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Jul 14, 2008, 10:22 AM
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I lost it yesterday- I shaved my head, beat my head into the wall and screamed and yelled at everyone and tried to scratch my face up . Yeah, I was a mental case and needed to be locked up.....then proceeded to get the urge to cut- so i did and beat my head into the wall again along with my fists. Not sure what is going on with me, I started to take some stress b-complex vitamins today and i am going to go for walks in the evening, i literally hate myself right now and im on the verge of putting myself in the Stabilization unit for a few days-why do i go to this extent of destroying myself? What is wrong with me? I am holding alot of things in I do know this, and Im not talking to anyone about them- i have so many things to say but I can not let it out.
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Jul 14, 2008, 10:44 AM
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(((((((purplebutterfly ))))))))))))))
i see by your post you are really hurting contacting someone calling the help line i think is a great idea calling your Dr? things sound like they have gotten worse for you remember self care comes first... seeking help at this point imo would be a good idea being in a safe place sounds very good to me for you. please know i care and would like to see you safe. know you can talk here we are all listening and you do matter here muffy |
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Jul 14, 2008, 11:10 AM
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I am trying to get help as I write this right now, I seem to be okay today- meaning im not hitting my head or cutting or screaming and yelling although I am regreting the shaving of my hair and well my self image is crap- im depressed but I think I can manage, however I am getting help .
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Jul 14, 2008, 11:24 AM
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safe hugs if thats ok (((purplebutterfly)))
I am so sorry things were so horrible yesterday. Please let us know how you manage today, hope you are able to find some assistance soon. PM me if you want to talk or anything! Thinking of you, Dee
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Jul 14, 2008, 11:46 AM
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(((Purple)))
I am thinking of you too...please PM me if you wanna... 
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Jul 14, 2008, 11:20 PM
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It sounds like you are going through a horrible time right now, but I'm glad today is going a little better and you have stopped self-harming. Seriously, I know how bruises on your head from banging it against a wall feel. I hope the help you are trying to get comes through soon. We are always here to listen and support you.
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