4 years gone

and the ***** hasnt replied lol i need to off myself

I'm sorry that you're having these feelings of despair. I know them all too well...I hope that it turns around for you.

Just read through this thread. I have seen you in chat and you seem to be a great person. PM me anytime if you need a friend. Hope you feel a bit better soon.

life is just pain and i cant do this anymore

in this life we cant count on anyone

wish i was pretty enough
wish i was smart enough
wish i was interesting enough

I'm 27 too and am having the same feelings about my life. I don't know what it is I am supposed to do. I am unwanted also. Just keep your head up elektra. If you off yourself now you erase any chances of things getting better you never know what might happen in the future. I hope someday it will get better for us.

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all u gave me was a hell to live in. u have chosen my parents (can i even call them that?). they made me this defected person. u have chosen my life. i never had control over it. all u have given me was pain, disappointment, disrespect, .... all ive asked u was death. u owe me that much!

4 years to the trash and there is no going back. there is nothing to it. there is no rescue.

what a shocker... my T is a total ***** and treats me like an idiot lol

i clearly im only entitled to shi.t in this crap life. after all my efforts to find a T, today my T told me shes being pressured by her boss to reduce the number of my appoints per week lololol all ts i was with said i needed 1/week and now i get to this... clearly they are more worried to get more people there than actually providing a good service. so tired of this crap

((((Elektra))))

life is a ***** and then u die! where is the part i ****ing die????

Please talk to someone, on the phone, in person, at a church, at a group, at a hospital....please talk to someone

there is no one to talk to believer.
only good things coming my way. i really have no place in this world

I wish there was something I could do to help you feel better. I know life is so hard. Love and hugs coming your way.

seriously what is the point of fortnightly "therapy"??? i go there, sum up 2 weeks and go home. thats productive, huh?