[glennk]

Originally Posted by Cocosurviving

My day has been decent. I’ve still been not feeling that good. I tapered off Zoloft and I’m having withdraw side effects. Light headed, nausea and achy body. My daughter was home with a stomach ache. She’s feeling better now. Well it’s about 10pm I’m getting in bed.

Was anything prescribed to help you with the withdrawal symptoms?

[Cocosurviving]

Originally Posted by glennk

Was anything prescribed to help you with the withdrawal symptoms?

No. My prior pdoc was good. He left the agency and now his replacement is not making me happy.
She did not mention I might have withdrawals. I thought I was coming down with the flu. I called the pharmacy and they went to Zoloft’s website.
It said usually last 7-14 days. I’m on the second week. I’m trying to get my medical straightened out then I can leave and go else where.

No longer manic after an increase in the clozaril. Feeling pretty ****** actually, mentally and physically. Might take a small dose of clozapine just to check out, though I have group later. I'm not driving though so what do I care.
This illness is cruel. For the first time in a while I felt hopeful for the future, felt creative, and had the energy to get stuff done.
*Trigger* Did a number on my body SH wise this morning. That's more PTSD related though.

[richeyd80]

I am working on creating some positive affirmations about myself, to combat negative self talk. Trying to stop my depression and suicidal thoughts before they manifest into something dark. This is so hard for me though

[ck3416849]

I went to see my psychiatrist today. She finally took me off the shot. And she took me off the wrongfully written prescriptions, The 10 and 5 mg. Heldol. The shot was 100 mg. Heldol deconate (illegal) non f.da approved , Henry Ford wyandotte hospital perscribed . She also took me off celexa or it's generic citalopram 10mg, Oh and cogenton 3mg for side effects of the deconate. I have slept 2 years straight with fear of the system. The first 3 months court ordered. I forgot but the day I went to court I was on resperidol consta but they still made me stay in the hospital 2 weeks more, the doc then put me on the deconate. The resperidol consta is still not f.d.a approved.
My psychiatrist finally put me on ;100 mg lamictil, it's a mood stabilizer, anyone know anything about it? and she also put me on 2mg heldol. I have a headache and watching some TV. Now.

[Guiness187055]

Wife had surgery on her tonsils. Made for a stressful day she is in a lot of pain. So I am catering to all of her wants and needs.

[ck3416849]

Did I mention I am not married and would not marry anyone but seven demons.

[ck3416849]

About lamotrigine

It can cause death just great, the paper says that if I get a rash; I have to go straight to the hospital cause it may cause death. Lamotigine is the generic of lamactil.

[Sunflower123]

Originally Posted by richeyd80

I am working on creating some positive affirmations about myself, to combat negative self talk. Trying to stop my depression and suicidal thoughts before they manifest into something dark. This is so hard for me though

Depression and SI is really tough. Positive affirmations sounds like a great idea. Thinking of you. Hope you feel better soon.

[ck3416849]

Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967

That’s a great idea! I hope you feel better soon.

Y'all know that's great and all but my post came before riches.

[Sunflower123]

Originally Posted by Guiness187055

Wife had surgery on her tonsils. Made for a stressful day she is in a lot of pain. So I am catering to all of her wants and needs.

I’m sure she really appreciates you as a caring spouse. I hope she feels better soon.

[Nammu]

Originally Posted by ck3416849

About lamotrigine

It can cause death just great, the paper says that if I get a rash; I have to go straight to the hospital cause it may cause death. Lamotigine is the generic of lamactil.

The rash is very rare.

[hopeless2015]

Doing ok today. Work is busy, days are going fast

[251turnaround]

So far things are better than they were a couple days ago. I guess that's good.

[WildcatVet]

Pretty good days yesterday and today...took the dogs out for a hike at a local waterfall. Did the grocery shopping this morning...yea! Food! A friend is supposed to come by this afternoon so I won't be battling the boredom that always sends me right downhill...

[ck3416849]

Originally Posted by WildcatVet

Pretty good days yesterday and today...took the dogs out for a hike at a local waterfall. Did the grocery shopping this morning...yea! Food! A friend is supposed to come by this afternoon so I won't be battling the boredom that always sends me right downhill...

Man don't you hate it when they over medicate you and it's some one else's disease while they change my least from acute to chronic taking my rights away again.

[scatterbrained04]

My concentration at work these last few days has really sucked come about lunch time. Very stressed out and overwhelmed though.

[Tucson]

My finances are really strung out right mow, and has been for some time. Allot of expenses coming up, and I cannot afford to use the credit card for this anymore. So I have applied for a home equity line of credit with two separate banks. We shall see what happens next. For the time being, my ex is helping me with the groceries.

I ended up with a DUI taking only my prescribed psychotropics at prescribed dosages. I was actually terrified when I was arrested. Blood test came back identifying Loranzepam as the active metabolite, but it comes in at a low theraputic dose. My pdoc thinks that there may be something else wrong with me. Great. Just great. I do not need serious physical problems to add to my other problems now.

My daughter and I are doing terribly. She tells me that she does want me in her life. This makes me so so sad. She has done allot of very bad things when she was with me. I told her that as a consequence, I cannot trust her. Instead of doing something about it, she does not want to deal with us at all. Instead, she blames the problems on me. I had a very long talk with her, so we will see what happens next. She is a troubled child that is becoming an adult in four months. Until she emotionally matures a lot more than she has, she will have a difficult life. I worry about her constantly. No matter what happens, I will always be there for her.

PS I have been wondering why I was not really upset when my mother passed earlier this year. Now it is starting to catch up with me. I am beginning to miss her very much. My daughter does.

[Daonnachd]

My wife left this morning for a week in Indiana.

It's parent-teacher conferences at my boys' school today. I have one teacher who teaches the same material I taught with whom I'm afraid I will have some harsh words.

I have a migraine.

Tomorrow I see my pdoc. I've been struggling with how much to tell her. How honest and complete should I be? I'm inclined to leave out some details about how I've been.

[ck3416849]

Originally Posted by vertigo

My wife left this morning for a week in Indiana.

It's parent-teacher conferences at my boys' school today. I have one teacher who teaches the same material I taught with whom I'm afraid I will have some harsh words.

I have a migraine.

Tomorrow I see my pdoc. I've been struggling with how much to tell her. How honest and complete should I be? I'm inclined to leave out some details about how I've been.

Did you know illegal aliens didisease starts out most like bipolar.

[Faltering]

I saw my T today. I don't feel like I'm making much progress. Work is still taking over my life. I'm just not handling it well.

[Sunflower123]

Originally Posted by ck3416849

About lamotrigine

It can cause death just great, the paper says that if I get a rash; I have to go straight to the hospital cause it may cause death. Lamotigine is the generic of lamactil.

It was too bad because it was really helping me but I got the rash. Didn’t go to the hospital. Just gave my pdoc a heads up and quit taking it. Good luck with yours.

[Daonnachd]

Originally Posted by ck3416849

Did you know illegal aliens didisease starts out most like bipolar.

Are you implying I'm an illegal alien?

[ck3416849]

Originally Posted by vertigo

Are you implying I'm an illegal alien?

Nope that's not what Im implying but perfect timing. Did you ever employ by money, words or illegal eyes watching them without someone knowing over an hidden camera talk or listen to anyone over a hidden mike, or employ illegal eyes eyes ears or vocals the later disease straight to someone's head or are you death cause you know being seen on earth without belonging can cause some trouble.

[ck3416849]

Originally Posted by ck3416849

Nope that's not what Im implying but perfect timing. Did you ever employ by money, words or illegal eyes watching them without someone knowing over an hidden camera talk or listen to anyone over a hidden mike, or employ illegal eyes eyes ears or vocals the later disease straight to someone's head or are you death cause you know being seen on earth without belonging can cause some trouble.

Later on the illegal alien begin moving and using illegal alien assault riffles and finally able to move on their own from person to person can also come from court negligence or American negligence