[Sunflower123]

Really missing my daughter today. Glad she’s coming home Saturday after rowing practice.

Sending hugs to all who are struggling.

[jmariah001]

I thought my aggravation was getting under control with the new med but now I am not so sure. The past couple days have been really off. There still is a lot of stuff going on that cause stress. Sick cat, a car that needs repaired again. Don't have the money for either right now. Things suck right now. To top all that off my husband seems to be going through his own episode of some kind. I think he is having a depressive episode. He has mdd. I told him about this forum but he hasn't joined it yet. Hopefully I can get him to at least take a look at it. Hopefully someday.

[Naynay99]

So I took a nap earlier and feel a littl better maybe? Or not. Idk.
I don't want to be this whiney person full of gloom and doom.
I just want to feel like I have my shiit together.
Im so all over the place. I just want some great to counteract all this crappy.
Anyway glad to be here and have someplace to rant a bit.
Have a good weekend all. Hugs.

I didn’t feel like getting out of bed, and I ended up sleeping half the day. I really was too tired to move. I hope I don’t have more days like this.

[wildflowerchild25]

I took 200mg trazadone and did t fall asleep until 11:30, and then woke up at 1:30. Thank goodness I don’t have to work today.

[winter loneliness]

Good day. Went to the hairdresser and got my roots dyed. And while I was at it, got a nice green color added. It looks cool.

[hopeless2015]

Today makes the 4th week I haven't missed a day of work! That's a miracle. I feel better now than I have in years. I think we may finally found the right med combo.

[Daonnachd]

Originally Posted by hopeless2015

Today makes the 4th week I haven't missed a day of work! That's a miracle. I feel better now than I have in years. I think we may finally found the right med combo.

Right on! Well done.

[99fairies]

I don`t have any psych drugs prescribed to me right now but I have left over zyprexa from years ago . I`m feeling off so I took some. It`s not working. maybe they expired

[1978dd]

Better to see your pdoc. You may need a different combo of drugs.

[251turnaround]

Seasonal affective stuff is kicking in now that fall is here. Hopefully it won't be as bad as last year. I really wish I could move out right now. It's not bad for me here, but it's not good either.

[Sunflower123]

Originally Posted by 99fairies

I don`t have any psych drugs prescribed to me right now but I have left over zyprexa from years ago . I`m feeling off so I took some. It`s not working. maybe they expired

Did you say you have an appointment on the 8th? What is your pdoc going to do in the meantime?

[99fairies]

nothing. he really wants me to still get the shot and since i refused it he has not put me on anything else.

[wildflowerchild25]

Originally Posted by 99fairies

nothing. he really wants me to still get the shot and since i refused it he has not put me on anything else.

Why tf would he want you to get a shot that caused you to overdose because your pain was so bad??? I’m assuming you haven’t told him about the overdose but still. If you’re telling him you’re in severe pain I don’t see why he would want you to keep going through that unless he doesn’t believe how painful it was.

[Sunflower123]

Originally Posted by 99fairies

nothing. he really wants me to still get the shot and since i refused it he has not put me on anything else.

Does he have rocks in his head or what? I’m so sorry you’ve been through this and that your pdoc isn’t being helpful.

[Wild Coyote]

Had a good day today. Out and about. Went to visit my brother, as he had today off work. All great distractions. (Was in a dark hole just yesterday.)

I hope everyone has some fun this weekend.


WC

Called in sick two days in a row. I am exhausted. I will work hard to make up for it next week

[scatterbrained04]

Doing a lot better today. I don't really understand why I'm bouncing in and out of depression like I am on a daily basis. It is not typical for me by any means and has been going on for a couple weeks.

[VerMOZZica]

Not having a bad day today.That`s something to be positive about.I`m feeling okay at the moment but my depression tends to get worse at night. I dread the time after the sun goes down.I feel bad at night and it`s difficult to get out of bed in the morning. I go from feeling okay to feeling really sad during the day. My pdoc says I`m a rapid cycler. I feel tired right now.

[wildflowerchild25]

Trying to get the motivation up to get my discussion question done. I still can’t concentrate. I feel like my head is full of concrete. I don’t want to drop the course in case I magically feel better in a few days. Plus I’ve taken the undergrad equivalent so I should be able to power through because I’ve already done most of the work. It’s a shame I can’t find it on my computer, then I legit wouldn’t have to do any work.

[fishin fool]

The depression is still there, my daughter stopped over today and I was so happy
but as soon as she left I was crying. UGH

[Lifeischallenging]

I'm still depressed you could say mainly 'cause I keep trying to go to college, but everytime it gets close, it slips away. I'm trying hold out for my taxes but that can take a while after you file and so my weekly check is going to have to be good enough. In other, more current events, I saw my psychiatrist yesterday. We've been working on my social phobia. I'm still having a hard time. I see people as a person I could never trust. I have more conversations. Especially with people I don't know. I hope he can help with that.

[Lifeischallenging]

Originally Posted by fishin fool

The depression is still there, my daughter stopped over today and I was so happy
but as soon as she left I was crying. UGH

Hope you get over it soon. I'm like that sometimes. I imagine a commercial for St. Jude's comes on and I imagine again that they told me I was the cancer patient and I just loose it.

[Cocosurviving]

Originally Posted by fishin fool

The depression is still there, my daughter stopped over today and I was so happy
but as soon as she left I was crying. UGH

I hope things get better for you. When I’m on the phone with my aunt I’m happy. Then once she has to go I feel very sad. I try to stay busy that usually distracts me from feeling all alone. Hulu and Netflix keeps my mind going.

[Cocosurviving]

I’m tapering off Zoloft because it upsets my stomach too much. My primary said it would make my IBS worse. I seen my pdoc Wednesday. She suggested a new med for SAD. I’ve been sick to my stomach all day. I’m down to 50 mgs of Zoloft. I got a call today that my Lithium levels look good. I’ve been watching Netflix most of the day. I took a break and took a warm bath. The weather is suppose to get cold. I can’t wait. I cold weather.