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#951
Nov 16, 2013, 09:55 AM
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Emotions are messing with me. I swear they like to play their own games.
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 1948kate, Bark, Rose76, tigerlily84
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#953
Nov 16, 2013, 01:51 PM
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#954
Nov 16, 2013, 03:41 PM
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#955
Nov 16, 2013, 03:48 PM
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Quite tired today overall. Struggling to study; I haven't been able to finish one article for that exam I got postponed for the umpteenth time. Still trying... maybe I'll read a different article. Maybe sleep early.
Mood is... I don't know. Fluctuating maybe. No big dips or climbs. Did I mention the other day that basically I won't be covered for therapy? At this rate, not unless I see her every two months. Basically pointless. And I don't want to spend out of pocket. Sigh. |
| Clara22, IcryWhoAmI, Rose76, tigerlily84, tigersassy
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#957
Nov 16, 2013, 10:34 PM
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New anti-psychotic is messing with me. Overall mood is actually pretty good, which is why i am so disappointed to be fatigued every.single.minute. I lay on the couch like Jabba the Hut (perhaps slightly thinner), with 'life' and 'family' occurring around me.
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| Bark, IcryWhoAmI, Rose76
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#960
Nov 16, 2013, 11:08 PM
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The messes made by kids, at times, leaves me feeling overwhelmed and stressed. I am not fond of disarray, and yet, give it a day or two or even a couple hours on a Saturday morning, watch out. Plus, the vacuum konked out, so hello broom on rug. Well, the living room, has loomed large, like a dark cloud, crumbs, wrappers tucked here, there, everywhere(yes, I've shown them, where the trash can is)...
Blessing, in disguise, the unexpected sleepover  living room, now in order, not for company, per se,, but needed to move out coffee table, to make room for the mattress on the floor. Phew...Another thing off, to do list, that immobilizes me, to have even looked at it... now the depressing thought...when's the next move out table cleaning, it's a heavy table...and i wish for a new vacuum... Sent from my LG-MS910 using Tapatalk 2 |
| Bark, tigersassy
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#961
Nov 16, 2013, 11:15 PM
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I'm not allowed to complain. Even here I can't do it easily. What choices do I have? I've not cried since I was a youngster...that stuff is an outlet isn't it? I'd like to turn the shite into running or heavy exercise but energy isn't a commodity during these times. I understand so g-damn little...people alarm me more than not...I crave to be a part of the whole party but it's just too confusing. Solitary is the result. 10 years out of the loop of living. Consequences? boo-f-ing-hoo. In my soul anyway. I really need to kick a nazi.
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| Bark, kindachaotic, TerryL
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#962
Nov 17, 2013, 09:04 AM
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Feeling physically sick and mood's not helping at all. :/
Up: forcefed myself. Tried to brainwash myself saying things like "if you dont eat you'll not be able to do school thus failing school." Down: sui getting worse,  Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
| Anonymous37807, Bark, TerryL, tigersassy
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#964
Nov 17, 2013, 09:44 AM
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Up: I'm out of bed, doing laundry and made a grocery list
Down: I still feel useless and purposeless. Hoping getting a full-time job soon will help me get out of this funk. |
| Bark, TerryL
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#966
Nov 17, 2013, 08:58 PM
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people's words have hurt today, and I am weary from the struggle of depression
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| Anonymous37807, Bark, IcryWhoAmI, tigerlily84
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#969
Nov 18, 2013, 04:13 AM
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had a wonderful weekend but am now back down. I always feel like my depression is in the past and that I was over exaggerating what it felt like when I feel good and then am disappointed.
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| Bark
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#970
Nov 18, 2013, 06:22 AM
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Feeling so defeated by problems that keep occurring in my life. It feels like I can never get on top of things and just focus on getting better. I always have to fight against issues beyond my control. It's really getting me down. I feel like the depression is winning again.
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| Anonymous37807, Bark, IcryWhoAmI, tigersassy
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#973
Nov 18, 2013, 09:04 AM
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I guess in ok, forced to train an idiot at work, got lots of anxiety. Better than the other day though.
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#974
Nov 18, 2013, 01:23 PM
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It just isn't working out
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| Anonymous37807, Bark, Clara22, Martek, Nammu, Rose76, tigerlily84
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#975
Nov 18, 2013, 01:34 PM
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I'm all over the place. First I'm fine, then I'm miserable, then I'm okay again, then I'm down again. It's really getting to me
 Right now I feel so low.
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