Too many emotions!

Hi,I wasn't sure if I should write this or not but I really need to try and make sense of it or something if that makes sense :/ ....I am feeling too many emotions sometimes I am okay then I will go to being really down and depressed and suicidal ,I've tried to talk to my patents about it and they didn't want to know they just said it is a fase I am going through and that I'm attention seeking ,they don't seem bothered by the fact that I am suicidal and that I feel like I want to die all they can say about it is that I'm attention seeking an that I won't get attention from them I'm not attention seeking with all the different emotions I have it feels like I'm dying inside I feel really unhappy an dont have anyone to talk to I don't know how I am supposed to cope I am feeling really low right now and suicidal and I askedy mum if we could go talk to the doctors an she said that she isn't going to let me waiste there time when there is nothing wrong with me what do I do ? X

Hi honey ~ I know this is difficult for you. Being a teenager is the TOUGHEST part of life that you'll EVER go thru. At least it was for me. Would you do something? Talk to your school counselor. They can help you. That's what they are there for. I'm sure they have school counselors in the UK, don't they? I believe someone else there told me they did. Please talk to one of them, or else talk to a trusted teacher.

You DO need someone you can trust, to talk to and a counselor would be the best idea. Tell them how you're feeling.

Your parents aren't abusive, are they? They don't HIT you or anything, do they? I certainly hope not!!! Let me know if they do. I NEED to know, okay? You can private message me if you want.

I wish you the very best. God bless sweetie, and take care. Hugs, Lee

Some people are really badly-informed about these things. These are your feelings, and telling you it's a phase, or that you're attention-seeking, isn't going to magically make them go away. You know your feelings are real. Nobody else gets to tell you otherwise as they aren't in your head, but parents can sometimes really get it wrong.

First off, you've got the right idea in wanting to see a doctor. I noticed that you're in the UK. Did you know that you can see a doctor confidentially without your parents' permission? Have a read of this: BBC - Health: Patient confidentiality for teenagers. Can you get to a doctor's surgery yourself or do you live somewhere where this would be difficult?

Secondly, Samaritans are on 116123. That's a free number, and they'll also call you back if you ask, or you can email them but I don't know how quickly they reply. See Contact us | Samaritans.

Lastly, please think about talking to a teacher at school. I eventually talked to my English teacher, who rang my parents and told them he thought I needed to go to the doctor.

I'm sorry your parents aren't listening. But you aren't wasting anyone's time, and you do have the right to ask for help.

Go find a third party to talk to. Maybe a school counselor, relative, or clergy.

thanks for your comments ,yes there is a school counsellor that I can talk to but I haven't really been going to school because im trying to avoid someone there but maybe I will try and go and speak to them ...Leed I cant answer your question about my parents ,im sorry,tinyrabbit thanks for the contacts and catsrhelm I don't know what a clergy is !x

Could you ring a doctor's surgery?

I don't know which one i am under I'm really scared and struggling right now :'(

We are here for you sweetie, keep posting. I think some good advice is coming to you right now through this forum.tinyrabbit, and the other's.
warm thoughts to you. You can PM me if you would like.

Don't stop reaching out. Even if we don't have all the answers it helps to know that others do care. A few moments ago I reached out and you were there for me with kindness. I appreciate that....it made me feel better. We can feel better together while we try to figure things out. Even if at the end of the day we don't have all the answers....we'll take it one day at a time

Hi dear ~

I'm sorry for what you're going through. Just wanted to reinforce that your feelings do matter and don't let anyone tell you otherwise (including your parents). You need to make contact with someone in a professional position, someone who will listen to you and who can best advise you. I come from the UK as well and I think they do have school counselling. Well they did at my school... but yea I really think that if they are there, you should go and talk to them. Don't be shy, counselors are really friendly people and they will listen to whatever you have to say.

Also I'm not sure about where you live but if you type in google they generally have a phone number and address for your local GP. You could even just give them a call and explain to them how you are feeling and they'll help you.

As everyone has previously said, continue to post here and feel free to PM me. Take care ~

Thanks for all your comments it means a lot ...not doing great right now had an argument with my parents and things got too much and now I feel so rubbish

I cant do this anymore I just want to overdose

Did you talk to a counselor at school or a teacher or anyone yet?

I know talking to someone won't solve all your problems over night. But it will get better over time... You may not know it but you have your whole life a head of you. You need to talk to someone who is in a position to give you professional help/advice dear ~

I cant do it no one understands I cant !

You can be brave. Try it. It feels good afterwards, at least because it's different from how you feel now. You can do it.

Also, I'm wondering why you think you need to avoid someone at school.

So I ran away on Tuesday and now I'm back home
I was so close to getting admitted to a pysch hospital the place I ran away to did admitt me to the hospital back home but when I got home the hospital knew nothing about it so they sent me home ,feel really unsafe and scared to be here I'm ...I'm 98.9% wanting to kill myself right now there is just the other percent stopping me

GI, I think you are really fortunate and blessed to have such caring people that replied to you. They have given you really good advice. I agree about staying connected to us and reaching out for help where you live. It's best to try and deal with it sooner than later. You could learn coping skills that will help you through the really hard times to prevent crisis mode. Take care and God bless you.

Your parents aren't listening to you, they seem to want to run away from your problem. I say see your school counselor, when you do go back to school, someone must know your not there by now. Talk to the counselor and explain what you are feeling, you may need some meds if you're willing to take them. My son who's 22 was recently put on meds and he says they help him alot. He's going through alot too right now as he broke up with his 2 year long relationship with his girlfriend. He also got a new job and is going to college-see you can do it , you just might need help along the way, and there's nothing wrong with that!!!