[sammi]

I'm just so tired of being frusterated. Of putting on ahappy face to please evrybody else when the truth is i'm not happy. I'm so busy anymore i barley have a chance to eat. I'm eating for the first time today and is 4 :36 in the afternoon. I can't stand it. Then others are just complaining to me about how busy they are and i just wanna scream. I hate it

[pamelasu]

*hugs* I hope you get some time to yourself here soon!! Take care!!

[Christina86]

(((((((sammi)))))))))

Don't quit. I know I'm probably the last person that should say that because I want to quit right now - but I know (and I know you know) that things will get better. Maybe not today, or tomorrow, but soon.

Don't put on a happy face. Hard thing to do, I know -- but truely expressing yourself and your emotions releases you from the strain of trying to control them which can lead to major frustration, anxiety, and depression.

Why are you so busy? Is there any way you can take a break and do something you want to do for yourself? Even an hour - watching a funny movie or reading a book can help. I know I'm harping on you - but eating is important. Nothing can be more important than at least trying to take care of yourself - time commitments or no time commitments.

As for the "others" you speak of ... I've found that some people just really like to complain, but also that sometimes a person's perceptions of themselves being "busy" differ greatly from another person's idea of "being busy".

If it helps - scream. Seriously. Find somewhere that you're not likely to be disturbed and just scream! It can really help to relieve tension and pent up frustrations.

Hope I've made some amount of sense and that I was at least somewhat helpful.

*Hugs* Please take care of yourself because I really enjoy seeing you here.

[wanting]

Sammi ,just forget about others and think about yourself for a change.I know it can be hard but be selfish and think"Damn i have my own issues "dont bother putting on a brave face,if you feel angry then show it or if you feel sad and have a freind then make sure you show it because getting things out really helps me so i reckon it helps a lot of people.but most of all take care and know were here for you x

[Soidhonia]

Hello you should make a time for yourself the same time evryday, and stick with it if possible not eating is not good for your health. You can get a break you just need to allow yourself to go on break, even if it is for 15 minutes. Allow some time for your self everyday if you can.. I hope things get better soon. Take care Soidhonia

[JustAPixie]

[sammi]

thanks all really i mean it. I just don't know whats wrong with me i feel so awful. Tonight i can't stop crying cause i feel so lonely. Even talking to a friend doesn't help as much. You know its like i just wish i had somebody that could hold me on nights like this and tell me everything would be ok. But my pride won't let me ask that of anyone. So thank you all. Your love and support means everything.

[Boopers]

Oh Sammi,

It sounds like you are under alot of stress! If you can't find any time for yourself, when you get home, take a bubblebath and sit back and relax. Try and let everything that is making you stress, leave your body. Remember to love yourself. One of the examples of loving yourself is feeding yourself. It is so important. Besides, you don't want to end up being sick because you forgot to eat. I wish I could do something to help you. Know that I care about you and wish only the best for you.

Take care and sending you lot's of "hugs"!!
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Sammi))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

LInda