cptsdvictim's journal

Good morning. The marathon has ended. 3736 additions and 18 deletions with this commit. Whew! Code coverage dropped with 7.16% but this is just because I'm not including another type of tests that I'm writing. It'll be better in the future once these will be taken into account.

Worked almost 2 hours to get it done this morning. Now I can move on with easier (like always, no? 😅 ) tasks until end of the week (which, as usual, for me, it's Saturday evening).

I don't like working from the shelter as I am working at a window with direct view into the back courtyard where other users.of the shelter go to smoke and for recreation. And one of them is a thief from the previous room I used.to stay in. Since there are cameras. He avoids me. Though, I try to focus on what I've to do. And, progress is being made. That's what matters.

Now, relax for a bit before heading out to work.

Today's daily dose of kindness: «Eunoia: Beautiful thinking; healthy mind.»

So today was mostly good. I worked like a horse. Got most of the issue implemented. Pending tests tomorrow. Not in the morning, though, as I've to wash my clothes and they open the laundry room late in the morning resulting in fragmented time.

I had a few unpleasant experiences today. One involved a sociopath who made sounds (like Liu Kang) while I was busy typing on my phone. I just ignored him and went ahead with my agenda after I looked at him to see what it was about. The other involved my decaf oat latte: I asked for it to be warm and the guy said something and did it hot anyways. They should hire a couple of baristas who know how to handle the coffee machine they've got.

And, finally, the pillow cover that replaced the old one is dirty on one side. The pleasures of living the dream in paradise. Can't get enough of it.

Of course, if you live paycheck to paycheck you may not be able to do all of this .so this video is really for the middle and upper classes.

Also, burnout is a symptom of the capitalist system which puts profits before people.

Sounds like a sociopath with C-PTSD to me.

Interesting. Though, nothing beats the atmosphere of Mortal Kombat. Simplicity is good.

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Yep. That's me.

Good morning. Just put my clothes to wash. Waiting for them to finish so I can dry them. I managed to squeeze in half an hour of work. I discovered some bugs. I've some loops and some crashes. Yet to figure out how to fix the loops and yet to see why the crashes happen. I'll get to this later when I'll get to the library.

Until then, it's relax time.

I think I've figured out how to solve one of the loops.



One can notice ASPD is not mentioned. I'm not surprised as there isn't much research on it. And, the video author is a neurotypical, pro-social psychiatrist.

Warning: contains violence (videogame)

Interesting that Midway declared bankruptcy after MK3.

Looks great.

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At the shelter. Today was a cracker of a day. Managed to get my work in and review it. Tomorrow's the final review. Very proud of me to get this sooner than expected. Forza! Vamos!

Resolved the loops. And, the crashes I'm hitting are due to a bug I already had in my tracker. It has become of the highest importance now to fix it.

All in all, tests succeeded. Everything works except for the crashes in some certain circumstances. It's nice to see it coming together.

Had a good day which offset the delay this morning due to late opening of the laundry room and the staff telling me not to use my phone on the corridors (seems I forgot about the rule which says you can only use the phone in your room or outside - forgot which was the other place). Probably they're afraid of someone recording them and disclosing the awful conditions in the shelter. Joke's on them as I already recorded conversations and will continue to do so and if I'll ever make it out of here and I'm financially stable I'll file a lawsuit, first against the shelter staff and the abusers, then against the state at the European court for human rights for the inadequate conditions.

I also had.to spend 12 bucks on getting money in coins for the laundry as I was running out. 2 bucks for a bag of chips so I can have the cash back in coins of 10 bucks.

Though, managed to get in time at the cafe to read the CS papers from arXiv and to eat dinner and catch my best bus in time.

Awesome. Now, relax time. Let's see if I can manage to find a streamer that streams breaking semi-finals at the Olympics this evening.

Totally my case.

Too bad it's so censored.

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Couldn't find any coverage of breaking at the Olympics 😔

I only saw it when many sports where displayed on screen. Though they prefer to show other like running. 😔

Why You Are Attracted to Emotionally Unavailable People - Complex Trauma Prisons - YouTube