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#101
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In the past 20 days, I have half-purged once.
I am not diabetic, but got an A1C test for other reasons. It showed my 3-month history was 5.5 (with normal being 4 - 5.7). That was a jolt of cold water to my face. I'd dumbly thought that since I wasn't gaining weight, everything was ok, despite the ridiculous amounts of junk I was eating/not keeping. Now all I can think about is the A1C is a lie-detector test. Like Santa, it knows if I've been naughty or nice. So I've gone cold turkey. Then I wonder, why on earth did I pick the holidays to stop eating sugar? Treats are E V E R Y W H E R E. I even baked and did not put a morsel to my lips. Is it wrong that I also feel superior to everyone who is indulging? |
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#102
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Its been over a month I think and planning to continue that way
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#103
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It has been one day since I last purged.
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"It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone." -Rose Kennedy Bipolar II Binge Eating Disorder Narcissistic Personality Disorder Histrionic Personality Disorder Antisocial Personality Disorder Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder Generalized Anxiety Disorder Seroquel 500 Depakote 250 mg |
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#104
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Its been 18 days of no bingeing or purging! Still going strong.
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#105
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Well done Blue_Bird!
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#106
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Two days and I don't want to go back.
I haven't done this for ten years, and I started again this year, a few times. I really hope this was it... |
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#107
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24 Days!
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#108
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Congratulations Blue_Bird!
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#109
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Thanks Bill!
31 days now
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#111
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Its been almost 60 days. I have been overeating a bit but today's my birthday and thats my excuse so I will get back on track after today
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#112
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![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() And congratulations on your almost 60 days! ![]() |
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#113
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Thanks Bill!
I ruined it last weekend, I ended up purging. :/
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#114
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2 days!.........
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#115
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Restarted the other day. It's day 3 now. I will make it, I know I can
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#116
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It's day 7, officially 1 week!
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#117
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9 days so far
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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Day 10...............
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#119
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11 days …...
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Sorry I check in here all the time, 12 days
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#121
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14 Days! 2 whole weeks
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#122
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Great job Blue_Bird!
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#123
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#124
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I'm struggling a little today but I think I can make it through.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#125
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