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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
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#102
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Ugh. Three hours of sleep! Oh well. I'm hungry but don't feel like making anything, and my ecig just ran out of vape. BOOHOO. Whatever. I only have to wait like two hours and I can get a new one on the way home from dropping our daughter off at school.
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#103
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#104
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I’m just enjoying a pumpkin spiced tea right now and enjoying some music while I get ready to deal with today. I have a lot of cleaning to do today and am not looking forward to it. I’m just gonna put on an audiobook later and get it done though. Aside from that I am taking a walk to the store. And am gonna practice violin. Already drew some today. My cat Mustachio woke me up super early today. 5am, purring and cuddling next to me. Now she’s back asleep.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#105
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I’ve got an appointment at the OBGYN clinic with a doctor I don’t know. The nurse tried to offer me today or Friday! Duh! I want to be seen today!
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
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#106
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I walked to the store. Got some imitation vanilla extract and some evaporated milk. For the pies I’m making next month. Like I’m making 4-5 pies next month. Probably these:
Chess pie Chocolate pie Chocolate chip pie Egg custard pie Peanut butter pie Yeah, I’m giving half of each one to my sister. It’s a lot but I love to bake and I especially love doing it around Christmas time. It’s so cozy especially with Christmas music playing So far I’ve swept, mopped and scooped the litterbox. Still need to clean the sinks, bathroom, and vacuum with carpet freshener
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#107
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I should probably go out and do something but I don't know what. I don't really need anything besides a few fruits and vegetables, and I don't eat out so I don't feel like going out to breakfast or anywhere. I feel ok and I slept decently though.
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"Good morning starshine.... the earth says hello"- Willy Wonka |
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#108
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Well I feel stupid. I didn’t realize till I got home I accidentally got sweetened condensed milk and not the evaporated milk I meant to. I was looking at the evaporated milk but I grabbed the generic brand to save money thinking it was evaporated milk too cause I didn’t look too closely at it. Oh well. I’m sure I’ll find some other dessert to use it for
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#109
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"Good morning starshine.... the earth says hello"- Willy Wonka |
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#110
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I could but I probably am just gonna keep it. I’m trying to restock my pantry of basics anyway for Christmas baking so I’ll probably end up using it anyway
I’ll get some evaporated milk next time I go shopping
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#111
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I may try making homemade chocolate and peanut butter fudge and give it as gifts this year.
I’m trying to save money this year so I’m probably just doing that for gifts for my sister and friends And maybe do some artwork for my sister. She likes my art a lot. I’ll ask her what she’d like me to draw and I’ll try to make a really nice picture for her. Sometimes homemade gifts are good. Things are so expensive nowadays. I feel like there’s too much emphasis on consumerism. Not just at Christmas though it’s all year.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#112
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I've been losing a lot of time lately, and it's kind of scary. I took a shower this morning and I am bruised to high hell!!!! I don't know w hat happened??? Things are soo weird I don't know what's going on. I was in the back seat of someone else's car and it didn't feel right. I knew where wee were but I didn't? It was different, but the same. I wish I could explain better, but I found out I fit in the trunk lol. Almost didn't even let me sign in here. There are other people's thoughts in my head... I think Ceelo Green's thoughts are in there... I can't go for that
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"I don't know what I'm looking for." "Why not?" "Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them." "What, are you crazy?" "It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet," |
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#113
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Politics/SSI related
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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#114
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Got on the treadmill for 30 min. Dissociating hardcore right now.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#115
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im at work. wish i could sjsut sleep for a week. i see t wdnesday but i idk how much ill tell him about whats happening
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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#116
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Are they doing this to SSDI as well?
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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#117
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I'm trying really hard to get my health issues under control because I was doing pretty ok working 20-25 hours a week when I was really close to losing everything in 2018. Its literally only my health holding me back now.
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"Good morning starshine.... the earth says hello"- Willy Wonka |
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#118
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Are they doing this to SSDI as well?
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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#119
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My mood has been pretty good though I had a panic attack out of nowhere this morning. Of late, I have stopped reading the news because every time I do, I read something about Trump & politics, and I get anxious and panicky.
I slept around 9 hr. last night, probably could have slept longer but Pecan started walking and jumping on me and woke me up. I took a nice walk this morning, did laundry, and read around 100 pages of my library book. I have been spending a lot of time trying to get our new cat, Sugarberry, adapted to being indoors. He did spend the night inside last night, and used the litter this morning FINALLY! He is starting to look less raggedy; gaining some weight, and his cuts are healing though I do wonder if he might end up with some permanent bald spots from all the fur he lost fighting. So far, there hasn't been any fighting with our other 3 cats though he has gotten a hiss or 2 from them. I will have to get a picture of him & figure out how to post it here ![]()
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#120
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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#121
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#122
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What if your 31 and can't work physically and have basically every specialist to say so and also say that they are working on getting you stable?
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"Good morning starshine.... the earth says hello"- Willy Wonka |
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#123
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I feel really blah today. I'm zapped of energy and I'm headachy. My anxiety is decent I guess its just some more weird ****
My GI doctor wants to see me tommrow. I don't know what he'll say but maybe he has some answer about this werid side and back pain.
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At least I'll have a reason now to get into the shower
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"Good morning starshine.... the earth says hello"- Willy Wonka Last edited by Mountaindewed; Nov 11, 2024 at 02:12 PM. |
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#124
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@Mountaindewed I don't know it's a waiting game. My hope is everyone they kick gets the ticket to work program or similar options like the workforce program. I know people are moving in anticipation.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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#125
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So I was supposed to have my appointment with my new psychiatrist but the bus never came.my hair is all matted so I'm getting it cut and dyed at some point. hallucinations are down but still there a little. My dad thought we weren't going to try to move because of all that's happening.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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