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#161
I feel paranoid. In other news I did another drawing today. Idk what else to do today. I cleaned, did laundry, drew. Now I’m just trying to decide what to do with the rest of the day. It’s only just going on 1pm and I usually don’t go to sleep till around 11pm or so , so I’m trying to figure out what to do in the meantime, and to do my best to not dissociate.
I might try to lose myself in watching a show for awhile. Probably The Witcher. Once my tablet is charged. Or maybe read. Idk I’ll figure something out __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#162
Sorry not sure why that posted upside down, I fixed it
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#163
I'm doing good today. Although I'm kinda having a wtf moment because I ate a lot of protein for breakfast and some coffee yet for the first time in months I don't feel sick. Just really full. So its kinda like this new feeling and I'm not sure what to do. I'm not anxious either. I went out this morning for sparkling water and Kind cereal bars and I wasn't paranoid or anything. I'm just trying to adjust to things.
I can see why my pdoc has such a strict safety plan put in place. That med helps with my stomach issues along with my anxiety and depression. __________________ I'm Blue Last edited by Mountaindewed; Today at 12:44 PM.. |
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#164
I see my psychologist today at 2:20pm. Nervous because I don’t know what to expect. I had to buy a book for today’s session so he’s going to get me to write stuff down.
Shocking sleep last night. Woke up about 5x. A few of those were because I kept thinking my son was having nightmares the other side of the house. But every time I walked through he was sound asleep. I think it might have been the neighbours kid next door. Yesterday I spent the day in bed either trying to sleep (never actually fell asleep) or playing on my phone. It was ridiculously unproductive. I’ll update later after my psychologist appointment. |
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#165
Feeling a bit disconnected today. Having a hard time focusing to read everyone's posts.
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#166
Had a good session. We talked about a lot of options. He agreed the seroquel was worth a try. I’m going to start with 25, and after 30 minutes or if I wake up another 25. It’s prn so it shouldn’t cause the restlessness legs syndrome, plus I’m on gabby and that should also help keep the restless leg thing at bay. He did say to get in touch for any reason. He’s putting in a referral for therapy..
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#167
Cleaned my whole house today - scrubbed the begeezus out of my bathtub, my good friend is coming over tomorrow to spend the weekend with me, so I wanted my place to be in tip-top shape. It will be nice to have someone over to enjoy my place with - I have another friend staying over next weekend too, so I am really putting my guest bedroom to good use! Found a spider in my house too! I took him and put him outside - he's an outside spider!
Feeling better than yesterday - a lot more accomplished - worked today and made a bit of money and feel good about that too. @Brentus - sorry that happened to you with that finance company, I know how that goes unfortunately, it happens a lot, also so cool you were a Spanish teacher, I am learning Spanish now and it's a lot of fun! So sorry you're sick @raspberrytorte I hope you feel better soon! @Crazy Hitch and @Rosi700 thanks so much for the prayers for my family - I am keeping a watchful eye on Milton, definitely. Anyway, I hope everybody is doing well - and for those of you who are struggling big hugs, this too shall pass. __________________ Tales of Love, Motivation, and An Interesting Journey - Please Subscribe to my Website on WordPress: Inspired Odyssey's Path to Wellness and Love |
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#168
Oof! My bench was delivered today. I just ordered it the other day. Wayfair was having a big sale and I ordered an upholstered storage bench to put in the entryway. I can put my shoes in in and have someplace to sit while I put on and take off my shoes. My rug came at the same time. It took three of us to get it on the cart so I could bring it up. It will be tomorrow before I can open it and figure out what tools I need. I asked the all around matence man here if I could borrow tools. He said yes so I’ll do that tomorrow.
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#169
I was just talking on the phone with N3. He was practicing Bach fugues on the piano which led the conversation to music theory class. I love my son!
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#170
Congrats, Nammu! I love putting furniture together! Sometimes all you need is an allen wrench which they provide you along with the screws.
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#171
Yep, yer right it has an Allen wrench. Unfortunately the way the directions are I’m not going to be able to put it together. It takes being able to bend, and I don’t bend anymore with the hardware in my back. My sister and bil are coming tomorrow to screw it together. Looks easy enough. It’s just that you need to bend over it. But yeah, I’ve put lots of furniture together. I’ve done desks with drawers, oodles of bookcases, vanity drawers for the bathroom and tons of stuff for friends. Unfortunately my bendable fun days are behind me. It’s all I can do to sweep the floor stuff into a dust pan and pick it up. I’ve been depressed the last few weeks we’ve got absolutely marvelous walking weather and I can’t walk anymore. Oh to hear the crunch of leaves under my feet! But never fear I’ll get my exercise Saturday when I go garage saying with my daughter.
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#172
I saw my therapist yesterday. We did depression and anxiety inventories. My depression is mild which sounds right and anxiety is severe which is just what I've been telling everyone. We went through a lot of anxiety reduction stuff and I left feeling better. Today has been a little bit better. I hope it sticks.
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#173
Nammu i bought a rollator. I havent tried it yet im embarrassed! But geez i used to walk 6 or 10 miles a shot. Who have i become? Im hoping my extreme cleaning this past weekend will be my springboard to fitness.
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