Bipolar Check-in #72

Drove you crazy, huh? 🙂 Bit of a jokester, was he? Or prankster?🙃

I'm so sorry for your loss.

I’m sorry.

We have one of those at Bass Pro Shops and I love it.

This food restriction is kinda bad. Its just everyone says you gain a ton of weight when you turn 30. Like it somehow automatically happens the second you turn 30 no matter what you do to prevent it or something. I know my mom always told me that happens. She said it a lot when I was heavy in my early 20's and giving me a hard time about my weight. So now I am freaking out about it. I've been drinking a lot of decaf coffee today. I promised my therapist I'd put milk or creamer in but I didn't. I also had a couple bottles of watermelon Hint water. I've been taking progress pictures which she said not to do. I just can't help it. This whole "30 and you get fat" thing is freaking me out. I have 2 weeks until I turn 30. I have chocolate I got during the summer I haven't eaten so I guess you'd say my self control around food is pretty good. So I mean I don't know how it just "happens"

Besides the weight gain anxiety I feel ok. I slept for about 10 hours and I got my nausea under control quickly and early with a zofran. I've stayed away from caffeine besides a bottle of Coke, so my overall anxiety is under control. I think its the Mountain Dew I drink that causes so much anxiety. My other symptoms are more at night when I'm lying down.

Also Alec Baldwin shouldn't be charged. I don't think it was his responsibilty to check if the gun was loaded. My aunt is saying hes being "railroaded."

My drug plan approved Lybalvi!!!!’

I'm lying down now and the pain in my throat and coughing has started. At least my anxiety is ok because I hardly had any caffeine. Just a lot of decaf coffee mainly. I made more overnight oats and chai seed pudding. I have to stir the pudding in a bit.0

Sun and moon both in Aquarius today. A lot of air headedness. Deliveries messed up, people having a hard time focusing, somewhere humanitarian work is happening, though, or at least, good intentions.

Yeah I’d have to agree Beth. Mum got a lot of visitors today, so humanitarian efforts were made.

That’s fantastic news that you have it all at one place. Congrats on finding such great stability!!!

Much Love !

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Yes walk in clinics are dumb for ongoing treatment and cost far to much. Who wants to have to go multiple times for something that could always be handle by one.

I also take Metroprolol. I guess it could be losing effectiveness. Kinda of a coincidence maybe. Not sure I want to even bring that up at walk-in . They would probably want to refer me out to cardiologist, which I don’t think is needed. They found my tachycardia using a holter monitor and started the standard medication. I might need a new med I hadn’t really thought of that so Thanks

Hope all your legal paper work and passports go off with out and major problem

As for your husband managing the upgrades in the kitchen ?!! I think you should push back and it be more your choices since you do all the meals , baking etc. I know that’s hard to stand up to someone but he seriously needs to let you do it.

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Thanks !!

That’s cold ! But when the sun is out it just feels so much better even if it’s not. A mental thing.

I do hope all my medical meds can be sorted. My Fitbit has really helped me overall to keep on track of health issues. I dread the day it dies and I need another!

Omg just saw your post about your tooth OUCH ! I’m glad they could get it fixed up and you not sick from a infection. Very lucky !!!

How’s fur babies ??!

Stay warm ! Hugs

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Glad things are getting sorted !!! Good lu k yo Miguel for PHP !

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Condolences for a loss. Far far to young to pass away . Continue to remember the good stuff . I’m here if you need a shoulder

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Good grief on my headache day 3. Sudafed and sinus pills are not doing much at all. This new med Rinvoq won’t allow me to take Aleve or ibuprofen! We do have some rain coming but nothing major so I shouldn’t have a headache like this nonsense!

Here’s hoping tomorrow will be better

Hugs everyone !

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So he ended up at the filled-to-capacity Starbucks that I was at today. I mentioned how he’s been buying a lot of expensive stuff lately after he’d just told me that he’s going to an expensive couch store after he leaves Starbucks. His response? One hundred and twenty percent defensiveness and lashing out at me saying, of course, that I know nothing about his finances. I pointed out that I know that he cries that he can’t afford a drink at Starbucks fairly often. This got him really riled up saying that his finances are none of my business and what type of relationship did I think we have, etc etc! And then he said is it just that I WANT HIM TO BUY ME SOMETHING AND OF COURSE I said it isn’t. (Leaving the caps . Didn’t mean for them to go past “me”.). Anyway he was entirely too defensive and angry. He asked “Do you treat all your other friends this way?” Why yes! Yes I do and none of them go off the rails.

Muddy ! Congratulations on making so many good healthy days ! Be super proud.

I agree IP wouldn’t really help matters. I hate when providers pop off on that for no reason in my opinion !

One foot in front of the other is the best you can do

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My sincere condolences on your loss

They are doing well , thanks for asking Mustachio wakes me up every morning because she wants to play, she’s high energy Maybelle loves food, so she kind of patiently sits in the corner of my room in the dark and stares at me until I get up, it can be a little creepy haha I love her. They’re healthy and happy, enjoying having the heat on in the winter , I woke up the other night in the middle of the night and Mustachio was cuddled under the blankets with me, she must have got under there while I was sleeping

Yeah you’re right even when it’s really cold out it feels great when the sun is out

I have an Fitbit Inspire , I can’t remember if it’s the 1 or 2. But it helps motivate me to get on the treadmill and exercise. I love trying to hit 10,000 steps a day or more. It’s kind of like a game, it makes it fun

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Originally Posted by Moose72 So he ended up at the filled-to-capacity Starbucks that I was at today. I mentioned how he’s been buying a lot of expensive stuff lately after he’d just told me that he’s going to an expensive couch store after he leaves Starbucks. His response? One hundred and twenty percent defensiveness and lashing out at me saying, of course, that I know nothing about his finances. I pointed out that I know that he cries that he can’t afford a drink at Starbucks fairly often. This got him really riled up saying that his finances are none of my business and what type of relationship did I think we have, etc etc! And then he said is it just that I WANT HIM TO BUY ME SOMETHING AND OF COURSE I said it isn’t. (Leaving the caps . Didn’t mean for them to go past “me”.). Anyway he was entirely too defensive and angry. He asked “Do you treat all your other friends this way?” Why yes! Yes I do and none of them go off the rails.

Wow, what a di*khead. Has he been a friend for a long time?

Physically not doing so hot. I’ve been so careful and I have a flu vaccine but I’ve managed to catch it. I found it necessary to cancel plans with my daughter tomorrow and cancel plans for a party tomorrow night. I hate that. As my boyfriend said though - my health is my priority.

I think I mentioned that I’m taking mom to see her sisters 4 hours north of here. I pray I’m in good shape by then (Tuesday). I’ll see my daughter on the Saturday we come home as we’ll come through her town. I’ll talk to her via phone tomorrow instead of meeting up. Bummer. Darn flu! I’ve been quite sick. I alternate between burning up and chills so I finally just left the French doors open to let the cold air in. Delightfully chilling.

I hope everybody has a peaceful evening. Much love

You probably know this but eat at least 350 calories with the Latuda and I am glad you all are finally getting the help you need.

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I wanted to go inpatient after my wife passed but with my medicare it had to pay $350 a day for the first week or two then they would cover the rest. I can't afford that.

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I'm trying it's incredibly hard for me to get 350 cal. In one sitting. Pdoc told me to keep trying. I'm in a dark spot. Hiding in our bedroom while my husband's family is partying. I swear he'd be okay with out me but I have to trust him and not myself.

Thinking of you Mm

There are plenty of ways to get diabetes.

I got it from taking high dose Seroquel for 10 years. Other meds can give it to you too. Pretty sure steroids are one of them.