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Feb 20, 2011, 06:29 AM
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Im to the point where I just dont care anymore. There is nothing about life that is worth living for me anymore. I dont know if anyone has been here but I am to the point where I want to say to hell with it all. Even living for my children (which is who i have been breathing for til now) isnt worth it anymore. I just want to go to sleep and never get up, never wake up and never have to look at my life again. I dont even know why im reaching out for help here anymore.
Tina
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 Stop telling God how big your mountain is and start telling your mountain how big your God is
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Feb 20, 2011, 07:32 AM
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Hello, Tina. I have been where you are at many times. Having to acknowledge I could not manage my life without help remains the hardest thing I ever have done. Even though I often was frustrated with treatment, I learned some things. The things I learned together with the spark of hope that would not be extinguished helped me to function at a higher level. Depression will always be a part of my life. Learning to manage it better has kept me going.
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Feb 20, 2011, 01:40 PM
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Tina I am sorry you are feeling so horrible but this feeling is just temporary. There is hope and there is light at the end of the tunnel. Hang in there.
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Feb 20, 2011, 02:01 PM
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tina, i read your signature...it may help you right now cause u're in the throes of depression where life has no reason or purpose. i've been there. it distorts everything in a nagative way. do you have a pdoc or therapist you can see? that and meds were the solution for me. hope you'll keep posting and reaching out to us. it will help too knowing you have support here.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand |
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Feb 20, 2011, 09:23 PM
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Been there too, and, thankfully, things got better. I'll bet they will for you, too, even though you can't see it now. I think because you wrote to us and verbalized your feelings, you are strong enough to weather this. Hope you can get some help. Do write back and tell us how you are doing--we are concerne for you!
 
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Feb 21, 2011, 09:31 PM
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It will get better trust me I have been there so many times, I have a therapist that helps me see there is a reason to keep going, and you have a great reason your kids. I have been on the end where my step dad took his own life because of depression and what we dont think of is the ones who are left behind hurt and confused. Even though I have wished for it to all end it really doesnt and that keeps me going because I saw and lived first hand the impact of what is left. So no matter how bad it gets always think of the ones who are left. I hope this helps
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