i'm tired of all these

well, my disorder is getting worse and i just get tired of all the things around me. i want to quit my job and leave for some quiet place, with beautiful scenery, totallly strangers for me. my boyfriend said it's also due to my character .well, i don't know. i'm just struggling day by day, and it's tortuning.I really want to go out to have fresh air, why is life so difficult and so stuffy?

Not a day goes by where I don't wish this very same thing for myself. I'm sure that we're not the only ones, either. Like I'd love to get about 5,000 acres of heavily wooded land, make a clearing right in the middle of it and build a house there. That way I'd be away from people, those who have hurt others and me, and in with things that I can relate to and find comfort and solace in.

It's really not easy at all to feel this way. It's like every day is a struggle because you hate the life you're currently living.

Sorry I can't be of much help, but I just wanted you to know that you are not alone.

I sure understand the wanting to go away all the time. I dream of moving back to the desert several times a day I miss the peace and quiet. The howl of a coyote. etc I don't know what your character has to do with wanting to be elsewhere, I also don't know what your disorder is but I think many dream of being somewhere anywhere where they will feel comfort of some kind.... Take care and keep positng here there are many great people here who care and understand. Linda

so, i 'm just wondering why i want to quit all these?
Is it all because of my depression? or I'm just that kind of people who will never settle down? Should I quit my job? what if i can' t get-by? God , so many puzzles for me, and sometimes i do think my life is a mass.

IMO you don't really want to quit everything, but you do want things to change? We often don't want things to go away forever, but we want them all to STOP just STOP for a bit and let us take a break... when we're depressed everything feels like too much? TC.