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Old Oct 08, 2011, 06:05 AM
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I'm starting to keep too many things to myself so as to not worry others. If they only knew what goes on in my brain, actually if I only knew what was going on in my brain! It is hard to keep a smile on my face or in my voice when people stop by or call. I'd really rather be left alone.
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Old Oct 08, 2011, 01:48 PM
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I have been so wrapped up in my own despair that I wasn't as attentive to my bunnies as I usually am. One of the females almost got into the other's area and if she had and they had fought I'm sure one of them would have been seriously injured or killed. I must not let the past affect my present so negatively...
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Old Oct 08, 2011, 03:08 PM
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I read today's posts above. Just wanted to say "Hi." I'm glad to see posts by nice members who I hope get feeling better.
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Old Oct 08, 2011, 03:14 PM
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I'm tired of dealing with these fluctuations in my mood - I never know when I get up in the morning if it is going to be a good day or a bad day.
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Old Oct 08, 2011, 07:28 PM
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Why does my life seem so complicated?
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Old Oct 08, 2011, 07:42 PM
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been home all day with virtually nothing to do....its not even 8 yet and im ready to call it quits not the way i wanted to spend my saturday for that matter....thinking of picking up some beer and just drink my loneliness and sadness away
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Old Oct 08, 2011, 08:10 PM
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I am so grateful for my therapist and psychiatrist who have worked hard at helping me out of my severe depression. There is HOPE everyone...it can be done. Just be patient and extremely honest with the professionals. I never thought I would get out of it...I was in the hospital twice in 4 months and thought depression was gonna be my life. Today it is not...I have begun to love life again. There is HOPE!!!
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Old Oct 09, 2011, 06:42 AM
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I'm a bit concerned over a doctor appointment tomorrow - not a pdoc but a GP. I have been having some weird symptoms and found a couple of lumps in my arms. I don't think they're cancerous but I'm thinking they'll do a biopsy. Oh joy.
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Old Oct 09, 2011, 10:32 PM
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wondering what the hell I am being punished for and why I am despised by everyone even those that do not even know me
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Old Oct 09, 2011, 10:49 PM
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Scared that I will have to have some tests done tomorrow to figure out what is wrong with me physically.
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Old Oct 10, 2011, 06:16 AM
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Scared that I will have to have some tests done tomorrow to figure out what is wrong with me physically.
Looks like we have the same kind of day today. I'm going to my GP too for some tests. My body feels extremely fatigued. Let's hope we both have good news today that it is something manageable.
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Old Oct 10, 2011, 10:27 PM
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Ended up not having to go in. Sore throat is feeling much better. Only matter of concern is that i have been coughing up junk that is bloody. If that continues or gets worse I am to call.

My T got me thinking today, not sure if I want to go down that road right now.
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Old Oct 11, 2011, 05:21 AM
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Going to check into the possibility of a brain transplant.
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Old Oct 11, 2011, 02:38 PM
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Through neglect to "certify" on the computer for my unemployment benefits, they have been discontinued. I am worried about having rent money for November 1.
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Old Oct 11, 2011, 03:16 PM
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Going to check into the possibility of a brain transplant.
Let me know if you are successful, Byz. Mine needs a complete overhaul, too.
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Old Oct 11, 2011, 10:28 PM
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What all am I doing tomorrow? Am I going to Youth Council or staying home?
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Old Oct 12, 2011, 08:30 AM
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After months of putting up with aches and pains, sometimes almost debilitating, I finally went in to see the doctor. He said in passing something about fibromyalgia and I still have to have lab work done. I can't help feeling he was placating me and not really listening to what I was saying. I even went prepared with a list and he just acted like it was nothing. I don't go to doctors over 'nothing'. I think he dismissed me just because he saw on my chart the psychiatric issues I have had.
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Old Oct 12, 2011, 09:10 AM
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I have been wondering if there is a way to help thunderstorms feel less isolated?
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Old Oct 12, 2011, 10:08 AM
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AAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

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Old Oct 12, 2011, 10:10 AM
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I have been wondering if there is a way to help thunderstorms feel less isolated?
(ahem, excuse me).

Byz,
That's funny.
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Old Oct 12, 2011, 01:35 PM
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Just when things were getting better for a few weeks, one bad thing after the next has to happen for the last week. I can't cope. Basically, I can't cope with life. :-(
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Old Oct 12, 2011, 11:57 PM
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I'm tired of everything. I'm so tired.
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Old Oct 13, 2011, 06:30 AM
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Yes, battling an illness often is exhausting.
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Old Oct 13, 2011, 08:47 AM
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Off to get lab work done today. A little nervous of when I'll finally get the results. I've been very lucky so far but now with this fibromayalgia thing I don't know what to expect.
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Old Oct 13, 2011, 10:25 AM
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A high stress / low wage job. It's tearing me up inside, but I must keep going on.
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