Thinking...

I feeling very down, angry, worthless, helpless, and so much more and thinking about getting out the knife. I don't want to, that is why I'm asking for support. I was outside trying to look at the stars, and that damn light was shining all over the place, reflecting of everything. I was going to write them a letter, but they have no respect and don't care. I did talk to them face to face and they said they would help me out, I didn't see anything done! I hate them!! I think I would be better off dead, then everyone can have those stupid lights, which cause every problem known. Why won't people listen to logic? I don't want to live in a world where no one cares about others or the environment. If lighting was not an issue then there would not be groups and organizations fighting it!

Not good thinking.

I'm unsure about what light you speak, but can assume it's there for safety or such.

I'm not sure you're thinking logically when the placement of light is enough to make you think it'd be easier being dead.

I hope you can find something else to dwell on... and take care of yourself.

(((hugs)))

Bad thinking I know, but not about the light...however I'm not sure how to reply to your post. I know your trying to be supportive, but when I go outside at night I would like to look at the sky or just sit alone in the dark and not see a glaring light shine in my face and reflecting off the house, ground and everything else. (and no I can't look from another side of the house because one of these lights can be seen from all sides of my house) The light I am talking about that really makes me angry is the 175 watt mercury light that is everywhere. Search for it and you will find the many problems it creates.