Feeling nothing *** trigger****

I have made a decsion not to feel anymore. Cause everytime I open up to othes I get hurt. I can not take it anymore..
I know this is a very hard path I have chosen for myslef, but I have no heart left to be broken.

I will still be on and try to give adivce when needed, or when I think I can supply what someone is asking of this fourm
I will be here in body, but not in my soul.. My mind will work for othes, but will leave my heart out of this.

I want everyone to know .. This is my choice, my problem and I love everyone who truly cares, but plese do not try to change my mind...

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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You do what you think is right for you.... if it isn't working, you're free to change plans again ....

"Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but rising every time we fall." Confucius

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<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT </font color=blue>

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Best,
Toni

[i] What our mind can conceive and believe, it will achieve.

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Take care,
Fuzzy
xxx

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thank you for the hugs.

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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Thank you ever so much..

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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every time I think something is working, it blows up in my face. I opend my heart again, and it got torn out and stomped on again.

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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Remember to take care of you.

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Great advice.....I like it.



Heather

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It's okay to take a break but I hope you don't stay there very long. PM me if you like.

<font color=blue>This above all: To thine own self be true. --Shakespeare</font color=blue>

It is hard to reply to your message. It is hard to resist parentalism and say "don't go", but it really is best for you to do what is best for YOU. The time is going to come for every one of us to move on and that is ok.

Lady D

Does your heart get torn out and stomped every single time? It seems you do put yourself out there a lot, or in huge ways. Have you heard "you get what you give?" Normally, I've always thought that to mean if you give love, you'll get love.... not always true.... It can mean if you give large, you get large. The more love you feel, the more pain you expose yourself to. But don't you always hear about how you should love wholly, completely, with all your heart.... sounds as if you took that idea to extremes.... something you said a long time ago comes to mind.... not everyone has the same morals or ethics as you do... people give what they give according to thier understanding and beliefs.... and they take in much the same way.... I have no doubt someone... probably your children, can benefit from your big, big, heart... with others, for protecting yourself, you might want to be more selective.. that's ok, even smart... when you find those capable of appreciating how much you're capable of feeling, the equal measure comes back in your favor... it's hard, I know... (((((((((((((((Lady D))))))))))))))

"Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but rising every time we fall." Confucius

I am sorry for your pain, Lady. Please take care of you.

Mary Alice

I will try to take care of me.

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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Oh, Lady...
Doesn't have to be black or white, this "feeling" thing. Just go at a pace you're comfortable with. You just get smarter after you get hurt. Don't let it turn into bitterness... just think hard about what you've learned and see if you can identify specifically what to avoid the next time.

I hope you do take care of yourself, because you rock, chica!

I thank you

I have learned a little from this, Do not open your heart, till you know the person wont lie everytime they get a chance to...

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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agreed. good plan

Yes it has been a good idea,.
I have learned, not too, trust as quick either.
Being hurt can do majour damange to someone who already has slef-esteem problems..
And this only hurt me worse.
But I will keep my head held high, and try not to dweel on this anylonger..

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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Sounds like you are digging down deep for the courage you need Lady D. I know how it feels to hurt so bad you don't know what you are going to do. You will get through this, do whatever you need to do.

Yes I am trying, and after this weekend. I have gotten more strenght back and I needed that. I can now move on, in my life complety and hope to start new..

I hope the same for you..
Hugs

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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Thanks Lady D, I am trying.. I really am... just isn't very easy some days. Tough to know what to do when the pain exceeds your ability to cope with it.

You know, I fully understand. Some days I feel like that and that is when I write my "trigger" post's.. That is when I want to cut myslef, or something worse, but I always come here and post, to get the feelings out, and out of my head.. So I can think clearly, again, and not do stuff like that..

This fourm keeps me going, in so many ways. I have met people like you and others on here that I can relate to, and I can talk to and not feel "stupid" for the fears i have and the emotions I have eiter

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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Lady D... I agree that this forum provides an outlet for my thoughts, my feelings.. where my head is at. It does help to vent. I just don't know what to do at times and my time is running out.

Hi,

I know when the pain takes over our whole body, mind and soul, it is very difficult to see that there is always a hope that tomorrow will be a bit better. Just hold on second by second if you have to and keep going, time can also be your friend. I can see you have friends here, lean on them, keep posting, they will support you and help you go through this.

Take good care!
Forgoten

okay Lady_Dragus, i'm here if ya ever do wanna talk though, or change your mind. (((((((((Lady_Dragus))))))))

~*~A million words would not bring you back,I know because of tried. Neither would a million tears,I know because i've cried.~*~
~~~~Sabrina~~~~~~~