[Soupe du jour]

I did quickly read through the most recent posts here. Thinking about everyone and hoping things go better, if they need to.

My husband and I arrived in Czech Republic yesterday. Unlike France and Spain, I almost wasn't allowed in the country for being an American (a covid red zone country) . Yes. We didn't think it would be any kind of an issue because my husband is a Czech citizen. But because I have no residence visa (we live in the US still), it was. The airport officer told my husband, in Czech "How do we know she is your wife? Having the same last name is not enough." My husband had to mildly plead with him. I knew what was going on, despite the language barrier. At one point, I declared in Czech, that "He is my husband! We got married in Prague at the new town hall." Then I quickly dug into my wallet and pulled out my insurance card that literally showed both my husband's and my names on it (he is the primary insurance holder). That was literally the only minor evidence of our link. The officer made a call, and it was decided that they'd let me in. Next time, we will bring our marriage certificate, in Czech. Also, we plan to perhaps even have an apartment leased in Czech Republic by then. Imagine if they denied my entry?!?!

My sister-in-law only sees us through tomorrow morning, since she is going to Greece. She's still waiting for her own covid 19 results that are required for entry there. Talk about the clock ticking! Plus she is nervous because that part of Greece has a hurricane in the forecast. I think she deep down wishes she could stay home, but the trip is paid for. In her absence, we'll continue to stay at her country home with my husband's nephew.

My husband's ill brother in Munich, Germany is too afraid of us because of covid-19, even though we surely never contracted it and have negative test results from three days before our US departure. So, that visit is nixed. Also, my husband's other nephew was supposed to join us for a trip to Brno (in southern Czech Republic), not far from Vienna, Austria, but he seems to be backing out. He says he's ill, which could be true. My sister-in-law says that it's possible he's doing so because of covid-19. Who knows! Ever felt like a pariah? Frankly, I suppose I "get" their fear, to a degree. The US is an absolute failure in the world, when it comes to covid. If some Americans don't see it like that... News Bulletin: The rest of the world does!

On a happier note, I'm loving the significantly cooler temperatures in Czech Republic. Hubby and I felt Spain and Southern France too hot and humid. Tonight my sister-in-law and nephew built a bonfire in their backyard, where we roasted sausages on sticks. The air became so cool that we saw our breath. They're all now inside watching some Czech program on TV. I am in bed under a comforter with a heated blanket underneath me. Ahhhhh!

Attached are three photos. One my sister-in-law's house with bonfire in the backyard. Another, the sausages with bread and mustards. And third, us a died down fire after dark.

[Fuzzybear]

I went to the dentist and they took my tooth out. The dentist is good at his job. It had been infected for a while (but didn't hurt much usually) He suggested a root canal 2 years or so ago. I didn't want to have it. (5 appointments with a specialist) As it turned out, it might not have worked anyway. Papa bear had a root canal recommended 10? years ago but the dentist was not able to save it (it had split, so had mine)

(they took my temperature outside .... etc.....before the appointment)

I went for a walk afterwards, around trees, it was cool. Papa bear came to the dentist with me (he drove) but did not go for the walk with me (he has hurt his back)

hugs

[~Christina]

Originally Posted by Soupe du jour

I did quickly read through the most recent posts here. Thinking about everyone and hoping things go better, if they need to.

My husband and I arrived in Czech Republic yesterday. Unlike France and Spain, I almost wasn't allowed in the country for being an American (a covid red zone country) . Yes. We didn't think it would be any kind of an issue because my husband is a Czech citizen. But because I have no residence visa (we live in the US still), it was. The airport officer told my husband, in Czech "How do we know she is your wife? Having the same last name is not enough." My husband had to mildly plead with him. I knew what was going on, despite the language barrier. At one point, I declared in Czech, that "He is my husband! We got married in Prague at the new town hall." Then I quickly dug into my wallet and pulled out my insurance card that literally showed both my husband's and my names on it (he is the primary insurance holder). That was literally the only minor evidence of our link. The officer made a call, and it was decided that they'd let me in. Next time, we will bring our marriage certificate, in Czech. Also, we plan to perhaps even have an apartment leased in Czech Republic by then. Imagine if they denied my entry?!?!

My sister-in-law only sees us through tomorrow morning, since she is going to Greece. She's still waiting for her own covid 19 results that are required for entry there. Talk about the clock ticking! Plus she is nervous because that part of Greece has a hurricane in the forecast. I think she deep down wishes she could stay home, but the trip is paid for. In her absence, we'll continue to stay at her country home with my husband's nephew.

My husband's ill brother in Munich, Germany is too afraid of us because of covid-19, even though we surely never contracted it and have negative test results from three days before our US departure. So, that visit is nixed. Also, my husband's other nephew was supposed to join us for a trip to Brno (in southern Czech Republic), not far from Vienna, Austria, but he seems to be backing out. He says he's ill, which could be true. My sister-in-law says that it's possible he's doing so because of covid-19. Who knows! Ever felt like a pariah? Frankly, I suppose I "get" their fear, to a degree. The US is an absolute failure in the world, when it comes to covid. If some Americans don't see it like that... News Bulletin: The rest of the world does!

On a happier note, I'm loving the significantly cooler temperatures in Czech Republic. Hubby and I felt Spain and Southern France too hot and humid. Tonight my sister-in-law and nephew built a bonfire in their backyard, where we roasted sausages on sticks. The air became so cool that we saw our breath. They're all now inside watching some Czech program on TV. I am in bed under a comforter with a heated blanket underneath me. Ahhhhh!

Attached are three photos. One my sister-in-law's house with bonfire in the backyard. Another, the sausages with bread and mustards. And third, us a died down fire after dark.

Altho you have hit a few snags here and there, Sounds like a lovely trip. Be safe and enjoy

[~Christina]

Hey Guys !

I have skimmed the last few days here.. Im still struggling with the sedation part. Med hangover lasts until I go to bed than boom wash rinse repeat. My back finally is feeling better.. But I am concerned that my Xeljanz might not be working for PsA but I am taking Seroquel and Cogention so its hard to determine if its muscles/ joints from Seroquel or PsA Im having huge difficulty walking my feet and ankles just dont want to bend.

I hope everyone is doing well

Be kind to yourself

We finally have an amazing day mid 80's and very breezy ..

[otroo]

Feeling a little manic today just bought a $100 dollar worth of yoyo's lol. I guess I got a new hobby.

[Moose72]

Just home from picking up N3 and S. They walked all the way to the orchard and all the way to Tim Horton's where they called and asked me to pick them up. I did because that's a long walk, otherwise!

Now I have some "assignments" to do tonight: Clean out the microwave, clean out an end-table in my bedroom, and wash some small baskets. We got a fair amount done today, but it never feels like enough! I have LESS THAN two weeks left.

[*Beth*]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

....

hugs

**Hurray for Fuzzy!**

And it sounds like you're doing well, as far as the dental work? You're courageous! I'm so glad that's over with. And I hope Papa Bear's back gets better soon

[*Beth*]

Waiting for my husband to come pick up Sadie, one of my cats, to take her to the vet. It's nothing serious, she probably has a bit of a fungus in her ears, but anything to do with the vet leaves my stomach in knots.

And he's kind to take her, but it's not easy with him. You would think....

I can't drive though, yet (achilles surgery). And the vet will call me at home to give me the info.

Ugh. I'll be glad by the time baseball comes on tonight and this afternoon has passed.

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by BethRags

Waiting for my husband to come pick up Sadie, one of my cats, to take her to the vet. It's nothing serious, she probably has a bit of a fungus in her ears, but anything to do with the vet leaves my stomach in knots.

And he's kind to take her, but it's not easy with him. You would think....

I can't drive though, yet (achilles surgery). And the vet will call me at home to give me the info.

Ugh. I'll be glad by the time baseball comes on tonight and this afternoon has passed.

Here's to baseball being on soon! Glad the vet is going to call you to tell you what's going on with Sadie. I just don't have money to own a pet, so I don't have to pay the vet bills I can't afford. Maybe one day I'll be able to own a dog. I want a rescue greyhound. My friend has one and says she's sweet and calm.

[bpcyclist]

Originally Posted by Soupe du jour

I did quickly read through the most recent posts here. Thinking about everyone and hoping things go better, if they need to.

My husband and I arrived in Czech Republic yesterday. Unlike France and Spain, I almost wasn't allowed in the country for being an American (a covid red zone country) . Yes. We didn't think it would be any kind of an issue because my husband is a Czech citizen. But because I have no residence visa (we live in the US still), it was. The airport officer told my husband, in Czech "How do we know she is your wife? Having the same last name is not enough." My husband had to mildly plead with him. I knew what was going on, despite the language barrier. At one point, I declared in Czech, that "He is my husband! We got married in Prague at the new town hall." Then I quickly dug into my wallet and pulled out my insurance card that literally showed both my husband's and my names on it (he is the primary insurance holder). That was literally the only minor evidence of our link. The officer made a call, and it was decided that they'd let me in. Next time, we will bring our marriage certificate, in Czech. Also, we plan to perhaps even have an apartment leased in Czech Republic by then. Imagine if they denied my entry?!?!

My sister-in-law only sees us through tomorrow morning, since she is going to Greece. She's still waiting for her own covid 19 results that are required for entry there. Talk about the clock ticking! Plus she is nervous because that part of Greece has a hurricane in the forecast. I think she deep down wishes she could stay home, but the trip is paid for. In her absence, we'll continue to stay at her country home with my husband's nephew.

My husband's ill brother in Munich, Germany is too afraid of us because of covid-19, even though we surely never contracted it and have negative test results from three days before our US departure. So, that visit is nixed. Also, my husband's other nephew was supposed to join us for a trip to Brno (in southern Czech Republic), not far from Vienna, Austria, but he seems to be backing out. He says he's ill, which could be true. My sister-in-law says that it's possible he's doing so because of covid-19. Who knows! Ever felt like a pariah? Frankly, I suppose I "get" their fear, to a degree. The US is an absolute failure in the world, when it comes to covid. If some Americans don't see it like that... News Bulletin: The rest of the world does!

On a happier note, I'm loving the significantly cooler temperatures in Czech Republic. Hubby and I felt Spain and Southern France too hot and humid. Tonight my sister-in-law and nephew built a bonfire in their backyard, where we roasted sausages on sticks. The air became so cool that we saw our breath. They're all now inside watching some Czech program on TV. I am in bed under a comforter with a heated blanket underneath me. Ahhhhh!

Attached are three photos. One my sister-in-law's house with bonfire in the backyard. Another, the sausages with bread and mustards. And third, us a died down fire after dark.

Awww. Those pics made my day!

Big article in NYTimes today about a current Covid surge in multiple European countries. Of course, we are the worst, but it has re-surged over there, too.

Have fun, Soupinator!!!!

[bpcyclist]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

I went to the dentist and they took my tooth out. The dentist is good at his job. It had been infected for a while (but didn't hurt much usually) He suggested a root canal 2 years or so ago. I didn't want to have it. (5 appointments with a specialist) As it turned out, it might not have worked anyway. Papa bear had a root canal recommended 10? years ago but the dentist was not able to save it (it had split, so had mine)

(they took my temperature outside .... etc.....before the appointment)

I went for a walk afterwards, around trees, it was cool. Papa bear came to the dentist with me (he drove) but did not go for the walk with me (he has hurt his back)

hugs

good job, Fuzzer!!

[bpcyclist]

Originally Posted by ~Christina

Hey Guys !

I have skimmed the last few days here.. Im still struggling with the sedation part. Med hangover lasts until I go to bed than boom wash rinse repeat. My back finally is feeling better.. But I am concerned that my Xeljanz might not be working for PsA but I am taking Seroquel and Cogention so its hard to determine if its muscles/ joints from Seroquel or PsA Im having huge difficulty walking my feet and ankles just dont want to bend.

I hope everyone is doing well

Be kind to yourself

We finally have an amazing day mid 80's and very breezy ..

christina, why are they still snowing you so hard? Do you think that is still necessary now?

Hugs.

[bpcyclist]

Oh my gosh, you guys. Even though I live here, I had never really watched Portlandia before. Was just always working when it came out. Into season 2 now and cannot stop laughing. Absolutely ridiculous show. Mayor Kyle MacLachan mandates that the city provide each resident with like, 27 different color-coded recycle bin types. Coffee cups go in fuschia, lids in periwinkle...

BeYOND hilarious making merciless fun of this uber liberal eco-foodie very quirky town. Recommended if you require a laugh.

Comedy is now part of my daily routine. I watch at least ten mins of standup or sthing to force me to laugh every day. The part of my brain that controls laughter is broken when I am depressed.

Hugs and love!!

[bpcyclist]

[QUOTE=Blue_Bird;6936397]I hope everything works out with the move. It will be great once you get to the new place and settled in.

I moved into a new apartment back in February and it's been great, it's supportive housing so there's a person here I meet with every month to discuss my goals and whatnot and they help me with any concerns I've had and they stay in touch with my case manage

Oh, man, I could sure use a case manager or something. I need help.

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by bpcyclist

Oh my gosh, you guys. Even though I live here, I had never really watched Portlandia before. Was just always working when it came out. Into season 2 now and cannot stop laughing. Absolutely ridiculous show. Mayor Kyle MacLachan mandates that the city provide each resident with like, 27 different color-coded recycle bin types. Coffee cups go in fuschia, lids in periwinkle...

BeYOND hilarious making merciless fun of this uber liberal eco-foodie very quirky town. Recommended if you require a laugh.

Comedy is now part of my daily routine. I watch at least ten mins of standup or sthing to force me to laugh every day. The part of my brain that controls laughter is broken when I am depressed.

Hugs and love!!

That sounds wonderful! Enjoy!

[Daonnachd]

Originally Posted by SleeplessinthePNW

Hi y’all this us my first time on any peer support group site. It’s really early where I am and I can’t get back to sleep. I can get to sleep fine but staying asleep is hard once my mind spins up. Thought?
I’ve also been struggling with the fear of losing control and having another manic episode. Though I’m sure it wont look the same as it did before. I had two major episodes in three years when I was 30. I fought the diagnosis because I already knew a lot about it at the time. The second episode rife with religious delusions lead to me losing my religion. The first episode led to bankruptcy.
The stakes are higher now I'm married and we are fairly well set up. The thought of losing control to that extent again terrifies me. Can anyone relate?
Thanks

Hello, PNW, welcome!
@SleeplessinthePNW
I can relate in that when I was in the episode which resulted in my diagnosis we lost the house we were buying. Though my wife and I don't talk about it, it remains a thorn in my side.

Keep in contact with your care team and with us here and we will all do our best to support you and prevent you losing control to that extent again.

[*Beth*]

Everything went fine with Sadie. She doesn't have anything wrong with her ears. What a relief. We will cuddle tonight


HUGE accomplishment - for the first time in 3 years (4 months post-surgery) I went to the grocery store and walked in regular shoes without any pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOO-HOO!!!!!!!!!!!!


Now I can actually take real walks again. It's been so long!

[*Beth*]

Originally Posted by SleeplessinthePNW

Hi y’all this us my first time on any peer support group site. It’s really early where I am and I can’t get back to sleep. I can get to sleep fine but staying asleep is hard once my mind spins up. Thought?
I’ve also been struggling with the fear of losing control and having another manic episode. Though I’m sure it wont look the same as it did before. I had two major episodes in three years when I was 30. I fought the diagnosis because I already knew a lot about it at the time. The second episode rife with religious delusions lead to me losing my religion. The first episode led to bankruptcy.
The stakes are higher now I'm married and we are fairly well set up. The thought of losing control to that extent again terrifies me. Can anyone relate?
Thanks

Welcome to the group, Sleepless! What kind of mental health treatment are you in?

[Daonnachd]

Originally Posted by BethRags

Everything went fine with Sadie. She doesn't have anything wrong with her ears. What a relief. We will cuddle tonight


HUGE accomplishment - for the first time in 3 years (4 months post-surgery) I went to the grocery store and walked in regular shoes without any pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOO-HOO!!!!!!!!!!!!


Now I can actually take real walks again. It's been so long!

Such good news all-round. I'm glad for the cat. I'm glad for your ankle & foot.

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by BethRags

Everything went fine with Sadie. She doesn't have anything wrong with her ears. What a relief. We will cuddle tonight


HUGE accomplishment - for the first time in 3 years (4 months post-surgery) I went to the grocery store and walked in regular shoes without any pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOO-HOO!!!!!!!!!!!!


Now I can actually take real walks again. It's been so long!

Congratulations!

[bpcyclist]

Originally Posted by SleeplessinthePNW

Hi y’all this us my first time on any peer support group site. It’s really early where I am and I can’t get back to sleep. I can get to sleep fine but staying asleep is hard once my mind spins up. Thought?
I’ve also been struggling with the fear of losing control and having another manic episode. Though I’m sure it wont look the same as it did before. I had two major episodes in three years when I was 30. I fought the diagnosis because I already knew a lot about it at the time. The second episode rife with religious delusions lead to me losing my religion. The first episode led to bankruptcy.
The stakes are higher now I'm married and we are fairly well set up. The thought of losing control to that extent again terrifies me. Can anyone relate?
Thanks

Yeah. Totally relate. I lost career, wife, precious little boy, 98 percent of all friends and family. Years in state hospital. Blah.

Mania is a psychiatric emergency for a reason. Loss of insight can put us and others in danger. Do you have a safety plan for this?

Are you in BC?

Hugs!! Welcome!!

[Mountaindewed]

I feel ok today. I slept really good last night. I always sleep really well those first few days of fall when you can have the windows open and it’s really cool outside. Same way with the first few days of spring. I had a lot of caffeine this morning so my stomach is slightly off and my heart is pounding but I’m ok. I’m not really happy that it’s the weekend. I wish it would go faster. I have a lot of stuff to do next week that I’m anticipating. I’m just watching Three’s Company right now. Maybe I’ll put on something actually decent.

I haven’t gotten the results of my blood test yet so I assume that means that everything is alright.

Those who run, when you run 3-5 miles a day how many calories do you typically eat in a day? I want to start running late October early November.

[MuddyBoots]

Pretty sure my pdoc has given up on me. I mean, maybe she could tell I was drunk when I was talking to her and she was just fed up (probably), but I think I've given up on me too. Doesn't help that my therapist won't return my calls to set up a session. 20 minutes every two weeks with her isn't helping, might as well quit all together while she's giving me the sign.

[bpcyclist]

Originally Posted by Mountaindewed

I feel ok today. I slept really good last night. I always sleep really well those first few days of fall when you can have the windows open and it’s really cool outside. Same way with the first few days of spring. I had a lot of caffeine this morning so my stomach is slightly off and my heart is pounding but I’m ok. I’m not really happy that it’s the weekend. I wish it would go faster. I have a lot of stuff to do next week that I’m anticipating. I’m just watching Three’s Company right now. Maybe I’ll put on something actually decent.

I haven’t gotten the results of my blood test yet so I assume that means that everything is alright.

Those who run, when you run 3-5 miles a day how many calories do you typically eat in a day? I want to start running late October early November.

Fall is the best time to start running. Find a nice running book. There are many. I have found that running may provide me with moments of actual joy, simply because I am running, able to run. It is a God experience for me. Do it.

[Daonnachd]

Originally Posted by Sapien

Pretty sure my pdoc has given up on me. I mean, maybe she could tell I was drunk when I was talking to her and she was just fed up (probably), but I think I've given up on me too. Doesn't help that my therapist won't return my calls to set up a session. 20 minutes every two weeks with her isn't helping, might as well quit all together while she's giving me the sign.

@Sapien
Don't give up on yourself... and don't let her give up on you, either. In truth, I don't think she would. I suspect you're just sensing frustration on her part. So take a step back, figure out what changes you need to make, and let her know that you're ready and willing to start over. It will be difficult, but nothing worthwhile is ever easy.

Meanwhile, we here will support you as best we can. Let us know what's going on and how we can help.