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#226
Jul 17, 2012, 02:05 PM
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Feeling like such a failure tonight.
Not driving / having a car precludes many job opportunities etc. AND I just had to borrow money from my parents. I feel like such a failure. What's the point of me? I can't stop crying.
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 agma, Anonymous33145, Nammu, Rose76, TerryL
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#227
Jul 17, 2012, 05:42 PM
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It was a horrible day. I am feeling very depressed. It's to the point where I am having trouble functioning at work. I'm quickly losing hope that this depressive episode will ever end.
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| Nammu, pandarama123456789, regretful, Rose76, Shadow-world, TerryL
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#228
Jul 17, 2012, 06:26 PM
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I feel good today, minus the pain in my chest. Depression has somewhat subsided; I just wish I had plans/something to do!
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| Rose76
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#229
Jul 17, 2012, 07:20 PM
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Ugghhh. Brain chatter last night +no sleep+ hot and sticky weather = A cranky ***** with no energy.
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#230
Jul 18, 2012, 12:52 AM
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((((Shadow-world))))
There is plenty a point to you. You are a good and kind person. You are going through rough stuff. I have to catch up on threads. I take it this is work related. That does not define you. Plenty of people have been very successful in their careers, while leaving a wake of destruction behind them in people whom they neglected and hurt. I'm glad your parents were able to help you, and I hope they did it cheerfully. Life will bring plenty of opportunity for you to help them. To me that's part of what Family is about - mutual insurance. No one member is left to suffer alone. Everyone has everyone else's back. This may be a time for crying. It won't always be that. But I won't tell you to cheer up. You are in pain and nothing cheerful about that. |
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#232
Jul 18, 2012, 11:00 AM
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Since Saturday afternoon, I've been doing real good. Wow - almost 4 days in a row. That's like a recent record for me. I am really feeling the best I've felt since January.
At first when I heard about getting approved for the SSDI (that was in June,) I felt kind of uplifted. Then I went right down the tubes again with feeling like a failure yada, yada, yada. Now, I'm saying; "Okay, you know you don't face losing your apartment and ending up in a shelter. So start making this apartment fit for human habitation and see if that doesn't make life seem better." So I have been wacking away at the accumulated chaos, and I do feel better. And I am on a roll with cleaning and organizing. (This may be a bit of hypomania, but it sure is productive and sure feels good.) |
| regretful, Shadow-world
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#233
Jul 18, 2012, 01:54 PM
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#234
Jul 18, 2012, 01:56 PM
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Feeling a little tiny bit better.....I'll take it!
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#235
Jul 19, 2012, 02:42 AM
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Mom's helping me to get a new computer now, can't wait to get it! XD
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#237
Jul 19, 2012, 10:10 AM
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In order to stop this exhausting cycle, perhaps we need to address the base feelings ... we cannot be as STUCK as we feel we are...what is a good action item to calm us down and get us hopeful again? Hug, Rose |
| regretful, whimsygirl
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#238
Jul 19, 2012, 11:51 AM
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Just suffered a big setback, and I'm reeling at the moment. Up and down, up and down. Damn it, how can some people be so cruel? Glad that I'll be seeing my counselor tomorrow
Last edited by whimsygirl; Jul 19, 2012 at 12:52 PM. |
| Anonymous33145, regretful, Shadow-world
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#239
Jul 19, 2012, 12:18 PM
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#240
Jul 19, 2012, 01:05 PM
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Hugs.
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#242
Jul 19, 2012, 05:59 PM
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One more work day to got then it's a 3 day weekend. See p-doc on Monday.
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Jul 20, 2012, 01:54 AM
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Tired but alright, mom paid the desktop computer. Going to wait in the 27th! :3
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#246
Jul 20, 2012, 10:10 AM
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Grateful to be seeing my counselor today. She's been out of town and it's been nearly 3 weeks. I'm ready.....
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| day2day, regretful
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#247
Jul 20, 2012, 11:04 AM
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Im feeling pretty good today considering that im really sore from yesterdays work. The weather is beautiful today. Hoping its going to be a good day.
Hoping that everyone can find that one thing that makes them Happy! Happy thoughts your Way!
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#249
Jul 20, 2012, 07:34 PM
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I'm really having a tough day today. My meds are not right. I've been anxious all day, starting from the time I got up this morning. I took a nap hoping I would feel better this afternoon. It's evening now and we are going to get a good rain tonight it looks like.
Maybe tomorrow will be better. |
| Trying Hard, whimsygirl
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#250
Jul 21, 2012, 06:02 AM
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Feeling a slight lift from the increased medication dose although I still had a meltdown on Tuesday. However, it probably takes another week or so to fully come into effect.
I might go up a bit more with it in a week's time. Let's see.
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