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Old May 03, 2025, 09:16 PM
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I swear I can’t do this another fking day. It’s not going to get better, I’m not going to lie to mhself s hmose and meel saying “this can help” or “thatll hw worrh it” becajse it wont and jts nkt.

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Old May 03, 2025, 09:17 PM
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I want to take stuff. I shouldnt and mix it with studf it shojldmt be mixed withh

NOT GOING TO THE USELESS FKING HOSPITAL TO GET EVEN WORSE OR FURTHER DELAY CARE

What care am I even talking about ? Them telling me my dad hated me and ditching every ither appointment? My pdoc denying and downplaying my trauma? My CM saying im doing great as I’m actively trying to die?
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"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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Old May 03, 2025, 10:36 PM
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I'm so sorry. I wish there were better treatment for mental health. I don't feel I'll ever get better either. They just gave me 2 new pills and pills are dangerous for me. I won't tell t or pdoc but every night the thoughts haunt me. I've accepted the ED is going to be life long. I no longer talk about my feelings that they don't want me to have. I'm making progress when actually I've given up. Please don't be like me don't give up.
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Old May 03, 2025, 10:42 PM
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I might have just made myself relapse (substances, wasnt intended to get fked up but not wake up) but it’s okay I will get through the night probably
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Old May 13, 2025, 06:54 AM
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I'm so sorry. I wish there were better treatment for mental health. I don't feel I'll ever get better either. They just gave me 2 new pills and pills are dangerous for me. I won't tell t or pdoc but every night the thoughts haunt me. I've accepted the ED is going to be life long. I no longer talk about my feelings that they don't want me to have. I'm making progress when actually I've given up. Please don't be like me don't give up.
Sounds similar to me

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