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16 days!
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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Congratulations! ☺
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19 Days....... feeling good
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Excellent!
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Thanks Bill! I'm hoping to keep it up
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21 days, (3 whole weeks)!
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☺ Congratulations!! ☺
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25 days, next Thursday will mark a whole 30 days
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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32 days!
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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Heading towards 40 days
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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43 days ,.....
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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Eight days. Eight is my record since my bulimia resurfaced in March. Hoping to make it at least 10.
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#141
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Good job harmonyinheart! One day at a time, you can do it! ☺
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I'm up to 10 days with no bingeing and/or purging. A new record since March. I have the urge to do it, yet I really don't want to go through it. I am struggling with the thoughts : If I don't do it, will I regret missing my opportunity? (Silly, I know because if it comes down to it I can do it any day) but I make rules up like I can't do it within 5 days of having previously done it. And some days I think about in the future, like will I want to do it then? If I do then I have to do it by this day so I have the X number of days in between. If I don't do it, then if I feel I need it in the meantime before the specified day, what will I do?
I don't know if any of that made sense to anyone, but that is what I'm struggling most with right now.
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#143
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Well done harmonyinheart!
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11 days. Today will be 12-I think I can make it
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#145
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Hang in there harmonyinheart!
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Made the 12. Today will be 13
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Yes harmonyinheart! Well done!
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#148
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I also really despise all the cleaning that I need to do before and after a binge/purge episode. I have OCD so sticking my head in the toilet- that toilet Better be super clean, before and after. And I hate that I have spent thousands and thousands of dollars over the years on food that is essentially just flushed down the toilet. And I hate the lying -even if it is not blatant , there is dishonesty that runs through so much eating disordered behavior, especially since I live with my mom right now. She would not be able to handle t if she knew I was back into bulimia. And let's not forget that swollen glands in the face and throat are never a pleasure. If I thought more I could come up with oodles more reasons I'm sure. Thanks for asking. It helps to remind myself. I appreciate it very much.
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#149
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You're welcome!
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#150
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Made it 13 days. Today will be 14-2 weeks I can't believe it.
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