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Old Oct 23, 2013, 08:34 AM
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Still waiting to hear back from the DBT T. Emotionally I've been "fine" but can't help but feeling isolated. Its hard for me to reach out to people, been rejected so many times my mind automatically tells me "they are too busy doing more important stuff" so I don't even try.
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Old Oct 23, 2013, 09:02 AM
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Old Oct 23, 2013, 10:37 AM
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Let my blood sugar get out of whack. Vision's messed up at the moment. Saw the doc yesterday and got blood drawn and put back on metformin. yay GI discomfort!

Other than that everything is good.
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Old Oct 23, 2013, 01:11 PM
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Let my blood sugar get out of whack. Vision's messed up at the moment. Saw the doc yesterday and got blood drawn and put back on metformin. yay GI discomfort!

Other than that everything is good.
That sucks, I never had issues with metformin but I was told by friends taking it with cheese helps.
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Old Oct 25, 2013, 07:20 AM
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Woke up feeling better today As quickly as the bad moods come, they can go too. Maybe there is some hope....
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Old Oct 25, 2013, 09:15 AM
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Woke up feeling better today As quickly as the bad moods come, they can go too. Maybe there is some hope....
awesome news.

Today is a busy day as I spend the weekend volunteering with the Literacy Day crew. I am a team lead for one of the crews. I am really looking forward to the day. There will be lots of wonderful speakers, I loved going last year.
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Old Oct 25, 2013, 12:25 PM
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I have come to realise today that some ppl are just not worth getting worked up over - I think I am a magnet for the weird and wonderful. Today I wash my hands of drama queens (even though I am bit of one myself lol) and concentrate on those who are healthy to have in my life.

I have spent the day exercising, cleaning and cooking Tomorrow I have a friends kids birthday party ....not really looking forward to it as not good with kids but will be nice to spend some time with friend who I have neglected recently.

**Feeling good**
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Old Oct 25, 2013, 12:28 PM
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I'm doing wonderful, except that lately I've had to deal with some people making blatantly backhanded comments.

Was out sick yesterday. Back at work today so all is well with the world.
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Old Oct 25, 2013, 12:32 PM
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Well that sucks Just ignore them
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Old Oct 25, 2013, 01:21 PM
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Today I'm living in the fog, I'm not completely sure how I'm feeling, but I heard from the DBT therapist finally! I start next week I hope it can help me. I have a headache, been sleeping like utter crap lately since the furnace came on, I cheated last night and took something to help my brain shut off so I could finally get some sleep. My stomach is a bottomless pit today to, I can't stop eating, because every time I finish something, my stomach still cries out for more. I think I need companionship, I'm so lonely all by myself in isolation. All I can do is constantly distract myself to keep my head away from that empty feeling of incompleteness that was left in my heart.
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Old Oct 25, 2013, 02:06 PM
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Today I'm living in the fog, I'm not completely sure how I'm feeling, but I heard from the DBT therapist finally! I start next week I hope it can help me. I have a headache, been sleeping like utter crap lately since the furnace came on, I cheated last night and took something to help my brain shut off so I could finally get some sleep. My stomach is a bottomless pit today to, I can't stop eating, because every time I finish something, my stomach still cries out for more. I think I need companionship, I'm so lonely all by myself in isolation. All I can do is constantly distract myself to keep my head away from that empty feeling of incompleteness that was left in my heart.
awesome news about the DBT.

I am sorry that you are having such a rough time.
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Old Oct 26, 2013, 07:32 AM
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I'm working all weekend. Hoping it will go smoothly.
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Crying day today. A rarity.
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I'm lonely and I'm anxious..everyone will leave me. No one will love me.
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Old Oct 26, 2013, 11:21 AM
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Old Oct 26, 2013, 11:22 AM
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Old Oct 26, 2013, 11:24 AM
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Went to friends kids birthday party and it went ok I guess. Came back home and hubby went to play golf. Been a boring day and feeling a bit numb. See my pdoc next Tuesday and think he may change my meds AGAIN! Too up and down....
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Old Oct 26, 2013, 11:30 AM
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Went to friends kids birthday party and it went ok I guess. Came back home and hubby went to play golf. Been a boring day and feeling a bit numb. See my pdoc next Tuesday and think he may change my meds AGAIN! Too up and down....
Why do you think he'll change them?.
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Old Oct 26, 2013, 11:38 AM
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Why do you think he'll change them?.
Because although I had a period of 7 or 8 weeks of coping, I went back to feeling depressed and have a case of suicide ideation again. Yesterday was better but today I feel numb. It's just not working. I should be starting CBT soon and then psychotherapy shortly after - I am hoping this will help - not that it has in the past My last CBT therapist crossed boundaries on a major level and hoping my next CBT therapist is better. We have no DBT in my area
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Old Oct 26, 2013, 11:44 AM
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Because although I had a period of 7 or 8 weeks of coping, I went back to feeling depressed and have a case of suicide ideation again. Yesterday was better but today I feel numb. It's just not working. I should be starting CBT soon and then psychotherapy shortly after - I am hoping this will help - not that it has in the past My last CBT therapist crossed boundaries on a major level and hoping my next CBT therapist is better. We have no DBT in my area
I'm sorry you've had bad experiences :/ I hope that this time it works for you, you deserve it.
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Old Oct 26, 2013, 11:46 AM
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I'm sorry you've had bad experiences :/ I hope that this time it works for you, you deserve it.
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I feel very sad today.
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I hope your next CBT therapist is better!

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Because although I had a period of 7 or 8 weeks of coping, I went back to feeling depressed and have a case of suicide ideation again. Yesterday was better but today I feel numb. It's just not working. I should be starting CBT soon and then psychotherapy shortly after - I am hoping this will help - not that it has in the past My last CBT therapist crossed boundaries on a major level and hoping my next CBT therapist is better. We have no DBT in my area
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