[eggplantlife]

May it be a good day. I noticed I get really bad when I work at this place. I'm not complaining about job. It's just below what I can do and I feel like a loser but it gives me money and way to go outside...be thankful for that. May I be at peace today and everything is going to be okay.

[eggplantlife]

I miss my sister dearly. She's not talking to me. I miss her a lot. I hope one day she will forgive me and love me back.

[glok]

Today thus far is a repetition of so many unremarkable others. Definitely could be worse.

[Pikku Myy]

Still holding on to the happy blanket Hoping it will last a bit longer!

[dandylin]

Anxiety through the ceiling. I wish that when I'm like this that I could talk about it or explain it. I can't. I am overwhelmed and having a hard time getting cooperation from the people around me. If people around me are stressed, I soak that up.

[regretful]

Deeply depressed; feeling like everything that I have ever done in my life has led to this, and I feel that if God was to talk to me, he'd say "why did you waste all of your opportunity?". I'm just a mess, and if I'm not anxious, then I'm depressed and vice-versa. I can't take much more of this...

[MysteryMade]

I feel amazing.
And tired.
And physically exhausted.
Writing does this to a person, I've learned, when one has the passion to be an author. Once that story idea hits, and sticks... I become nothing more than a conduit for its power.
Sure does feel amazing to create again, though.

[bronzeowl]

My eyes hurt from crying too much.

My head hurts from thinking too much.

My chest hurts from feeling too much.

Isolation hurts. Down, down, down.

No ups to report whatsoever.

[TheOriginalMe]

Hot weather and celtic genes and hormones - meh - a really bad combination. I'll have to cover up completely or stay indoors to avoid sunburn and short of standing in a cold shower all day there's not much I can do about feeling got and bothered.

Otherwise I'm up and dressed before 9am a few weeks ago I wouldn't have been motivated to do that and I have several ideas of how to occupy myself today. Again that is a positive sign.

[birdpumpkin]

Finally getting therapy. About darn time!! Getting registered today - doubt they'll do much else. Taking my husband's last 4 check stubs - hoping to get free to low-cost. My parents said they'd help if I have to pay. Only thing is - I'm scared of driving far from home and have to go alone. I don't drive to this town often. It's pretty busy, and I'm not even sure where the therapy place is. So I'm pretty scared. Woke up scared. Just seems to be something every day... =P

[regretful]

On the continuum of depression, which might run from mild to severe, I'd have to say that I'm severe, but without any thoughts of ending it all or anything like that...

[tokiwartooth]

I found out he's resigning and his last day will be on Sept. 7th. I am devastated. I am more devastated than when my father died. I know he'll be staying in the area, but I don't know if he'll continue to go to our church. If he did, I might be ok. I've got a date tonight, hopefully I can take my mind off of it for awhile. I don't feel like I'm going to be able to give any relationship my all though because I love him. I want him, not another relationship, not another guy who might take my mind off of him for awhile. Well, truth is that nothing will take my mind off of him. No matter what.

[NoIdeaWhatToDo]

On the emotional roller coaster, vacillating between rage, despondent and resigned/helpless. And scared...just want to run away and hide from everyone and everything.

[bronzeowl]

Feeling better than last night, so there's that.

Spent the better part of the night crying. But... I made it. So, that's something.

[regretful]

Well, I've been depressed before, and I know the feeling all too well...I'm here in the throes of it..again. Is my life going to go on like this forever? It seems like such a waste. I feel like a failure...

[Pikku Myy]

Still hugging on to my happy blanket and trying my best not to let anything bring me down. Good here this morning.

[lizzyjb]

Firts appointment with my new t. How different of my last t.
Had a large chat. I was so comfortable talking to him and working. Really great .
So hope about future.

[tokiwartooth]

I was feeling bad already, and then I ended up watching Lemonhope Part 2 from the show Adventure Time, and the ending where PB sings the song. That might be a cartoon, but that was extremely sad. It's a very deep and meaningful show if you have ever watched it and followed the storylines. But that episode, it reminded me of the way I felt when I first watched the Futurama episode Jurassic Bark. Please for the love of god, if you have never seen Jurassic Bark and you are feeling depressed, don't watch it. I was happier the first time I saw it and I was like seriously, wtf did I just watch. Right in the feels, man.

[birdpumpkin]

Feeling really sad today. Missing my kitties really bad. Seems so many things setting off memories this morning.

[herethennow]

omg been some time since i've been here. hope everyone has been okay

school has been busy. essays due, many things to read, and i have other commitments on top of that. sometimes part of me just wants to flip over and run away.. but i trudge on anyway.

had a few stressors which led to crying spells and sui thoughts. but overall okay. hanging in there.... just that i think im overworking myself at the moment. ohwell.

[oliamble]

Have a great weekend everyone and keep up the good spirit and a positive mood :-)

[healingme4me]

See....bypassed keeping track of my sa, anniversary on july 14th...and i wonder why i get emotional same time...what is that 24 years...

[Bark]

Slept way too much. Made me feel worse. Irritable today. Hoping I feel better tomorrow.

[TheOriginalMe]

Feeling a bit sorry for myself, not depressed sorry just "why me?" self indulgent sorry. I'm fed up of being alone but I have trust issues so being alone is safest for me. Catch 22. I'll get over it.

[glok]

The quite usual half bubble off center.