sorry I need a shoulder

I know most of you on this fourm do not rember me, or most likely do not even know me. .

I am having a rough year, I have applied for disablity, and still have not heart anything except more paper work on top of more paperwork.

I was hopig something would be done by the hoildays, but nope, now I do not know if I will have enough money to even go see my family on christmas, or get my own kids or husband anything for x-mas..

I am not doing well right now and just needed soemone to talk to, but I do not think any of my online friends would truly understand what I am going through right now.. on top of it, both of my kids have been sick these past few weeks, adn it is hurting me as I cant do anything for them..

Plus Wensday I fell and hurt my self badly..
The urge to do something with the pills on my desk is so inviting...
oh well no one really cares anyway..

I KNOW YOU!!! how could i forget you? you were so kind to me when i joined PC. i'll never forget that.

i'm sorry that you are having such a hard time right now. i wish i could just show up with sour cream cookies and tea and we would talk things through.

i'm making gifts this year. i think it's pretty tight for a lot of people this Christmas.

please keep me posted on how you are doing. i care a lot for YOU.........love, pat

I have PPD after my first two kids, but this one is a dozy.. I uploaded new photos of the kids, and it just hurts not to be able to do the things I used to do.. I cant even go out of my house with out having a panic attack..

i remember you lady.....and the ictures of your children are wonderful..in your darkest moments turn to those precious faces and they will give you reason to go on.....

You were also quite kind to me when I first joined (and since ))

It's good to have you home again.

((((((((((((((hug)))))))))))))

I care, Trish, and you know that. We've been friends a long time. I'm sorry about disability.......there are tons of forms and hearings, I know. It takes awhile.

As for Xmas, I can understand. This is the first year that we haven't relied upon the Salvation Army to give Alex some presents.

Call me before you even think about those pills, please. I'm here for you if you need me.

xoxox
Mary Alice

I know you and I am sorry you are dealing with this. It seems so chemical. I can't get the ambition to make stuff. I know that I could make meaningful things for my family. You are in a tough spot. Reach out to whomever is around you and get the support and help you can. If not for you, for your baby. Money? Who says we have to buy into the consumerism thing? I am not, will never be. You can have lots of alternatives. I am sickened that this culture puts such stress on us. You will be okay, I feel it. Give a few bounces and rasberries to the baby for me.

I truly am sorry for all you are going through right now.
Isn't it terrible, all the paper work a person has to do to file for disability. I think they purposely do this in hopes we will give up and not file.
They didn't know who they were dealing with when they sent me the paperwork, I guess, cause I did everything they threw at me.
I hope things will start to turn around for you.
I may not be able to help but I can send you hugs.
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Linda

LadyD, I remember you the kindness and support you gave to us when we first came here was awesome, this time of year is so hard, but it will pass, keep talking to us here we can help you through the tough parts, PM me and I'll see if we can get some Christmas Cookies sent to your children
Love
Angie

I will reply later on today the support I have recived has made me smile and cry today.

I did pm the ones who asked ok

PM me also...........those sour cream cookies can FLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well the process will start all over again on Monday when I call my atty and tell him/her about the denial letter I got in the mail today..

Made my holidays even darker, oh well back to the drawing board for me again.
I cant work, I cant sleep, what will I do

Hi, My name is Crista Ortiz,(aka Tita) I hope You feel better. all that ssdi paperwork can be overwhlming too
and the holidays can be tough I rembember You too.
give Me a PM if you want to talk more

I am so sorry that the system is so not working for you. A whole year working on getting disability and not there yet is ridiculous. It breaks my heart about your kids and Christmas. The Salvation Army is a good idea. Or some churches help during this time of year even if you don't go to thier church. And the best is making them something. I am a terrible cook but cookies can be on their way for all of you.

Please don't give up hope. Your family needs you and loves you. I am here and you can always PM me if you care to.

Lady D, just keep appealing usually after the third appeal they have a hearing, only you, your lawyer, the judge and social security worker, demand a hearing if need be
Cookies being made today sending t5hem out Monday
Love
Angie

Thank all of you for the warm wishes and cookies..

I will pm all of those who hvae asked and yes Mary alice I will call if those pills look too invting.

I do apperciate all of this

i am so filled with pride over the generosity of the PCers who are sending cookies! let's just rain cookies down on LadyDragus' home......i love this!!!!!!!! love, pat

this is the PC i know and love..........

all of the cookies is something I never excpetd or asked for. but Thank you all ..

YOu have no idea what this will mean to my kids.. My oldest loves to eat them and since she does not get them that often it will make her day when she comes home to cookies..
thank you all so very much