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Aug 17, 2006, 08:16 PM
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im really angry with myself right now cause i let mydelf breakdown tonight.... i was talking with my b/f about taking my meds and said that i dont want to take them and he said yes i need them... cause he doesnt like me off them ... he said we fight to much without me taking them....... i told him we wasnt on them when we first started dating and he said he didnt like me as much then....... i just felt hurt when he said that and i broke down...... he explained to me that he didnt mean that he didnt like me he just meant he didnt like my attitude...... but all that came back to me is when my ex broke up with me and told me he didnt like me that much he just kept me around for company......... it just makes me feel bad that no one seems to like me much without me taking my meds........ i just wish i could make ppl see thats it hard for me..... my anger controls me and that makes me weak..... and instead of ppl not liking me they could possibly try and help me instead of downing me.... all i want is to be loved even though it doesnt seem like it......
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Aug 17, 2006, 08:22 PM
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(((((((( skittles ))))))))
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Aug 17, 2006, 09:18 PM
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(((((( Skittles))))))
I too understand what it is like to have your loved one downing you!!! I have suffered depression, but not taking meds, & have very low self esteem, I am so concious about my body & image that it has toyally killed my sex drive & my partner has so much trouble believing that it has absolutely NOTHING to do with him!! You spoke about being weak..... we are allowed to weak, that is what makes us human, & I am sure that your partner will be there to help you. This may sound wrong, but you still need to listen to his side of things to & I'm sure he has only your best interests at heart. TC & smile. Flinty |
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Aug 17, 2006, 09:24 PM
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Skittles, have you noticed that the only time you get yourself into these really low moods is when you're off your medication?
I know it's hard for some people, the idea of taking medication every day for the rest of their lives, but it honestly seems like you're one of those people. I know I can be pretty unlikeable when I'm off meds. I'm short tempered and snappy and can cry at the drop of a hat. It really isn't a very nice position to be in, so I take my meds.
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Aug 19, 2006, 12:03 PM
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((((((((((((Skittles)))))))))))))))) I really think that you need to reconsider taking your meds. I agree that when you stop you seem to get in this "place". I think your bf is trying to help you not hurt you. Please think about it.
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