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Dec 15, 2020, 12:57 AM
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So I started a topic Hyper and Hypersexual and it sums me up completely.
But I'm experiencing voices. I have heard voices for years but not to this extent and never bad voices. They are now telling me to kill myself, to hurt myself and to run away as no-one cares about me. I'm really worried i am gonna do something so I'm staying at my Sister's at the moment. She knows a wee bit but not this side of the coin. Have a screwed my life up by coming off the meds for 8 months? Is this God punishing me for as the voices are telling me I'm evil? I hope I can take the meds I'm on but I'm worried ill not as the voices and my head tell me they are evil, poision, bugged etc What can I do guys? |
 *Beth*, Anonymous45023, lightly toasted
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Dec 15, 2020, 01:19 AM
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Keep taking your medication.
When do you see your treatment team? I'm glad your with your sister. use headphones to drown the voices out. Go to Emergency if you have to.
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 *Beth*, Miss Laura
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Dec 15, 2020, 01:23 AM
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Yeah I use music and headphones to drown them out. I shut them out with holding my hands over my ears. Sometimes that doesn't work though.
I'm seeing my Peer Support Worker on Friday and my CPN (Community Psychiatric Nurse) on Monday getting the next installment of depot injection on Monday afternoon. |
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Dec 15, 2020, 01:25 AM
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No!!!!! God is NOT punishing you. This is your crazy illness trying to kill you and cause misery. God treasures you. I talk to Him all the dumb time. Do not give up hope. He loves you so much.
Hyper sexuality has been a theme for me lately as I wait for my sweetie to get moved up here from Australia. I just long for her and it is quite difficult. daladico has helped me a lot with this. Hugs and love.
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When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
| *Beth*, Miss Laura
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#5
Dec 15, 2020, 01:33 AM
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If I have people with me all of the above is minimised but when alone its full blown and really scary. I just want it all to stop to be honest |
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Dec 16, 2020, 12:22 AM
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Really want to hurt myself felt it since late last night. Kinda have in a subtle way in re to hand washing the joys of ocd. But I'm really needing to do something but can't and won't as I'm at my Sister's been here since Mon night and here until Thurs during the day. Its the urges that are strong
Have put off the guy coming on Fri as my Therapist pointed out its far too rusky with covid she is true I'm a carer for my Mum I can't risk it |
| Anonymous45023
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Dec 16, 2020, 02:37 AM
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Sorry I haven’t read all of the replies but sounds like you need an urgent appointment with your pdoc. Definitely speak to him/her about taking AP to help you out. Try keep busy to drown out the noise.
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| *Beth*
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Dec 16, 2020, 03:45 AM
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Mental health team knows everything |
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Dec 18, 2020, 12:49 PM
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Peer Support Worker had to speak to the Nurse as my Nurse is still on holiday today they both agreed the hospital is off the cards as is the Crisis Team. I had to make a safety plan. I am staying at my Sister's tonight, I've cancelled the guy I was due to meet this afternoon, I've deleted the 2 guys on WhatsApp and 3 on texts.
I'm to call the NHS 24 hour line if needs be |
| *Beth*
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Dec 18, 2020, 02:13 PM
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Please do stay safe, Laura! Take ALL necessary precautions to keep yourself safe and sound as you're already WONDERFULLY doing! Please do keep us updating us if you can/want to as we ALL care about you!
   SEnding many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Miss Laura, your Family, your FriEnds and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!     
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| *Beth*, Miss Laura
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Dec 18, 2020, 09:45 PM
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Miss Laura how are you doing? Keep us updated! Thinking of you!! ❤️
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| Miss Laura
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Dec 18, 2020, 10:39 PM
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Feel mixed of hornt and scared... if I act upon these urges they ate going to section me under the mental health act. They are so strong though
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| *Beth*, Anonymous45023, NaoSky
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Dec 19, 2020, 12:02 AM
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I’m so so sorry!!! 😞 will you be seeing the dr soon? You are still with your sister right?
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| Miss Laura
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Dec 19, 2020, 03:13 AM
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Yeah I'm with her for another 13 ish hours. I'm seeing my Nurse on Monday afternoon for my injection but over the festivities I have no-one to talk to or see
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| Anonymous45023
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