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Old Jun 12, 2023, 11:35 PM
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Old Jun 13, 2023, 07:06 AM
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I don't want to go to the funeral today... it seems as though everyone is dying and I'm sad.
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Old Jun 13, 2023, 09:50 AM
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I ended up going for a walk just to calm myself down because my brother our jealousy sister I am on food stamps that she doesn’t need because she has benefits from the military.
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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Jun 16, 2023, 07:34 AM
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I'm not coping well today... I just feel awful.
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Old Jun 18, 2023, 10:23 AM
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I don't want to go to the funeral today... it seems as though everyone is dying and I'm sad.
I understand how :hug you feel be sure to take care of yourself
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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Jun 18, 2023, 06:35 PM
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I want to go to the ER but if I could just get to sleep I think I'd be ok enough to deal with things in the morning. I'm just kind of panicky right now from pain and lack of food and lack of sleep.
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Old Jun 20, 2023, 08:55 AM
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Old Jun 20, 2023, 10:05 AM
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I mean I feel good, but I woke up, did 25 minutes of HIIT and got the endorphins running, had a bunch of caffeine, did like an hour of body checking, got a wee bit drunk, had a good peer specialist session, and now I'm still feelin' the alcohol. So I used some healthy and some not so healthy coping skills and they worked (well, minus the body checking, that made me feel pretty bad). I'll probably take a nap soon and wake up wanting to die though.
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Old Jun 20, 2023, 06:06 PM
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I had to calm myself down :sadhug because I couldn’t remember if I took my anxiety medicine
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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Jun 21, 2023, 11:34 AM
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I am trying to ignore my sister and niece :hug bad attitude today.
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch.

Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Jun 23, 2023, 02:32 PM
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too many traumatic memories
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Old Jun 23, 2023, 02:52 PM
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Maybe I appear more of a shitshow than I Think I am right now.
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"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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Old Jun 23, 2023, 05:47 PM
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I tried to think of something positive after being yelled at multiple times by my brother
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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Jun 23, 2023, 08:30 PM
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It's a bumpy ride but I'm growing and healing in this life I've been given. 2023 has been a very positive year in the ways that matter for me. Thank you, and I'm sending everyone hugs for your journeys. Godspeed.🙏💕
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Old Jun 24, 2023, 06:05 AM
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It's a bumpy ride but I'm growing and healing in this life I've been given. 2023 has been a very positive year in the ways that matter for me. Thank you, and I'm sending everyone hugs for your journeys. Godspeed.🙏💕
I'm glad this year's been positive for you, mote
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Old Jun 24, 2023, 01:12 PM
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I'm glad this year's been positive for you, mote
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Old Jun 25, 2023, 12:24 PM
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I am trying to deal with negative thoughts
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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Jun 25, 2023, 07:19 PM
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I'm not coping very well. I'm lonely and bored, and I don't know what to do about it.
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Old Jun 27, 2023, 07:34 AM
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Anxious. I suppose. But hopeful. Might change my job. Anyone ever work a job and just wake up one day and decide you can't do it anymore?
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Old Jun 27, 2023, 11:25 AM
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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Jun 27, 2023, 01:32 PM
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It's a bumpy ride but I'm growing and healing in this life I've been given. 2023 has been a very positive year in the ways that matter for me. Thank you, and I'm sending everyone hugs for your journeys. Godspeed.🙏💕
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Old Jun 28, 2023, 03:13 PM
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It's a bumpy ride but I'm growing and healing in this life I've been given. 2023 has been a very positive year in the ways that matter for me. Thank you, and I'm sending everyone hugs for your journeys. Godspeed.🙏💕
I’m glad that everything has been working out for you.
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch.

Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Jun 28, 2023, 06:49 PM
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I'm having to deal with the heat and trying to stay cool. I'm pretty sad and I'm finding it rather difficult to think happy thoughts. I'm feeling nostalgic. All those memories of when I was a teen or younger suddenly flooding back about how I used to be filled with enthusiasm. I'm having to do reading to distract myself.
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Old Jun 28, 2023, 06:51 PM
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Journaling doesn't seem to be helping all that much. I'm already nostalgic for how happy I used to feel back in my teens or twenties. I'm having to read a book to avoid thinking too much.
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Old Jun 28, 2023, 08:58 PM
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Just desperately trying to do whatever it takes to get through each day.
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