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#951
Aug 07, 2013, 09:00 PM
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Down, down, down...down...*sigh*
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#952
Aug 08, 2013, 03:17 AM
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Have been dealing with a summer cold. It has taken everything out of me. I've got therapy tomorrow which has been a while because therapist has been on vacation. Its been tough. Depressive thoughts got kicked up last night. I really hate triggers. Didn't get enough sleep last night cause of all that. And my grandma's got surgery today if she goes in and she's convinced she's going to pass away on the table. I wondered where I got my super negative thinking, think it's from her. Wish I could call in but I can't. I get to train someone from another store again today. Erg.... so tired of this.
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PTSD possible bipolar Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin  |
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#953
Aug 08, 2013, 11:13 AM
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 ..... 'cause so many shows that I watch and love are on The Discovery Channel, The Documentary Channel, my favorite The Learning Channel and others along that line. So yay for us nerds 
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| lindammarie, PinesofRome
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#954
Aug 08, 2013, 01:06 PM
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I have been in a horrible mood since yesterday and I can't seem to shake it. I snapped and snarled at people all day, even my family. I went to a church dinner and I was mad there too.
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#955
Aug 08, 2013, 01:37 PM
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Down.....
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#957
Aug 08, 2013, 02:14 PM
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Feeling much better today, gone to the beach! ^^
Alex
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 Map Unofficial Dx: DID, Bipolar II, BPD, AsPD, OCD, ED-NOS... Tom (host), Lana, Chris, Christine, Alex, Judit, Hilde, Tommy, Margaret, Allie, Cali, Lxvis, Others |
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#958
Aug 08, 2013, 02:48 PM
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Yesterday, I started cleaning the bathroom and felt immensely improved. I hope I can make this last for awhile.
I hope everyone here gets to feel decent for at least an hour today. |
| gracez, happy 2 b here, lindammarie, PinesofRome
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#959
Aug 08, 2013, 03:21 PM
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 I know I've had some pretty major roller coaster stuff going on in recent weeks, and oh man those ups and downs sure can take it out of me ~all of us (?) So best of luck with everything  Hugs ~whimsy
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| Bark, happy 2 b here, lindammarie, PinesofRome
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#960
Aug 08, 2013, 03:55 PM
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Feeling great today, and very talkative! I hope everyone who's up is enjoying the high, and those who are down, here's some hugs from me to you =]
 
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| lindammarie, PinesofRome
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#961
Aug 08, 2013, 04:19 PM
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Woke up 3 a.m., crying. It's been a long time since that happened. But I got through the night last night and will look for something to improve my mood this evening. I am trying to come up with something worthwhile to do that does not include my church. I will continue to attend because there is good there... most of the people simply drive me nuts.
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#962
Aug 08, 2013, 09:16 PM
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Havn't felt depressed in 7 days now. I think it has something to do with all the work hours, but that wont last. Hopefully when I start working less the depression stays away.
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| lindammarie, PinesofRome, tigersassy
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| Bark, PinesofRome, whimsygirl
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#963
Aug 08, 2013, 10:08 PM
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Down. There is no up anymore.
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#964
Aug 08, 2013, 10:38 PM
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Me too
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#965
Aug 08, 2013, 10:53 PM
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I wish I could sleep endlessly...or at least until I had enough tools to know how to cope.
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| Bark, lindammarie, PinesofRome, tigersassy
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#966
Aug 08, 2013, 10:54 PM
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Feeling lifeless and depressed. I move into my dorm in less than two days, on Saturday. And I just don't want to feel so hopeless on that day. I really don't.
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| Bark, lindammarie, Nammu, PinesofRome, tealBumblebee, tigerlily84, tigersassy, whimsygirl
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#967
Aug 09, 2013, 12:19 AM
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Just for fun: 27 Problems Only Introverts Will Understand
Hopefully this will make you laugh. Have a good night everyone! |
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#968
Aug 09, 2013, 12:26 AM
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It's just one thing after another.
I am getting tired of this life. Can I tade this one in on a better one please? |
| Bark, lindammarie, tigersassy, whimsygirl
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#969
Aug 09, 2013, 05:35 AM
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Went to the beach today, too. I'm starting to believe that sun is indeed a great antidepressant!
DID-ish problems, tho: Chris (an "afraid alter") usually is co-conscious with me while I'm going to the beach and he freaks out because he thinks everybody will stare and laugh at us for being apparently alone  Alex Lifelies
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#970
Aug 09, 2013, 06:26 AM
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I am in desperate need of a loving hug from my woman....but first I gotta get me a woman.
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#972
Aug 09, 2013, 08:57 AM
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I'm just glad it's Friday.
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| Bark, gracez, lindammarie, tigersassy
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#973
Aug 09, 2013, 10:17 AM
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i survived the 2 days of meeting up with relatives... the babysitting, the facades, the sudden urges to si and cry.. survived it all. up: i did not si. but i don't know whether i can still hold in because i feel really tired and empty now..
down: i still have MORE relatives to visit because it's the visiting season now.. i don't know whether i can continue this facade. and more: i don't know whether i can handle work... feel like calling in sick but family won't let me. depression can be such a monster at times....
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
| Anonymous53876, Bark, lindammarie, tigerlily84, tigersassy, tokiwartooth, whimsygirl
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#974
Aug 09, 2013, 10:33 AM
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on another note, i'm still away from this forums. those who might or have replied to me, thank you... will take a while for me to reply to you guys. i'm sorry for that. just need time to isolate myself at the moment.
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
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#975
Aug 09, 2013, 11:18 AM
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~whimsy
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