Frustrated

My husband and I have been trying to get pregnant for about 8 months now. This month I was a week late, and got really excited, thinking that we may have actually succeeded in getting pregnant. I tested two days ago, and it was negative, and then yesterday my cycle started. Now I am depressed, angry, frustrated, etc. I am starting to question whether or not I will ever be able to get pregnant. Ever since I can remember, I wanted to have kids. All of the pressure from friends and relatives for me to have a baby is really annoying. They know my husband and I are trying, so they ask if I am pregnant every time I talk to them. It kills me to have to say no everytime....I feel like a failure. I feel like my life has no purpose if I can't have kids.

I cross my fingers, try relax and maybe try to go to doctor if all is OK

I understand a little how you feel. I think I would give just about anything to have my own baby. I want to be able to know what it feels like to be pregnant. I want the whole experience. It makes me really depressed to know that I probably will never get any of that. I started having female surgeries because of endometriosis and ovarian cysts when I was around 25 and now at the age 31 I only have one tube and ovary. I know there is still a chance but its very minimal. Anyway, you may want to see a doctor if you haven't already. There are a lot of things that can help. Good Luck!!!