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#901
Oct 13, 2011, 11:32 AM
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I can relate. Tired for some many reasons. Second cup of coffee. Something coming up that I just don't want to have to do...
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#902
Oct 13, 2011, 01:41 PM
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I hate life. It's so pointless. The UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT IS A JOKE! I went to college to get a degree just to be screwed over getting in to the workforce. Everytime I make more money, someone takes it. I want to move, but I'm too poor to relocate. I'm a single parent which I HATE! I'm constantly ignored. I try to work on me, then everyone else decides not to work on them and then I get discouraged. I hate human beings!
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#903
Oct 13, 2011, 07:40 PM
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I got my unemployment benefits restored. Tomorrow I should be closer to getting scheduled to work by my new employer. I have a loved one in the hospital, doing well right now. I am coping well with things and feeling better than I did.
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 Open Eyes, Shadow-world, TerryL
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#904
Oct 14, 2011, 06:17 AM
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Today I feel like doing absolutely nothing - even doing the dishes looks too overwhelming. In fact, I think I'll stay in my pj's all day long.
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#905
Oct 14, 2011, 07:51 AM
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Lyrics are coming in my head from high school... "Hold on, when you feel like letting go. Hold on it gets better than you know. Dont stop fighting it's not over" or something like that... I'm so tired of fighting. I often wonder... What will happen if I stop fighting. When things are too much I start to get dizzy. I start to wobble. Things go black. Many not so good things happen when they go black. Seizure, fainting, and such. Other times personality changes. I fight these feelings. I fight the feeling to stay in bed. I force myself to move. I fight to eat, I fight to type even this. I'm tired of fighting. I don't want to end it at all. I am terrified of that and never could end it on my own accord. But I wonder.. What would become of me if I just stopped trying to go forward
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#906
Oct 14, 2011, 03:22 PM
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Everyday life is exhausting me but honestly it's so much better than where I was six months ago. Gotta hang on to that... Somehow
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| Shadow-world
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#907
Oct 14, 2011, 05:51 PM
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Can't help but feel like my life is going nowhere. Best part of my day is when I'm not doing anything
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#908
Oct 14, 2011, 10:15 PM
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Feel like I have been walked over the past few days. Must learn to say NO!
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#909
Oct 14, 2011, 11:32 PM
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It seems to me that the words "tired", "fatigued", "lifeless" just don't describe the severity of it any more, and that's the problem; there are no words to even come close to how bad I feel right this minute.
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#910
Oct 14, 2011, 11:52 PM
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Home Body, if you could change your life, what would you do?
There is definitely something your just not getting were there things in your life that ever gave you a sense of joy? Open Eyes |
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#911
Oct 15, 2011, 01:24 PM
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Not much.
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#912
Oct 15, 2011, 01:29 PM
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Finally realizing that a root cause of my depression is the codependency with my son.
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| TerryL
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#913
Oct 15, 2011, 07:12 PM
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#914
Oct 16, 2011, 06:22 AM
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all of the protests around the world makes me hopeful and proud of everyone participating
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#915
Oct 16, 2011, 01:33 PM
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At least it's over. Now the real fun part begins...
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#917
Oct 16, 2011, 11:58 PM
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Gotta get through this week, day by day, minute by minute.
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| porcupine2
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#918
Oct 17, 2011, 06:28 AM
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And the week begins....will take buttrfli42481's advice.....day by day, minute by minute. Daily affirmations...pulling out all the tricks as I'm going to need them.
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#919
Oct 17, 2011, 06:33 AM
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no where to turn.. not trusted anymore. don't know what to do.
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#920
Oct 17, 2011, 12:15 PM
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I must take take time to pray and meditate. I need to "center" myself. I get pulled by centrifugal force tearing me asunder. That's because my focus is on everything and everybody outside of me. I need to rein in my energy. I need to find my "center of gravity."
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#922
Oct 17, 2011, 05:23 PM
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This tea is good. n.n
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#923
Oct 18, 2011, 06:40 AM
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It took nine months, but I finally won the war (after losing some of the battles) with a company that had double billed me and refused to issue a refund. Finally had to go to the CPA and magically, a check was issued immediately! Feeling good about perserverance right now!
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As I lay down in bed each night I look up at the stars and wonder "where the heck is my ceiling?" |
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#924
Oct 18, 2011, 07:34 AM
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Whole lot to think about. Maybe I will?
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#925
Oct 18, 2011, 09:09 AM
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A morning where I don't feel depressed.
Just feel... Plain. But it feels so much lighter. Just sitting here with my coffee... Feeding the cats. I am looking forward to taking my meds. What a change for me. I think they are helping. Thank god.
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| noneedtoknow, Shadow-world
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