[Nemo39122]

I miss being self-destructive. I don't care what it turned my life into, what it turned me into. It's better than this...

[agma]

I hate going to weddings....and I have to go to one tomorrow. Feeling extremely nervous right now about it.

[ForeverAloneGuy]

Her.....

[buttrfli42481]

Why do I constantly let his mom walk all over me?? I hate that part of me.

[Rose76]

I'm looking forward to attacking a mountain of laundry tomorrow. My apartment sure became a wreck when I kept relapsing into depression. I hated the place. Now that I have some solid recovery going on, it's amazing how I can progress every day in getting these rooms back into some semblance of "home" again. At the rate I'm going, this place will look nice after a few more days of cleaning.

I really thought I was past the point of no return. Well, you just never know. I sure feel for those here who are still at where I was. If I could get from there to here, maybe you can too. I still got a good ways to go. I'm hopeful because I keep moving on things. This isn't willpower. I just went into remission. No thoughts of suicide. Just amazement. Maybe it's the meds. I think PC has helped a lot. This is long, but to me this is what I need to record.

[BeyondBlue]

It's raining and I jsut want to crawl back in bed for the rest of my life.

[porcupine2]

I am really getting frustrated with all the 'GAMES" in the forum. Enough already!

[SadNJNY]

This empty world I live in is getting too, too painful.

[bronzeowl]

My mind doesn't seem to be working right today. Sluggish doesn't even begin to describe it.

[buttrfli42481]

Worring about caterpillar and her cough that seems to be getting worse. Might have to take her to urgent care this weekend.

[mcspaz]

I am stressed.

[Shadow-world]

I want to let my mind work in a less destructive way. It's been terrible for days now.

Who's there?
Knock, knock.
Who's there?
Knock, knock.
... ... ... ... ...

[Rose76]

Somehow, the depression is eased up real well, which seems a little too good to be true, and I'm wondering what's the "other side of the coin."

[agma]

I'm bored.

[palemoss]

i didnt have a big cry today, +for me

[buttrfli42481]

Do I go to the funeral? Would be easier if I knew who all from the youth department were going.

[porcupine2]

my neighbor is moving, and since i isolate myself so much i don't know anyone else in the neighborhood. makes me anxious and paranoid that i will be the only person living on this property.

[mcspaz]

Insomnia is going to kill me.

[spaceid]

I hate this. I hate him. I hate myself. I should be studying, but I am not getting anywhere. I'm going home.

[lillymilly]

What would I do if the fire came out on top of me....want to go to bed but must make my self stay awake incase someone gets into the house..home alone to night.

[sunsetsunrise]

the isolation is excruciating. Anxiety is painful. Not a life. This is an existance

[emptybee15]

I really need more money. When I have no one to run to money makes me feel better. Without either, I feel like a piece of s**t that went to college just to end up working a low paying job anyway. Which reminds me, middle finger to the wonderful american government.

[emptybee15]

Reminds me of a quote from this rap song..."Everybody dies, but not everybody lives." So true, I'm one of the living dead. :sad:

[Rose76]

I have to stop wasting time, as if I had an infinite supply of it. Maybe making a schedule would help.