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#1001
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TerryL - I'm glad to hear you feel you've made progress. Working hard does pay off.
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#1002
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Wow - over 1000 posts on this thread! I guess we all have something on our minds to share. We all need to vent a little and this is a great place to do it. Today my mind is filled with Halloween images and movies - kind of escaping from it all. I think I'll declare it pajama day and just enjoy wasting the day.
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As I lay down in bed each night I look up at the stars and wonder "where the heck is my ceiling?" ![]() |
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#1003
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When doing the calculation for 2 x 2 = 4, does it matter if you go right to left instead of left to right?
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#1004
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Why aren't I allowed to be in love? And why is no one allowed to be in love with me? And why do I suddenly care about this now, when it never meant anything to me before?
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#1005
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This headache needs to go away! i've had it for over a week
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#1006
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Too many chores to do today - I'm overwhelmed and don't even know where to start. I wish I had a cleaning lady for just one day.
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#1007
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I am so angry. I want to/need to cut.
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#1008
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Why am I a secret? Do I embarrass you?
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#1009
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My heart is broken.
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#1010
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"It is better to be alone and whole, than with someone and a fragmented version of yourself." -A cup of comfort for women.
I think I need to work on being whole eventhough I really am craving a safe relationship with someone.
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C'est la vie |
#1011
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Why can I not stay mad when I need to be?
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#1012
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I am just in a mood. I hate everything. I even want to punch people I love in the face.
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#1013
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Why am I so afraid to see or hear the truth?
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C'est la vie |
#1014
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I don't know what I'm even aiming for anymore -- what if nothing makes me 'happy'?
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#1015
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Nothing and everything is on the mind...ground hogs, snow,clay, punishment, sorrow,fear, anxiety, loneliness,create...what? Focus...panic...afraid the world will be better without me....afraid of being a disappointment to the supreme being. Maybe i am okay...maybe there is still a chance to do something worth while....Did any of this answer the question?
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#1016
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Why do people not take you seriously just because you have BP etc.? I always feel like I'm being placated instead of really listened to, as if everything is just my imagination. We need more mental health advocates to help our voices be heard.
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As I lay down in bed each night I look up at the stars and wonder "where the heck is my ceiling?" ![]() |
#1017
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right now my mind is racing, but I feel like my body wants to move in slow motion........I feel so alone right now....
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#1018
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I think; therefore, I ruminate.
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#1019
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I wish I could hide in a dark cave and never come out.
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#1020
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Every morning when I wake up at 6 o'clock, I think of how repetitive my life is. I know that sounds petty. Every day, the same fear keeps me wishing I could hide away in my big fuzzy sweater. Really. I have several hoodies that I wear on an almost-daily basis. They make me feel safe. They contain my nervousness. I have a feeling that's bordering on the point of hopelessness. Tell me you guys: can hopelessness feel like intense sadness about the fact that my life is so routine, that my anxiety and self-consciousness and bodily flaws will never change?
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Only you can prevent neurotypical jerkiness!
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#1021
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Will I ever find someplace that feels like home? A group I belong to? A place I fit in?
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#1022
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Today I faced a fear and admited I needed help.
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C'est la vie |
#1023
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I don't want to do a darn thing today.
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As I lay down in bed each night I look up at the stars and wonder "where the heck is my ceiling?" ![]() |
#1024
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Something triggered my guilt to resurface a little today. I hope I can reason it away...will it ever end..?
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#1025
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What is on my mind is the stress Social Security (SSI and SSDI) place on me. There is no way to live on the income provided by this government program. Few therapists are willing to deal with low income/disabled income people with Medicare and Medicaid. There is no way to pay for therapy with the meager income. It is healthy to gain some financial stability but the second you do Social Security claims you have too much money in your account therefore your income will be reduced until your overpayment is paid off.
There is no point in crying. Overwhelmed and angry and frustrated and again very depressed. Alone trying to cope...with no income, health issues, mental health issues, full time caretaker overload exhaustion, oh how trapped and hopeless this government agency/plan makes us feel. No way out. |
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