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#101
Dec 03, 2024, 10:40 PM
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 I decided to finish up reading  Lisa A Romano Codependency no more and then do some journaling.
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#102
Dec 08, 2024, 09:50 AM
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I was coping a bit until my phone fell from my hands and broke, this afternoon at the cemetery. I was changin' flowers at my father's place
I had behaved well in the morning, taking care of my mother But it is too late, karma won't stop punishing me. My older sister is in a teenage phase mentally and doesn't take any responsibility despite being in a far better financial situation  Being now in my mid-thirties, i am defeated. Thinking about what went wrong in 2015 and before; praying |
 Discombobulated, nonightowl
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#103
Dec 08, 2024, 03:09 PM
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I’ve felt irritable, tired and like I have too much to do. Reflecting I think it was the incident at work earlier where a gang of teenagers ran into the warehouse (supposedly for a laugh but I’m sure it was opportunistic thieving) and I had to chase them out . So I yelled at the top of my voice at them until a young male colleague came running, I’m just realising now my throat hurts. And I think the whole episode gave me an uncomfortable jolt.
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| FloatThruThis, Gasplessy, nonightowl
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#104
Dec 09, 2024, 12:18 AM
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I chatted with the crisis line but I need more help now. I thought maybe I should go in-patient. But I have to much going on at the moment.
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‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’ |
| Discombobulated, Gasplessy, nonightowl
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#105
Dec 09, 2024, 11:30 AM
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Quote:
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| Gasplessy
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#106
Dec 10, 2024, 08:56 AM
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Last night i woke up with throatache and shivers, was feeling very sick, it felt like a sudden escalation. Took the temperature with electronic termometer (ear) :38.9 °C
 Realized the antipyretic was missing, i had forgot to buy a new box... But somehow I managed to survive This morning it's 37.4 Major problem is that i suspect a food intoxication from take away fried chicken that i was eating 4 days ago... before realizing it was raw and badly cook/very soft in some part and hard in others... (eeew). Immediately stopped eating it but couldn't induce vomit I am worried |
| nonightowl
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#107
Dec 10, 2024, 08:20 PM
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 I decided to do  journaling
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
| nonightowl
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#108
Dec 11, 2024, 10:57 AM
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Looking at Pinterest and fantasizing about future craft projects.
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#109
Dec 11, 2024, 11:16 AM
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2 weeks from today is the most dreaded day of the year for me. I decided to skip book club today because I know everyone is going to talk about the holidays and all the joy with their families and spouses. I’m the only one in there that doesn’t fit that life and this month is emotionally charged enough as it is. They aren’t even reading the books 📚 I want to read.
 ——— Sent from my iPhone
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 Call me "owl" for short!  Hmmm....looks like some good tips in here. "Okay, enough photos. I'm a very BUSY Business Kitty, so make an appointment next time." |
| Discombobulated, FloatThruThis, NovaBlaze, unaluna
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#110
Dec 12, 2024, 03:27 PM
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I’m thinking about redoing some of the tools and hope that it will help me feel better 
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#111
Dec 14, 2024, 01:22 PM
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I’m just trying to relax as much as possible this weekend knowing work is going to get much worse before it gets better.
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#112
Dec 16, 2024, 07:13 PM
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I did some reading
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#113
Dec 17, 2024, 10:54 AM
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Started taking Advil yesterday for nerve pain. Hopefully stopping it in its tracks…
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| Discombobulated
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#114
Dec 17, 2024, 02:08 PM
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I’m doing okay, nothing major to report. We had an inspection at work and a few people were anxious about it but I felt strangely calm, I got questioned on my knowledge and even that didn’t worry me, I knew the answers although some of the questions were phrased ambiguously.
Funny how I worry about some stuff and others I’m completely cool about. |
| nonightowl, NovaBlaze
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#115
Dec 17, 2024, 07:20 PM
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Suddenly feel really low tonight. It’s like a blanket of darkness descending on me, as though something terrible is about to happen.
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Nova |
| Discombobulated, nonightowl
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#116
Dec 18, 2024, 10:57 AM
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Continuing to take advil for nerve pain. It seems to be working, but I still felt a twinge this morning.
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| Discombobulated, nonightowl
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#117
Dec 18, 2024, 05:44 PM
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Trying to take it easy.
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#118
Dec 18, 2024, 06:20 PM
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Doing excellent!!!!! Loving life, couldn't be better. Better watch out though, there are boogeymen out there!!! OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
LOL
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#119
Dec 19, 2024, 06:32 PM
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Quote:
 wish that I had been this lucky.
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
| nonightowl
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#120
Today, 08:37 AM
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Not well. I'm feeling very down, it's almost like being in pain. But then I feel guilty for even feeling it like that, as if I'm far too old to be so moody and melancholic. I feel like a teenager again in all the worst ways. I'm just very said, and I'm trying to cope with it by doing other things and letting it pass, as it inevitably does.
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