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Member Since Jul 2013
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Aug 16, 2013 at 12:25 AM
#41
Have been better as of the past 3 nights, but half my face is still paralyzed so I still cant close my eye. What would happen tonight, but I pull out the tape I tape my eye shut with so I could sleep, and I was out. What a stupid problem. Now I don't know how I'll sleep and I feel dumb and worthless.
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 Anonymous53876, Bark, bharani1008, Consumed84, Nammu, online user
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Crone
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Aug 16, 2013 at 02:03 AM
#42
Like so many others I find myself composing things to share in my head, but.....faced with the blank page, I , I hesitate...... and words flee, fear, it is all an icy fear. The words flee. The mask of resoluteness slides into place and I'm all alone again, in isolation.....alone. I, Me, myself, id, ego, pride. Someday!
__________________ Nammu Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. ... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Poohbah
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Location: PsychCentral
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Aug 16, 2013 at 02:25 AM
#43
Woke up late, even took a nap for over an hour later on. Definitely felt worse after the nap, and before it as well. Didn't go out, didn't do things, didn't want to do anything. I'm glad that I decided to go for a walk with them... definitely helped. But I just totally wasted a day, and it's not like I took it as a day to rest. I wanted to curl up in the dark and just keep sleeping... that's the nicer thoughts, anyway.
I probably do need to get my meds tweaked, because of my fatigue and possibly low motivation. I was hoping that I'd finally found the perfect mix... but the tiredness is just... really tiring. |
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Aug 16, 2013 at 05:10 AM
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Well well well
Here we are again. SSDD Not at all happy with where I am mentally. I had been doing so much better. Now I am just down, sad, depressed. Oh sure there are moments of joy and laughter....but its fleeting at best. There is an underlying down in everything now. |
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Poohbah
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Location: Indiana, USA
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Aug 16, 2013 at 06:40 AM
#45
Therapy today after work. Things could get deep. Not looking forward to it at all.
__________________ PTSD possible bipolar Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin  |
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Location: North Carolina
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Aug 16, 2013 at 09:20 AM
#46
I'm glad it's Friday
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Aug 16, 2013 at 12:44 PM
#47
In pain today; want to see a chiropractor, but my medicaid doesnt cover and I dont have the money. Got my disability hearing in a few days and Im terrified.
__________________ "Sometimes you have to hit rock bottom before you can see the top." -Wildflower http://missracgel.wixsite.com/bearhugs |
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Member Since May 2013
Location: Texas
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Aug 16, 2013 at 03:08 PM
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Doing very, very horribly today for reasons having to do with my family.
__________________ Dual-diagnosis:  Treatment-resistant persistent depressive disorder Asperger's Syndrome
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Location: hippocampus
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Aug 16, 2013 at 04:49 PM
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Tired. Drained. Done.
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Aug 16, 2013 at 04:58 PM
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Kind of up and very down today.
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Aug 16, 2013 at 05:48 PM
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Regretting eating so much, had a nice time with my godmum though.
__________________ The girl who seemed unbreakable BROKE, the girl who always laughed CRIED the girl who never stopped trying finally GAVE UP, she dropped a fake smile as a tear rolled down her cheek and she whispered too herself "i cant do this anymore" I'm like marmite you either love or hate me . i can't drown my demons - they know how to swim. |
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Aug 16, 2013 at 05:51 PM
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Honestly...I feel like giving up right now. Except that I have too much RAGE to give up. I want to just freak out and go ape **** and hurt somebody. I am SO TIRED of feeling this way and having it be taken for granted by pretty much EVERYONE that I'll be okay.
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Aug 16, 2013 at 06:02 PM
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Poohbah
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Location: Indiana, USA
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Aug 16, 2013 at 07:18 PM
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Still going through. Therapist irritated me today, but I think it was over reaction. Now just wanna sleep. Cry and sleep.
__________________ PTSD possible bipolar Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin |
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Aug 17, 2013 at 09:16 AM
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Feeling lost and tired from working all night but when i work night shifts it gives my mind time to think but, i dont like the thoughts.
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Aug 17, 2013 at 10:24 AM
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i hate my life and myself this morning and every day. with no hope or joy ahead i find no reason to get out of bed.
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Location: England just outside of london
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Aug 17, 2013 at 11:46 AM
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Struggling to get out of bed, feeling low and just want to hide away.
__________________ The girl who seemed unbreakable BROKE, the girl who always laughed CRIED the girl who never stopped trying finally GAVE UP, she dropped a fake smile as a tear rolled down her cheek and she whispered too herself "i cant do this anymore" I'm like marmite you either love or hate me . i can't drown my demons - they know how to swim. |
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Location: Texas
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Aug 17, 2013 at 02:13 PM
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Had trouble waking up; still in bed (as always) and feeling depressed and like I want to just burst into tears.
__________________ Dual-diagnosis: Treatment-resistant persistent depressive disorder Asperger's Syndrome
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Poohbah
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Aug 17, 2013 at 02:24 PM
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I went into work for a few hours this morning. I don't have any plans for today. I just feel anxious for no reason.
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Aug 17, 2013 at 02:35 PM
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Feeling low today. Emotionally all over the place. So much to do.
__________________ PTSD possible bipolar Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin |
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