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Old Mar 05, 2014, 10:18 AM
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I feel a strange longing which I can not identify where that is coming from....oh boy

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Really? Is this something new? *puzzled* *scratches head*

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Old Mar 05, 2014, 10:19 AM
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Feel a bit nervous, emotions have been a topsy turvy this morning

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Old Mar 05, 2014, 10:45 AM
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Really? Is this something new? *puzzled* *scratches head*

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Yes it is new, a bit of an emotional mess I will process through. It is ok I need to feel this...I think it is connected to being in an innate relationship w/ you. ❤️

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Old Mar 05, 2014, 10:48 AM
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Yes I'm processing through my own emotional mess as an adult child, particularly around trait 12 of the other laundry list. I might discuss that with my t today.

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Old Mar 05, 2014, 11:42 AM
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Yes I'm processing through my own emotional mess as an adult child, particularly around trait 12 of the other laundry list. I might discuss that with my t

Puzzling?
Hmm, ok sounds good.
I hope your session goes well

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Old Mar 05, 2014, 12:04 PM
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Puzzling?
Hmm, ok sounds good.
I hope your session goes well

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Puzzling? I'll let you know how my session goes, it's not for several hours.

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Old Mar 05, 2014, 10:51 PM
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I'm alone, and that's so much easier than having to act normal and control myself around people. When I'm alone, there's much less that can set me off.
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Old Mar 06, 2014, 05:44 AM
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Angry and hating the world, as far as I am concerned I am not perfect, I know I am not so anyone who has a problem with that can take a long walk off a short pier!
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Old Mar 06, 2014, 04:00 PM
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Angry and hating the world, as far as I am concerned I am not perfect, I know I am not so anyone who has a problem with that can take a long walk off a short pier!
I have not heard that expression in years, it gave me a smile. I am sorry you are having such a rough time, I know when I get that way nothing really helps so I will just give you a hug
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Old Mar 06, 2014, 04:02 PM
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I have been really down lately. I don't know if it my depression worsening or just because I was sick. I see my pdoc in a week and will let him know.
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Old Mar 06, 2014, 05:06 PM
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I have not heard that expression in years, it gave me a smile. I am sorry you are having such a rough time, I know when I get that way nothing really helps so I will just give you a hug

Thank you so much for the hug, I'm glad I at least made someone smile today. Hope you feel better soon too x

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Old Mar 08, 2014, 08:58 AM
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Feeling rather neutral at the moment, which is a rarity for me. Impulsively cut last night due to anger/frustration, which was disappointing as I'd managed a few months without doing so. I really need to stop that.
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Old Mar 08, 2014, 04:41 PM
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I feel terrible today. Last night I totally lost it - had my 2 year old in my arms and was kicking at her dad's door to his house (because he locked me out) and at his car. I also scratched his neck on accident when I was trying to get in the house (didn't have my daughter at that time). After I left, he called the police. They are looking for me, and I'm avoiding them until Monday, in case they take me to jail. Sad thing is, I don't even remember the events well. Like, foggy bits and pieces. I do so well for months, then I have some idiotic, out of control event that upsets my life and all those around me. I feel terrible about myself. Hopeless. Seeing my psych this week, if I'm not in jail...
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Old Mar 08, 2014, 05:13 PM
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I feel terrible today. Last night I totally lost it - had my 2 year old in my arms and was kicking at her dad's door to his house (because he locked me out) and at his car. I also scratched his neck on accident when I was trying to get in the house (didn't have my daughter at that time). After I left, he called the police. They are looking for me, and I'm avoiding them until Monday, in case they take me to jail. Sad thing is, I don't even remember the events well. Like, foggy bits and pieces. I do so well for months, then I have some idiotic, out of control event that upsets my life and all those around me. I feel terrible about myself. Hopeless. Seeing my psych this week, if I'm not in jail...

I'm sorry. Are you taking any medication?

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Old Mar 09, 2014, 03:48 PM
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I need a break from myself.
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Old Mar 09, 2014, 03:58 PM
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An insensitive relative really brought me down but then with the help of my supportive partner I rose above it.

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Old Mar 10, 2014, 05:28 PM
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Got out of hospital after being overwhelmed with a lot of issues. Came home and now overwhelmed again with a lot of issues plus new issues. The only difference is I can handle them a little bit better now.
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Old Mar 10, 2014, 05:31 PM
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Going to see my mom tomorrow so gotta keep an eye on my identity symptom

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Old Mar 10, 2014, 07:39 PM
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It was a lovely 70 degrees out today! I do much better in warm weather!
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Old Mar 11, 2014, 02:01 AM
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I'm home alone and I need company but I feel like I hate all of my friends at the moment. Don't know if I should risk the night going bad if I stay alone or invite over a friend and risk me hating them more in person and saying something I don't really mean and will regret..
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Old Mar 12, 2014, 11:38 PM
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Annoyed and angry at everyone. I want them to leave me alone. But to still like me.
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Old Mar 13, 2014, 02:41 AM
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Annoyed and angry at everyone. I want them to leave me alone. But to still like me.

I can relate to this one!

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Old Mar 13, 2014, 04:33 AM
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Old Mar 13, 2014, 05:35 AM
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Am very anxious, expecting a call from my line manager to see how I'm doing as off sick at present. Keep worrying they'll sack me even tho she has always been fair to me gonna get on with painting the bathroom to distract myself. I find doing something physical helps......

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Old Mar 13, 2014, 08:16 AM
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Feeling good this morning
A bit sore from shoveling snow
My life partner and I are solid so things are good.

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