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#976
Nov 18, 2013, 02:24 PM
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Meh. At least I get to see him this evening.
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#977
Nov 19, 2013, 08:23 AM
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Feeling okay today.
Positives: Haven't cried in a few days. Not feeling terribly depressed. Seem to have a little bit more energy than last week. Negatives: Still have very little energy, lack of sleep. Feeling very stressed over work (am late on a couple of things). |
 Bark, Clara22
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#978
Nov 19, 2013, 08:59 AM
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Ups: things are moving somewhat on finding a job
Downs: energy is horrible; am exhausted by 6 p.m. or so and don't even do much all day . . . ? |
| Bark, Clara22, IcryWhoAmI
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#979
Nov 19, 2013, 10:40 AM
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Well last night was fun, went to a friend's house for another friend's bday party. He was there and it was nice to see him.
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#980
Nov 19, 2013, 01:02 PM
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Spent the day in bed; not feeling well. I'm going to get up and actually eat something. Hit me really suddenly this morning; I was perfectly fine last night. Thank goodness I got an extension on my paper.
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| Clara22, tigerlily84
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#983
Nov 19, 2013, 08:21 PM
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Really struggling and cant distract myself... Time is moving really slowly. Cant handle my thoughts anymore.
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I am not this hair, I am not this skin. I am the soul that lives within.
Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury. |
| Anonymous37807, Bark, Clara22, falsememory7, IcryWhoAmI, Martek
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#984
Nov 20, 2013, 08:24 AM
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There are never any 'Ups'.
You know that pure emptiness you get that makes you want to cry? I have it all the time, 24/7. 
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"I wanna sleep forever, but I keep waking up." - highly suspect |
| Anonymous37807, Bark, Clara22, Martek, tigerlily84
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#985
Nov 20, 2013, 09:05 AM
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Up: Invited my extended family over for our "pre-Christmas" gathering this morning
Down: bad argument with my husband this morning. He is having a hard time dealing with my depression |
| Bark, it_will_get_better, Martek, tigerlily84
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| Bark, it_will_get_better
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#986
Nov 20, 2013, 12:36 PM
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Up: Mood improving (thanks to prozac, no doubt)
Down: Concentration still very bad. |
| Bark, Martek
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#987
Nov 20, 2013, 02:34 PM
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Eh, I'm ok I guess. I'm going to get something out at one of my fave restaurants this evening, so that makes it a little better I guess. If he's there at the church when I go this afternoon, I'll see if he might want to join me.
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#988
Nov 20, 2013, 06:04 PM
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Ups: None
Downs: I don't want to live , I've hit depression again and hard. I have no purpose in life , I almost feel like my family wants me dead but I think that's very strong paranoia and untrue but it still feels horrible.
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All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle. -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type Last edited by Blue_Bird; Nov 20, 2013 at 06:18 PM. |
| Anonymous37807, Bark, falsememory7, IcryWhoAmI, Martek, tigerlily84
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#989
Nov 21, 2013, 02:09 AM
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Ups: spending time with my family, thinking of my baby brother and my cat
Downs: stress, rejection, stress, rejection, stress!!!! Some days are harder than others, but I always feel better when I get on PC 
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| Bark, IcryWhoAmI, Martek
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#990
Nov 21, 2013, 12:10 PM
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Ups: Gots lots of tea and my cat, watching Markiplier's YouTube videos (they always make me laugh)
Downs: Feeling lonely all the time, nobody really talks to me anymore, don't think I'm ever going to have another job |
| Bark, Martek
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#992
Nov 21, 2013, 12:29 PM
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Have another treatment scheduled this afternoon for a clinical study on depression. Hope I come away feeling a little better since I've been pretty down lately. I try not to get my hopes up because it may just be a placebo. (I felt nothing positive after the last one)
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| Bark, Martek, Nammu
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#993
Nov 21, 2013, 04:18 PM
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Feeling nice today, haven't experienced any depression yet and am hoping to keep it that way.
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| Bark, herethennow
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#994
Nov 21, 2013, 04:26 PM
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I'm so upset. My favorite cafe, literally my favorite place in the world to hang out, burned down today because the Subway two doors down caught fire.
 RIP Mad Batter. I hope they can rebuild it. And the burrito place, Rolling Stone, was awesome too. RIP to both of them.PICS: Fire At Subway Restaurant On WCU Campus In Cullowhee - WSPA Fire breaks out on WCU campus - The Sylva Herald: Breaking News
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#995
Nov 21, 2013, 05:27 PM
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it's just one of those days again when i am in so much physical pain. just gonna quit valdoxan, which I gave a go, but it hasn't worked out. tomorrow I am meeting with my Pdoc. I have really low energy, I tried to go for a walk today but could barely move. Ever part of my body is aching. it feels like hell! i hope we're gonna find a med that works for this, because lately my life has just been totally miserable. i don't even get to the point of actually feeling sad, because I'm so exhausted and feel so much physical pain. I am not even convinced anymore that this is depression, even though I had everything checked out. Very bad day. hope tomorrow's gonna be better, if I'm off this hellish valdoxan.
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| Bark, Martek
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#997
Nov 21, 2013, 08:40 PM
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Ups: I got some new clothes, saw my therapist
Downs: Leaving the house made me realize yet again how bad my anxiety is, thus making me more depressed. Having strong SI urges today. Also, no motivation to do anything, feeling like quitting meds and therapy but I know that's not good.
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All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle. -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#998
Nov 21, 2013, 09:01 PM
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Ups: Bought another 2L bottle of coke today for 4th day in a row.
Downs: Bought a bottle of coke.., had people ignore me today for [lost count] days in a row because no one wants to be sucked into my low dark energy ring of death, still looking for a reason to go on.. |
| Bark, Martek, tigerlily84
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#999
Nov 21, 2013, 10:31 PM
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I got that summertime, summertime sadness
S-s summertime. summertime sadness.. Got that summertime. summertime sadness... .... Yeah I'm going back into depression.. |
| Bark, tigerlily84
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#1000
Nov 21, 2013, 10:44 PM
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I cancelled my appointment with my T on Monday. I don't feel like she really gets me. Plus her office is too far for me to drive if I'm not getting a good outcome. I've already discussed termination with her, but I do need to talk to her about this. The whole prospect of telling her this makes me feel uncomfortable/guilty. Mostly guilt I think. I'll call her tomorrow. Maybe.
I'm also feeling lonely. I guess I have for a while, but I don't really allow myself to think about it. Damn holidays. |
| Bark, phaset
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