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Old Dec 13, 2022, 02:13 PM
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Today I'm coping okay and feeling better today than I was the other day.
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Old Dec 13, 2022, 02:15 PM
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Is christmas over yet?
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Old Dec 13, 2022, 02:28 PM
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I’m relaxing and did not get out today. Going through my things.

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Old Dec 13, 2022, 05:51 PM
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I’ve had some anxious thoughts and worries but tonight I ramped up the self care, made myself a cocoa and watched a comfort movie on Netflix with my snuggle blanket, it helped a lot.
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Old Dec 13, 2022, 06:05 PM
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Turned my worry into action
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Old Dec 13, 2022, 08:11 PM
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I been trying to keep myself busy to avoid my depression and anxiety and feeling down.
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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Dec 13, 2022, 10:01 PM
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I'm trying to cope best I can. Woke up before 6AM with intense racing thoughts which went away fairly quickly, thank god. I had some remarks made at me in another forum and it really disturbed me: a classical guitar forum. I just posted that I had trouble playing a piece of music and members jumped on me. Music has been a large part of my life; all I did as a teenager was stay in my room and listen to music and play guitar-I'm pretty introverted. I'm starting to enjoy little things since I started Saphris a mth ago in the hospital-I've had anhedonia really bad most of my life. I feel like a different person now even though I'm having panic attacks every morning really bad.
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Old Dec 13, 2022, 10:17 PM
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Turned my worry into action
Wow! I wish that I knew how to do that.
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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Dec 13, 2022, 10:18 PM
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Today I am lazy, bored, tired, and dirty. my apt is dirty my body is dirty. I need to run to the store but I'm too lazy and just tired. I might go take a nap.
I feel like this all time due to my depression.
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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Dec 13, 2022, 10:19 PM
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I dont feel like doing the party for my sister. It will probably be 9 by the time we eat and I am asleep by 5:30 these days. Dinner probably won't even be started by then. I hate to be a party pooper though and I have constantly been doing this type of stuff ever since we moved.
Sometimes we just feel like this.
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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Dec 13, 2022, 10:21 PM
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I'm posting in my therapy room and crying. Today I am very lonely. I have no one but my cats.
I am lonely too. Sometime I will cry or sometimes I can’t cry because of how bad I feel about myself.
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch.

Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Dec 13, 2022, 10:22 PM
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I sometimes get so tired of having to cope,having to take diversion from my memories and ruminations. Yesterday night I just stopped trying.I just let my thoughts run amok. I just let it be.Didnot sleep well.Cried,bawled, mumbled the entire night.Today not doing any of my coping skills.But I am doing ok.I just wish my life was normal.
I feel like this all the time.
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch.

Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Dec 13, 2022, 10:23 PM
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I'm trying to get to bed before the tylenol wears off. Overall I didnt cope terribly. I did my best.

I did skip the party. Dinner was late then they just hung out on their phones and its not that my mom didnt want them there it just seemed kind of pointless to be there at 10 at night just being on your phone when you live close.
I hope that the Tylenol helps and that you can sleep.
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch.

Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Dec 13, 2022, 10:26 PM
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I've been pretty *****y today to be honest. I don't think I'm coping very well with my internal mental health emotions. I just took some tylenol so I'm hoping I can get some rest. As much as the idea of telehealth therapy sessions suck at least I won't have to shower before. I'm just disapointed but I know its for the best.
I’m sorry that everything is bad right now. I hope everything will get better for you.
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch.

Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Dec 13, 2022, 10:28 PM
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Watching some comedy TV shows and surfing the interwebs. That seems like my whole life now. And walking my dogs. That helps a little.
I’m glad that watching tv shows and surfing the internet is helping.
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch.

Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Dec 13, 2022, 10:29 PM
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I'm not coping well. It's in the evening and there's nothing to do. There's no one to talk to. I'm all alone. The only thing I can do is sleep. It's so depressing.
Sometimes I feel this way myself. I’m lonely all the time..
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch.

Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Dec 14, 2022, 12:19 PM
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I'm trying to cope best I can. Woke up before 6AM with intense racing thoughts which went away fairly quickly, thank god. I had some remarks made at me in another forum and it really disturbed me: a classical guitar forum. I just posted that I had trouble playing a piece of music and members jumped on me. Music has been a large part of my life; all I did as a teenager was stay in my room and listen to music and play guitar-I'm pretty introverted. I'm starting to enjoy little things since I started Saphris a mth ago in the hospital-I've had anhedonia really bad most of my life. I feel like a different person now even though I'm having panic attacks every morning really bad.
I’m so sorry that you were treated horribly here. I had that experience myself. Did you report the members?
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch.

Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Dec 14, 2022, 12:20 PM
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Turned my worry into action
I wish that I knew how to do that.
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch.

Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Dec 14, 2022, 02:46 PM
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Today I have been coping a little bit better
I am sorry I previously misused the forum to write negative comments. The general (personal) current situation is such a non-sense
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Old Dec 14, 2022, 05:08 PM
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Today I stayed home all day because of the weather and it was pretty blissful, I did a few jobs but a quiet slow pace, just what I needed.
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Old Dec 14, 2022, 06:22 PM
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Today I have been coping a little bit better
I am sorry I previously misused the forum to write negative comments. The general (personal) current situation is such a non-sense
That happens don’t be to hard on yourself.
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch.

Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Dec 14, 2022, 06:23 PM
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I been doing house work to keep my mind busy.
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch.

Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Dec 14, 2022, 06:28 PM
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Today I stayed home all day because of the weather and it was pretty blissful, I did a few jobs but a quiet slow pace, just what I needed.
Sometime that is all we can do.
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch.

Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
Thanks for this!
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Old Dec 14, 2022, 06:30 PM
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I’ve had some anxious thoughts and worries but tonight I ramped up the self care, made myself a cocoa and watched a comfort movie on Netflix with my snuggle blanket, it helped a lot.
Sound like an awesome plans. Good for you. Hope it helps you feel better.
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch.

Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Dec 14, 2022, 09:40 PM
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Singing and bringing myself to a resoluteness
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