[anielica]

Another hard day. There's just too many ups and downs in one day for any one person to take. I get to host Thanksgiving with all of my family and all I can think about is how sad I am. Grrr...I'm just so exhausted of feeling down...

I just want to give up and stay in bed until it goes away on its own...I feel like I can't fight it anymore. When the most important person in your life is supposed to help you, he is the center of a lot of my sadness. How do you combat something like that when verbal communcation doesn't work? Oh well...have to get up early to get the turkey in the oven....

hi anielica, sorry your having a hard day...just remember to be good to ((you)) today as well.

[biplol]

(((angelica))) i hope everything goes ok today, ~hugs to you hon~

i live in the UK, so we dont celebrate thanksgiving. but from what i am aware of it is all about realising what you positives you have in life and cherishing them. you have a family, and someone who you love. yeah, they may be causing you alot of your troubles, so have you considered telling this person? maybe they dont realise the damage they are causing, but if you were to sit down with them and let them see hwo you are hurting, they will want to change their ways to make you a happier person.

take it easy over this thanksgiving period and enjoy the moments you spend with your loved ones.

take care and i will hopefully speak soon

simon

[anielica]

Thank you for all the support...sometimes it's the holidays that are the hardest to get through. Today was an up/down day with right now being an "up." I'll just hang on to that feeling the rest of the evening!