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Yesterday i fell into a deep hole. Some one was there to pull me out. The last person i would ever expect pulled me out. Someone who should of turned the other cheek cause im not her child, im not her friend, i am not her reletive, i am her employee. Some one who should of fired me when i first told her my illness pulled me out of the hole. The hole i was in for 3 days including that day. A shock to see her hand helping me up. Never would of expected her to help me out.

Yesterday I wanted to leave this earth. To be done with the pain and all the things i came to accpet as life. I wanted to end this pain that was burning inside me. I wanted to kill IT that haunts my mind. That was my plan. The one person i would of expected to turn her head pulled me out. That person was my boss. A boss pulled me out.


More info on this is posted in bipolar. Just posting my feelings right in depression for all to read. That the most unlikley person can save ya.

(((Blackdragon)))
Please stay safe.
I know what it is like to want to leave. I am so often in that thought.
It seems such a challenge some days to stay safe...but please...please...please...stay safe!