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#76
Apr 14, 2014, 09:29 PM
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Depression is starting to lift, it seems the medication change has worked. I have now been on the ciperlex for a month.
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#77
Apr 14, 2014, 10:30 PM
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My emotions have been up and down. Yesterday was a struggle being around family. I did see my doctor friday and debating on still seeing her. Finally gave me something else along with the med I'm currently on but its been months that I can't get through to her with how I feel.
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#78
Apr 15, 2014, 01:49 AM
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Godbless, you'll heal day by day. ((Hugz)) Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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#79
Apr 15, 2014, 09:13 AM
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woke up this morning and there is snow on the ground,ugh! my day is shot
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Apr 15, 2014, 12:30 PM
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I feel your pain! It didn't snow here, but it's turned cold again and my heater has stopped working. It's going to be a miserable cold night at my house if I can't find someone to fix it today. I'm sorry you woke up to snow! Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Apr 15, 2014, 04:45 PM
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!
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#84
Apr 15, 2014, 07:57 PM
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Maybe I really can't do this job. We lost another horse today, another brutal death. Then I received a call that a dog who's been missing for a few weeks was found in a ditch. More horses are sick and nothing is going right. My arm kills and I just want to cry. I wasn't sure if I should tell my boss tonight about Jake (her dog) my coworker did ...she got upset and yelled at me for ruining her night. I am just taking my meds for the night and crying myself to sleep. I can't do this anymore. I thought I could handle it but I can't.
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Life's so dark when every day is a struggle
Why go out and see the world on fire Don't let your mindset become what controls you Speak right now and make the choice to grow |
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#86
Apr 15, 2014, 09:04 PM
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I'm feeling incredibly frustrated and unmotivated. Angry at myself. Have been doing nothing but pissing around for days, even missed a bunch of important commitments cause I preferred to sleep. Feel so immobile and unable to care about anything. Hate myself for being lazy and worthless.
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#87
Apr 15, 2014, 09:07 PM
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I'm stiiill quite chipper so I'm milking it for all it's worth !
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Allie Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder. I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress. I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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#90
Apr 16, 2014, 10:00 AM
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i don't know if i'm coming or going
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!
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#91
Apr 16, 2014, 01:20 PM
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My day was alright, I was pretty empty and dissociative but still, up untill like 4 hours ago when my anxiety got really bad and now it just wont ****ing calm down. I feel like the girl I love is gonna leave me. Again. Even though she told me she missed me like an hour ago. And I'm scared she might have sold herself to get money for heroin, even though she promised not to. I'm so close to starting a fight with her right now, and I always end up threatening to commit suicide. I need to stop myself from doing this but I don't know how. My feelings are just TOO much right now ugh
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#92
Apr 16, 2014, 01:44 PM
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I tend to hold in a lot of my feelings when I'm angry or upset with someone I care about. I do this because I fear confrontation within my home and I mentally can't handle knowing someone I love is angry or upset at me. I'm scared if I speak my mind, the person I'm upset with will get mad and stop talking to me. Last night I sat silently angry at my bf over something he said. After a while I decided to hell with this, and I spoke my mind to him. It felt good; it was very freeing and he actually apologized to me for what he had said. Life went on, and it was good...
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#93
Apr 16, 2014, 09:26 PM
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Slept all day once again. I totally did this to myself by binging on drugs last weekend. Things start to look up and I feel great about life and celebrate by doing all the drugs. I wish I didn't ruin my natural highs with chemical ones that leave me completely depleted of serotonin later. All I want is to return back to some semblance of normalcy and get maybe 1 or 2 out of 10 things done. Feeling like such a waste.
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Apr 17, 2014, 08:56 AM
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!
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#96
Apr 17, 2014, 08:59 AM
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nice. wish it was like that ALL the time, makes you wish you said something earlier!
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!
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Apr 17, 2014, 09:00 AM
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!
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Apr 17, 2014, 12:32 PM
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Glad I'm not the only one! Seriously there are times I think I need rehab from google! I have to say 'stop' to myself and force myself to do something else lol ((hugz)) Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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#99
Apr 17, 2014, 12:48 PM
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i use it all day long, day and night!
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!
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Apr 17, 2014, 12:51 PM
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 )this past weekend i didn't do too bad, just drinking w/o the other stuff so i'm kinda proud of that!
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!
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