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#851
Mar 13, 2014, 05:17 PM
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Loved up (heart)
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 Bill3
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#852
Mar 13, 2014, 10:06 PM
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I don't know if it's the medication or what, but lately I've had crazy mood/energy swings throughout the day. I'm fine and motivated...I'm depressed and can't get off the chair...I'm happy...I'm suicidal. All this afternoon. It's exhausting.
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 HealingNSuffering, Verity81
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| Bill3
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#853
Mar 14, 2014, 03:27 PM
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Ready for the work week to be over but not excited about spending the weekend alone. :/ i have to go to the grocery store which i hate
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I am not this hair, I am not this skin. I am the soul that lives within.
Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury. |
| Bill3
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#854
Mar 14, 2014, 04:46 PM
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I need to unplug and be with Leomama
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| leomama
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#855
Mar 14, 2014, 04:50 PM
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People love me... I hate myself. I'm a celebrity in my own mind... |
| Bill3, Espresso
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#857
Mar 14, 2014, 08:03 PM
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As much as I hated the diagnosis, I miss having somewhere I belonged. Now I don't and I feel so alone
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| Bill3, HealingNSuffering, technigal, Verity81
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#858
Mar 15, 2014, 08:36 PM
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#859
Mar 16, 2014, 07:24 PM
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Ugh...too many appointments this week!!
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#860
Mar 16, 2014, 07:25 PM
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I am not this hair, I am not this skin. I am the soul that lives within.
Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury. |
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Mar 16, 2014, 08:39 PM
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#863
Mar 17, 2014, 09:28 PM
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Term II classes started back today. It's nice to have something to occupy my mind.
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I only want you to see my favorite part of me... and not my ugly side. (Blue October, Ugly Side) |
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#864
Mar 17, 2014, 09:36 PM
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Nothing like a 650% increase in medication dosage
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#866
Mar 18, 2014, 08:50 AM
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One of those days where I feel worthless... No one returns my phone calls, I have no friends, I have nothing to contribute to or anything good to say. I feel like a waste of a body. Good thing I have group therapy and meeting with pdoc this Thursday
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#867
Mar 18, 2014, 05:09 PM
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I don't really know how exactly to put it into words but I feel like I have the inability to be helped and anxiety is stirring around in my chest like a switch has been flipped, and a little fragile, pale person inside me desperately curls up into a ball in a dark room and puts her hands against glass looking out at a colorful world that has left her behind and screams until her throat aches but not once does anyone notice her.
As you can tell, I'm feeling very worked up and hopeless today. |
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#868
Mar 18, 2014, 05:58 PM
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Having a heck of a day... I think that I've cried a good quart full of tears. It has been horrible!
 My ex-bf is wondering if I also have SAD ~ along with all of my other diagnoses, as I have a tendency to become like this every fall through winter, in his eyes. I don't know. I went to go work out this afternoon, to hopefully get myself into a better frame of mind. I hit my head on the stone stairs and started to cry again!! I just want it to go away now.
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"Only in the darkness can you see the stars." - Martin Luther King Jr. "Forgive others not because they deserve forgiveness but because you deserve peace." - Author Unkown |
| Bill3
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#869
Mar 18, 2014, 08:06 PM
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Saw T today....talked about attachment bonding bdsm and the increased med dosage. Did not care for today's session a whole lot
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| Bill3
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#870
Mar 19, 2014, 08:55 AM
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Saw my T yesterday, and I finally feel like I'm on the same page with someone. She totally agrees with the bpd diagnosis, so I'm finally able to have an open dialogue with someone about it and hopefully start getting even better treatment!
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I am not this hair, I am not this skin. I am the soul that lives within.
Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury. |
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#872
Mar 19, 2014, 10:14 AM
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Attempting to be happy all day today! Boyfriend's orders, can't be sad on your birthday.
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Allie Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder. I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress. I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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| Aventurine, shezbut, technigal
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| Bill3
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#873
Mar 19, 2014, 01:07 PM
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#874
Mar 19, 2014, 04:05 PM
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Happy birthday!!! Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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#875
Mar 19, 2014, 04:24 PM
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 Hope you are having a good day.
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Mags Depression diagnosed March 1996 PTSD diagnosed January 2000 BPD diagnosed September 2013 |
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