I am just trying to get by and stay "positive," but people have a hard time realizing how it is a fight to try to have that approach.
Hugs to all who are in need of support here. |
| Anonymous45023, Anonymous59125, Nammu, Sunflower123, Wild Coyote
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#860
Jun 13, 2017, 09:09 PM
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I always feel bad when I write that I'm doing well here because I know so many others are suffering. I just want to tell anyone who is to hold on tight....relief will come. I started slipping badly around the end of November and just the past few weeks I've been improving. The last 5 days my depression has been gone. I can't believe it.....I never thought I'd recover after this last episode....I always think that I guess but this one felt the worst.....I knew my life was over and now it's not. It will happen for you too. I hope this lasts for me but even if it doesn't I'm just so grateful to have this time of peace and hope. (((Hugs to everyone)))
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| Anonymous45023, bizi, Icare dixit, Sunflower123, Wild Coyote
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| bizi, Icare dixit, liveforsummer, Nammu, Wild Coyote
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#861
Jun 13, 2017, 09:17 PM
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We went to a nice, expensive restaurant tonight and my daughter got in a snit and would not order anything (she is vegan) and sat there with her arms crossed not responding to questions. She made it really unpleasant for everyone. After dinner she apologized but my anger is just white hot. Now granted I've been irritated all day (hate everything) but I am so angry right now.
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| Anonymous45023, liveforsummer, Unrigged64072835, Wild Coyote
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#862
Jun 13, 2017, 09:38 PM
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billing done, packing to ensue!
bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#863
Jun 13, 2017, 10:05 PM
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Have a good vacay Bizi!
Not sure what to write about myself. Just feeling confused about BP/meds today is all. |
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#864
Jun 13, 2017, 11:08 PM
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sorry you are confused about your meds. ask for help to understand.
bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#865
Jun 14, 2017, 03:12 AM
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Well, I have finished studying for my exam, which is tomorrow (Thursday here). It is has been one hell of a semester with a 6 week IP stay in the middle. I am utterly exhausted and sleep almost 12 hours a night and am very slow in the mornings. My brain feels very dull ... dumb almost. Will make the exam hard going but I will get through with a pass I'm sure. Wish me luck!
My T was helpful today in explaining that my exhaustion is not depression but my brain and body recovering from two severe episodes close together (about 2 months apart). It could take a while to recover but I am determined to do so and stay stable for the remainder of the year. It will be great to have my exam over so I can rest, socialise, exercise, play guitar, read, take photos and catch up on a few things like dentists and car services. I am back to work also after two months off. Made a few mistakes but generally it went smoothly. I work two days a week. Sending hugs to all who need them. I will be back posting around here a lot more soon.
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#866
Jun 14, 2017, 04:33 AM
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Good luck, Wander! I hate exams. Though I loved being free after they were over.
Anyway, dentist tomorrow. Have to get a filling refilled on a tooth that I had cracked when I was 13. Well, I had cracked multiple falling off my bike! Had to get a root canal on one of them way back. *sigh* The root canal tooth is fine though. I'm taking the day off just to chillax because I know my mouth is gonna hurt like a b_tch. I'm too sensitive to pain, and novocaine only works so well... This whole situation makes me anxious! |
| Anonymous45023, bizi, Sunflower123, Unrigged64072835, Wild Coyote
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#867
Jun 14, 2017, 05:57 AM
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I hope the exam goes well! WC |
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#868
Jun 14, 2017, 06:23 AM
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N2 is a high school graduate!
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 3 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
| Anonymous45023, bizi, Sunflower123, Unrigged64072835, Wander, Wild Coyote, xRavenx
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#869
Jun 14, 2017, 06:45 AM
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How do you feel about this, mom? Must be proud! WC |
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#870
Jun 14, 2017, 08:08 AM
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 3 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
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#871
Jun 14, 2017, 09:04 AM
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That's great Moose!!!
Today is payday, payday always brings money worries of how I'm going to make it to next payday. I swear money is just evil!
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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#872
Jun 14, 2017, 09:21 AM
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pdoc appointment went well and follow up time increased. there are actual refill counts on my scripts now as well. Yay! OTOH, the longer I'm stable the more willing people are to recount my failings of ages past it seems. So I'm learning to apologize graciously, and own how I made them feel. Even if I can't really remember the events well....
I suppose that's a good thing as well, but it also feels sad.
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#873
Jun 14, 2017, 12:27 PM
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It's such a beautiful day outside!
Gonna get me some sunshine!  WC |
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#874
Jun 14, 2017, 12:37 PM
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Although it is stormy here it's beautiful day here too cause lower temperatures and rain...we need the rain.
I'm getting slightly irritated at all the family stuff...nothing bad they just want to talk all the time and I want my alone time. I want to have a day of complete solitude where I can get up when I feel like it, not put my hearing aids on, not get dressed and not see another human for the entire day, not eat if I don't want to or just snack. Solitude is greatly underrated.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#875
Jun 14, 2017, 02:05 PM
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Finished my homework for my poetry class. Now chilling out as the water drips in the home office. Roofers won't be available until next month. It's very difficult getting any home maintenance done this time of year; they're all just really busy.
Bought some cookies for a mid-morning snack to keep my blood sugar from falling so low. Unfortunately they're too good to leave alone.  Anxiety rolled in around noon and is kicking around for a while. Had to take some extra Vistaril and get through it. I'll see the neurologist for my back tomorrow. I suspect they'll send me back to physical therapy again, but the therapist said there's not much more that he can do. So I don't know. |
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