Bipolar Check-in #84

What do you mean Md?

When you were talking about the explosion in your other post the other day you were giving very specfic details.

I would just be careful about putting such personal details on a public forum.

The explosion was on the national news.

I live in a very very populated city. And I have no other identification on any social media if where I live.

I guess maybe I'm just being paranoid. I'm sorry.

I restarted generic pepcid this morning. And it worked so well. I had been taking it for like 12 years without an issue. My doctor thought a stronger prescription antacid like Zofran would work maybe. But I took the Pepcid and then I took the new med a couple hours later and I feel so much better. I haven't gotten sick all day and I'm not in pain.

I guess its one those "if it aint broke." Situations.

Been drinking Gatorade mixed with 1/2 water. Mouth still dry and lips and eyes and anywhere else there are mucus membranes.

soooooo muuuuuuch homework due. pdoc sent in some celexa for me to tak again for anxiety. thank god

The moon was bright tonight. It was so nice to stand in the cold night air on my balcony. I enjoyed my home today. I struggled with overeating. I find my pain passes faster if i tune into it, rather than trying to distract myself from it. A casual form of meditation, i guess. I exercised so that makes four days in a row. I'm really happy about that. I'm alternating days of cardio with strength training.

Hugs to all who struggle!

Therapy appointment today. Went well. We talked about the sertraline sexual side effect I'm having and how great it's working for my mood and how I don't really want to go off it because I'm actually happy and enjoying my life for a change, but I just want to be able to get off man! And she was very understanding and empathetic and assured me we'd figure SOMETHING out. I have an appointment with my psychiatrist on Wednesday, and we're going to talk to my psychiatrist again and see if there's ANYTHING we can possibly do because I'm frickin DYING here.

My "toy" shipped a couple days ago. I'm hoping it gets here tomorrow so I can try it out since no one will be home. If that thing doesn't help I'm going to make an appointment with my GP to talk about my unfortunate situation and see if there's anything medical we can do. We all know how OBSESSED my therapist is with hormones... since I'm 42 she thinks maybe my estrogen is dropping or something and that's why I can't climax? I don't know. I'm sure my GP would just blame my psych meds and tell me to talk to my psychiatrist.

I re-dyed my hair this afternoon. Bluish black this time. Messy, smelly business, and I stained the wall in the shower because I accidentally sprayed hair dye everywhere. Not too happy about that. But I like how my hair looks now, so I guess it was worth it.

Apparently we blew a circuit or something. That's why sparks ignited from our radiator like it was the fourth of July in our bedroom in November yesterday. Happened again while the repair man was here this morning and I squealed like a little girl again. Luckily he was able to replace our radiator and fix our circuit, so all is good now. 👍 Scared the bejeezees out of me though! Lord above!

Took my daughter grocery shopping. $366 for her groceries. Now I’m broke lol