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Old Apr 21, 2011, 03:07 AM
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It seems as if my feelings are gone. . . .
Why can't i feel anything. i don't know. . . .
Had a friend who used to listen to me and i used to feel comfortable talking to.
I told him i wanted to see a psychiatrist and now he's gone. doesn't answer my msg's or call.
Why can't people understand i'm not what i'm with pleasure.
I hate myself i really do but what can i do.
Disturbed and alone, earlier i used to cry. but i can't cry no more.
It seems im back to the state i was earlier before i came here in P.c.
My world seems totally shattered. I just don't have the courage to take it anymore.

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Old Apr 21, 2011, 05:56 AM
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Hang in there nice girl. Are you maybe numbing your feelings? Are you still thinking about seeing a psychiatrist? might be a good idea!
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Old Apr 21, 2011, 07:06 AM
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It's not the fact that he's not talking to me that hurted me but the fact that the reason for it is the one that hurts me. It's cause i'm like this. And i cannot change the fact. i have no options. That's the very reason i don't disclose my feelings so easily to anyone. I wish i could meet him spend some time with him. Help him as a friend like he has many times over the phone. But i'm myself stuck with no choice. I don't at all ever want him to consider that im not like others, something's very wrong.
I just wish him good luck for his future. I just wish he would know i was the one wrong. he is right and should never give up in life. And that he should be strong and have a great future ahead. May god bless him.
As for im concerned i know there's nothing i can do about the way i am but see a psychiatrist and that's what im gonna do. . . . TY LOADS CAN'T STOP CRYING. . . . . . FOR UR CONCERN. . . .I'M HAPPY TO HAVE SOMEONE TO SHOW SOME CONCERN. . . . TY AGAIN. . . .
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Old Apr 21, 2011, 02:06 PM
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Are you feeling any better today?
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Old Apr 21, 2011, 11:21 PM
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Yes. . . .Thankfully im at home. . . . Far away from the crowd. . . .Alone. . . .And with no one to judge me. . . . I'm seeking help very soon. . . . TY LOADS AGAIN CAN'T STOP CRYING. . . .
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Old Apr 22, 2011, 04:17 AM
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Keep holding on to the "good" moments to help you get through. I'm rooting for you!
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Thanks for this!
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Old Apr 22, 2011, 08:28 AM
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nice girl, we're here for you. sounds like you have depression. it seems your brain has shut down as i call it protect you from the void. this causes no crying. in depression it's the case of being numb. hang in there. be kind to yourself. try to do little things but not overwhelming tasks right now.
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Old Apr 23, 2011, 02:06 AM
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Ty loads Both. . . . Yes i do feel numb. . . . Like nothing effects me anymore. . . .
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