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#1026
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I feel guilty to be doing well, finally. Want to be helping the less fortunate but all I seem to be able to do is work on finishing my own damned house.
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#1027
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Missed my daughter on her birthday but glad she got her package in time. No matter how old she gets, she's still my babe. Just too many miles between us. Hugs sweetie!
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As I lay down in bed each night I look up at the stars and wonder "where the heck is my ceiling?" ![]() |
#1028
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i agree!!!!!
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#1029
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Will I be able to beat this depression by using the Bible and God's promises? I did it before so it should work again this time. If you pray, please ask Him to heal me of this dibilitating illness.
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#1030
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I've got 2 ulcers in my mouth and they REALLY hurt!
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#1031
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I really don't like this time change with Daylight Savings time. Now I'm up at all hours and so are my animals. The OCD in me doesn't want to change my routines.
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#1032
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How do you maintain a positive attitude when you are very depressed and angry?
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#1033
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Stumbling in the dark and can't see a Bleeping thing.
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#1034
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Quote:
Take Care Daniel _____________________________________ My life would give a blog! |
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#1035
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Just wishing for a good night of sleep! I think I deserve! This sucks : ( Any tips to sleep better and faster?
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#1036
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found out yestiday that i have deeply manofested trust issues. coming from constant bullying in school and at home in the destant past. and opening my self completely to two people who died within the last three years. my mum died in 2009. the only person i was able to talk to until i met my loving girlfriend. i told my gf everything no matter how trivial and never lied to her. she died in april this year. i cant talk to my absent friends, in order to protect them from an akward conversation they dont want to have. and my family anr't the kind of family to talk to each other. my counceler is the only one a can talk to but an hour an week goes way too quickly. i spos that a buntch of strangers on a forum are a good place to start.
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#1037
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(((((horizon)))))
I wonder if you Social Security will be approved and how I could survive during the waiting period. |
#1038
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i want to die. i can't do that though. :'(
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#1039
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Why am I so sad.
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Only you can prevent neurotypical jerkiness!
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#1040
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Well, I had a one day no crying streak! Yay me!
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Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for." -Bob Marley |
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#1041
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Bad day yesterday - had more fibro pain than usual and the increase in one of my drugs is making me nauseous. My neighbors drama is really upsetting me - all the domestic upheaval and cops, etc. I just hide in my little casita.
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#1042
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Heard this song by Gerry Rafferty on the radio this am:
"He's got this dream about buying some land, he's gonna Give up the booze and the one night stands And then he'll settle down, in some quiet little town And forget about everything. But you know he'll always keep moving You know he's never gonna stop moving 'Cause he's rolling, he's the rolling stone." I just wonder if this is how I'm going to end up when it's all said and done. After all the effort I make to find some equilibrium, will it just come to naught? I've never believed in fate but at odd times, it feels like I will end up like this, regardless of how hard I fight the slide toward oblivion. |
#1043
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Trying not to break down and cry. Crying doesn't solve anything.
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#1044
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Will I be able get well. Will the truth come and save me please.
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#1045
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Need to get out of this funk.....for the past few weeks I've just felt really really blah..anxious at school, then irritable, tired, and sad when I get home. Repeat the next day, the again and again.
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#1046
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I really don't like myself right now.
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#1047
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I am very blessed that I have support from my friends, as my family is always in denial. "Snap out of it!" is what I hear from them. My friends on the other hand, are always rooting for me.
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#1048
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Again I feel selfish for feeling depressed when so many others have it worse off than me.
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Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for." -Bob Marley |
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#1049
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bad night. crying. nightmares. voices. harsh thoughts. pain, physical and emotional. I just want to go back to mums.
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#1050
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It's an interesting feeling, realizing how much you really hate yourself...
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