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#76
Oct 16, 2013, 09:31 PM
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 I guess I don't like people that much where everything has worked out great for them and they have had a silver spoon their whole lives. People with BPD, I relate to the struggles they have. Many of the people I know with BPD, are absolutely wonderful people.
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#77
Oct 16, 2013, 09:35 PM
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Okay I thought I might come on this thread from time to time and update.
Well my BPD is reasonably good these days, but I am bit stressed. My housemates (both BPD), they are female and they are having major issues with each other at the moment, over a guy one of them is dating. There are some other things, but I am a bit stressed and worried about everything at the moment. Its been a while since any major drama has occurred, but things seem a bit uncertain at the moment. I am a bit worried that one of my house mates (a mother to a lovely 4 year old girl) is making irrational decisions regarding the welfare of her child. Hope things improve. The guys they are involved with are nuts, having histories of abusing them- trouble waiting to happen basically. |
| Bill3, HealingNSuffering
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#78
Oct 17, 2013, 07:10 AM
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 I don't know why they make such a big deal about it, all their drugs are addicting and cause withdrawals when you quit, not just benzos. I think the headaches are from the anxiety, I get a lot of bodily symptoms with my mental issues. I had nightmares last night to 
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#79
Oct 19, 2013, 02:47 AM
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So a night at my parents means a night with rubbish sleep. The pillows on that bed are the worst ever. And I couldn't breathe because I'm allergic to their cats and forgot to take my inhaler
...looking forward to my own bed tonight already!!
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#80
Oct 19, 2013, 07:39 PM
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roller coaster of a day. my mother is ill and for some reason the rest of the family is calling me as a go between I feel so overwhelmed, I am wired, and I am angry, I am having crying fits because I just can't handle all of these phone calls.
I do not understand how I got put in this role, when I am the least capable person in this family to handle interpersonal situations. I am hardly ever "heard", I am working on this in dbt, but today... just been too much for me... hope tomorrow is quieter ...
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#81
Oct 20, 2013, 08:49 AM
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Such a crappy day...actually crappy last few days. I really am an awful person. My husband deserves better....so much better. I just hope I haven't caused too much long term damage to him. From this day forward I am going to work so hard on changing my behaviours. I start CBT soon. I really hope they can help me be a better person. If not for me, then for my long suffering husband. On top of all the guilt I feel for my husband, I am plagued with thoughts of my past, my mistakes and all my crappy decisions. I look back and all I see is hurt and pain. When will I get to look back and see happiness? Going on my past and present, my future is looking bleak.
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#82
Oct 20, 2013, 11:07 AM
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Well I got obsessed with the idea my bf is lying and cheating on me and worked myself all up then making him promise to never leave me. I tried really hard to fight the feelings because they weren't .based in reality. I just kept telling myself if he is then I'll just kill myself and it's fine.
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Allie Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder. I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress. I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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#83
Oct 20, 2013, 07:03 PM
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I'm trying so hard not to purposely hurt myself so I end up in a hospital so I canbe taken care of.
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Allie Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder. I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress. I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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#84
Oct 20, 2013, 07:20 PM
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#85
Oct 20, 2013, 07:24 PM
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Allie Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder. I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress. I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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| allme, Bill3, HealingNSuffering, themonster7
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#86
Oct 20, 2013, 07:59 PM
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#87
Oct 21, 2013, 12:36 PM
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Well, been on a hiatus from PC for a bit. I'm sort of back-ish. Not sure how much I'll be here but just saying hi. BTW for any of you who have noticed, I was off work for about 2 weeks for furlough, gov. shut down. I'm back at work again, I'm sure you all figured out by the news. So that's good.
Lost the apartment I was going to move to because of the shutdown but then talked to the management. They happened to have another comparable apartment opening up in December, so I snagged it. That's good but the only downside is that it's not opening up til after Christmas so we're spending another holiday season in the hotel :/ |
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Oct 21, 2013, 01:06 PM
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sorry you lost the appartment on a positive note, christmas dinner doesn't have to be cooked by you this year!! 
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Oct 21, 2013, 01:48 PM
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Oct 21, 2013, 03:45 PM
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#91
Oct 21, 2013, 05:43 PM
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I'm anxious, I'm hurting. I can't wait to see my T tomorrow..I just want to curl into a ball and cry like a Child..
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Allie Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder. I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress. I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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| allme, Bill3, HealingNSuffering, technigal
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#92
Oct 21, 2013, 08:24 PM
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Feeling emotional, think it is a carry over from yesterday. Doesn't help that I am home alone, well alone with an 8 year old.
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Mags Depression diagnosed March 1996 PTSD diagnosed January 2000 BPD diagnosed September 2013 |
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#93
Oct 21, 2013, 11:59 PM
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My life sux and so do I. (that's not an invitation, by the way)
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#94
Oct 22, 2013, 06:33 AM
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Meeting the new T in a couple of hours! Nervous!
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Oct 22, 2013, 09:15 AM
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#96
Oct 22, 2013, 05:49 PM
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This evening sucks.
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Oct 22, 2013, 06:05 PM
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Oct 22, 2013, 06:07 PM
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FML. We got a flat tire, hopefully it can be patched because we cannot afford new tires right now
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Mags Depression diagnosed March 1996 PTSD diagnosed January 2000 BPD diagnosed September 2013 |
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#99
Oct 23, 2013, 03:15 AM
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She is actually a mental health social worker and my new care coordinator apparently. But I'll be seeing her every two weeks, I see my normal T every two weeks so I'll be seeing someone alternately every week so that I have some support every week. |
| Bill3, HealingNSuffering
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#100
Oct 23, 2013, 04:41 AM
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I have an exam today and my brain is refusing to work! This is not good
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