[FlowerChild67]

Day started out okay but changed very fast to Crappy.
Very Depressed I left school early today and missed my math class today. I am at home crying and I should not be as there is nothing I can do to change what is upsetting me. It sucks to feel rejected, loneliness, emptiness, and depressed all at the same time. I hope tomorrow is better so I don't miss classes again. I wish I knew how to control these emotions.

[waggiedog]

Hello and good evening. Holiday weekend has passed, it was a complete washout and it just never stopped raining for these 3 days. Makes me very very fed~up. After 3 days rotten weather I'm at the end of my tether, I need to be working outside in the garden. I'm a trapped rat indoors for any length of time. Couldn't be bothered to do the housework that DOES need doing. I got up early hoping it would be a sunny day.....................MISTAKE!! Anyways I ended up going back to bed at 1pm to 3.30pm!!!! Strange because that's exactly what I do when I'm very depressed, spend a lot of time in bed. I'm not depressed, I've actually recently come out of a 6 to 7 month suicidal depression and am doing fine for now. At my worst I'm in bed 22 hours a day and it's the only place I wanna be, now it's only because it's cold, wet, damp, dark and generally BLEAK! I'm not the only one to feel like this as a couple of other people said the same today. I'm holding out on the BPD front but I have to be EXTREMELY careful ~ ~ it's waiting on my shoulder to jump in and get me, just like it has a million times in the past 30 years. HUGS.

[isntlifewonderful]

So the storm came... I didn't kill myself but I was close to it. I swallowed some valium and now I'm empty but sad again

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Successful day - worked , date night with bf and arranged new martial art and also joined a new gym !!!!

[Espresso]

I can't stop thinking about how much I hate myself. I can't stop thinking about suicide. And I still haven't bought a corkscrew.

[porcelain_pain]

Hang in there! Big hugs

Originally Posted by perseverance11

Hello,

I booked a place in a crisis center, but not tonight.
If I am in a crisis tonight again, I will go to the hospital.

[porcelain_pain]

Aw that sounds really ******. I'm sorry you are dealing with this

Originally Posted by isntlifewonderful

So the storm came... I didn't kill myself but I was close to it. I swallowed some valium and now I'm empty but sad again

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[atomicc]

I'm good today. Kind of upset no one really voted for chat time. As of right now it will be tomorrow at six thirty unless a big wave of new votes come in. I hope every one who wants to attend will be able to.

[Blue_velvet09]

Feel frustrated... I can't save money for the life of me. I currently have $5. I just can't stop myself from buying.

Officially having the worst day ever x arguing with bf all cos he doesn't txt me back when we were mid discussion, worked all day ( was ok the girls cheered me up) then for my mum to rant at me saying my mental health is no excuse for the way I act. And ... I have first therapy tomoro.... So am very anxious xxxx

Originally Posted by atomicc

I'm good today. Kind of upset no one really voted for chat time. As of right now it will be tomorrow at six thirty unless a big wave of new votes come in. I hope every one who wants to attend will be able to.

No worries Allie xxxx what time is that here in gmt?? Hugs xxxx

[Imhotep]

Hi,

I am upset.

I am lonely.

It hit me today as it does sometimes how alone I am.

I talk to myself like a crazy man.

I don't know where this will end

[Blitter2014]

Originally Posted by Imhotep

Hi,

I am upset.

I am lonely.

It hit me today as it does sometimes how alone I am.

I talk to myself like a crazy man.

I don't know where this will end

But I assure you....you are not without friends here

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[Blue_velvet09]

My boyfriend has mono. I do not, mono is the kissing disease. However, it does not have to be just thru kissing but any contact through saliva. However BPD only comes to the conclusion that he's cheating on me.
I just hung up on him screaming **** you

Where is my vodka

Originally Posted by Blue_velvet09

My boyfriend has mono. I do not, mono is the kissing disease. However, it does not have to be just thru kissing but any contact through saliva. However BPD only comes to the conclusion that he's cheating on me.
I just hung up on him screaming **** you

Where is my vodka

whats mono? xx

[Blue_velvet09]

Originally Posted by muaythailady88

whats mono? xx

Mono is short for mononucleosis. Basically it's known as being the "kissing disease" however it's transmitted through saliva. I know it affects your spleen and what not. Basically it's like having a cold but with swollen lymph nodes, spleen and a fever.

horrid day.

Picked up my cobalt from the dealer (recall )

It had been sitting in their lot for 2 months.

Noticed it driving funny immediately.

Rusted breaks and rotors. They said they werent responsible

I stood there tearing up as two assholes where there telling me its my own problem and my fault since I did take the rental offered by GM

i was so upset i left in tears
called my boyfriend just to hear him criticize me about me getting so upset


I couldnt control the tears

I called corporate

got chocked up just trying to tell them about the incident.

im a emotional mess.

wine and sprite it is.

[Verity81]

Originally Posted by Blue_velvet09

Mono is short for mononucleosis. Basically it's known as being the "kissing disease" however it's transmitted through saliva. I know it affects your spleen and what not. Basically it's like having a cold but with swollen lymph nodes, spleen and a fever.

It's also spread via a cough, sneeze or sharing cutlery and cups

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[Blue_velvet09]

Originally Posted by Verity81

It's also spread via a cough, sneeze or sharing cutlery and cups

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That's good to know, makes me feel less paranoid

[Blue_velvet09]

Last one for the night. I feel embarassed that I overreacted, I apologized to him. Sometimes I really screw up.

[Espresso]

It's been another bad day.

[trying2survive]

a moderate day today..no earthquakes or catastrophes so far...

Originally Posted by Blue_velvet09

Mono is short for mononucleosis. Basically it's known as being the "kissing disease" however it's transmitted through saliva. I know it affects your spleen and what not. Basically it's like having a cold but with swollen lymph nodes, spleen and a fever.

yah i looked it up its usually known as glandular fever here it can be passed on thru dirty vutlery or anything xxx

[shezbut]

Originally Posted by Blue_velvet09

My boyfriend has mono. I do not, mono is the kissing disease. However, it does not have to be just thru kissing but any contact through saliva. However BPD only comes to the conclusion that he's cheating on me.
I just hung up on him screaming **** you

Where is my vodka

I had mono when I was 17 y.o., and I didn't get it from kissing. My bf was out partying with his buddies while I was sick as a dog for 3 weeks!! I couldn't even lift my head off the pillow for a couple of days, nor could I shower another week or so. I was absolutely lifeless, exhausted, high fever, and emotional.

I hope that this makes you feel a little better about the situation.

[Blue_velvet09]

Originally Posted by shezbut

I had mono when I was 17 y.o., and I didn't get it from kissing. My bf was out partying with his buddies while I was sick as a dog for 3 weeks!! I couldn't even lift my head off the pillow for a couple of days, nor could I shower another week or so. I was absolutely lifeless, exhausted, high fever, and emotional.


I hope that this makes you feel a little better about the situation.

Oh man that sounds horrible!! I'm sorry that was your experience! It does make me feel better tho that there are other ways to get mono. I feel much better after reading about it