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Jul 14, 2025, 09:57 AM
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I’m supposed to meet her later. Walked to my mom’s this morning, she won’t be back until late. Could walk back if I leave within a couple hours. Kinda hate her right now honestly, but I guess months ago I said if I miss an appointment I’ll not fight an IEA and she is constantly using that paper against me. She’s coming up with ******** that makes NO SENSE. Last night she tried saying I couldn’t keep my PAJAMA PANTS on during ECT because of the metal. What metal and what is so special about the place near Boston I went to that they can defy physics while this little hospital says, nope, the imaginary metal on your 100% cotton, zipper less pants has to go with the pants (but go ahead and keep your bra on… that actual metal doesnt matter we only care about the zipper on your pants you never knew was there and will never find but don’t worry its there have some faith in me.)”
Anyway, idk, walk 8 miles back or piss her off maybe get sent to New Hampshire’s finest state hospital?
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Jul 14, 2025, 10:38 AM
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Wont they do a wellness check?
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Jul 14, 2025, 12:24 PM
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I walked back because yes.
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Jul 14, 2025, 01:03 PM
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Okay good luck.
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Jul 14, 2025, 06:32 PM
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Yeah, I guess. I think I kinda protected myself by going into a bit of a people-pleaser state. I noticed I do that a lot if I talk to someone from the team the day before in a, uh, not great space when I'm afraid the next day they're going to pull an IEA or something. I covered it a bit with chatGPT and it said something about being taught compliance>actually going through treatment. Makes sense because I noticed a lot of my prior providers did not like being questioned one bit, and rewarded me in some way when I didn't (even if it was avoiding a fight vs actually explaining something I couldn't see from their POV at the cost of my understanding, sometimes being put on a med that was unnecessary or harmful, them not understanding ME but thinking they do, something along those lines). It didn't really hit me until after, but I did survive the appointment so, yay?
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