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Hospital no thank you. They hurt me when I was very young and they do not help me.
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![]() I thought of a nice place once.... But I prefer staying with other bears ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
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![]() You are very courageous to post your experiences here. ![]() I am so glad you have survived and are okay. ![]() I do think many attempts are impulsive. I am soooo sorry you'd felt you could not share about this and were left all alone to cope with all that was going on for you. I certainly wish I could have been present for you during that time. I am available to you anytime, whatever is going on, no judgment, ever. I love you! ![]()
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I've never made an attempt before, but I have had suicidal thoughts for quite some time. I mean, I'm stable now, so I don't have any right now, but I used to be a very, very angry person and then I'd do something I regretted, which in turn gave me suicidal thoughts because the rage was too overwhelming and I realized I hurt a lot of people. Maybe I was depressed. I don't know. But usually when I'm very angry, I get suicidal thoughts.
![]() Whenever I feel that way, I try to see my therapist once a week, if not more often. I also call and talk to her over the phone. I suppose that's what's kept me from making an attempt? The other thing is, my cousin served in Afghanistan and he was left with horrible PTSD. He had suicidal thoughts for quite a while until he finally saw a psychiatrist. However, because of his strength and determination to push through, I feel more motivated to do the same when I'm feeling down. I do worry about him a lot, though. As I mentioned I think a month ago (?), someone I knew made an attempt and succeeded because he wasn't getting treatment for his PTSD and depression. His father said that doctors refused to prescribe him anything, and that the "only way to help him" was with therapy. (Yeah, it was quite a crappy veteran's hospital.) So of course he drank a lot to wash away the horrible feelings, and unfortunately, that only exacerbated the depression until he finally gave up. But this is why my cousin sees a private psychiatrist and private therapist. While some veteran's hospitals are really good, there are a lot of bad ones in the mix. |
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They just label us and write us off in this forest
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They want “significant change”
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Being “honest with the providers” doesn’t help
They SUCK There are too many lies.....I do not like them ![]() ![]()
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Thanks so much for sharing here! ![]() Some people feel suicide is a result of anger turned inward. ![]() I am glad your cousin recognizes his PTSD and his depression. I hope he continues to want s support/help. I am very sorry you have lost your friend. ![]() ![]() I hope you never have to feel so horrible again. I am around and you can look me up anytime. I am hoping you will look me up if/when you ever feel this way again. I do not want you suffering all alone. Ever. Love ya! ![]()
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HI Fuzzy,
You sound very angry and sad, too. What's going on for you? How can we help? We care and we have respect for you. You are safe here with us. ![]()
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If you are feeling triggered, you may reach me by PM and I will talk with you. ![]()
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I have heard of safety plans which sounds like a "prevention plan" but what is a "hope box" and how do you start one? @CANDC
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I have heard of safety plans which sounds like a "prevention plan" but what is a "hope box" and how do you start one? @CANDC
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I want to first send a huge Thank you! to Christina and Wild Coyote for getting this thread going. ...And to the administration team for having faith in the members' ability to keep the community safe.
I on occasion struggle with suicidal ideation and impetuous urges so may post here, but mostly I will be reading to make sure that if I can help someone by listening they know that I'm here. I hope most especially that for those fighting urges once they've "gotten it out" here that they will feel somewhat freed of the pressure.
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I know you are there for me and I love you for that and so many other reasons. ![]() |
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I needed this thread right now thank you.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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![]() ![]() much love to you ![]() ![]() ![]()
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#44
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I'm on right now. You can send me a PM if you want.
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Thank you I'm safe with family right now
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Good. That makes me feel better. But keep me in mind if ever you need to get in touch with someone.
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#47
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Jennifer I am so sorry that you have hit that dark hopeless place. Thank you for sharing ![]() This Thread came together because we need to have a place to come to and talk and how yes we can go from doing okay to hell in the blink of an eye..
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I want to Thank everyone who is sharing there personal struggles with a topic that still has a Stigma. You are very brave.
Sharing things and being able to tell someone and not be judged? Thats a beautiful thing. I hope that the world starts to be more compassionate and we find ways to get more and better help for people in need.. ![]()
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