[ouch]

I REALLY want to get back to work, but not sure if I can handle it. Had to stop working (on disability) because depression grabbed me by the neck and I couldn't even get out of bed. Now I really want to go back, but scared that I won't be able to do it. Scared I'll fall again - still not great - spent 2 days in bed in the past week... Don't know whether to go back... My psychiatrist has to give me written permission to go back (how embarrassing), but I think she would do it if I insist on going back... Just scared....

[dreamgirl30]

I am so sorry to hear that you are very sick right now. but believe me, there is one hope from god ( hope you believe in god) trust in yourself.... i am sure you can do it. and remember no one is perfect in the world, so don't feel like that you are not great

((((hugs))))

[ouch]

I wish I believed in something. I don't have anything to hold on to.

[jefftele]

hi i know what you mean about believing in something and having nothing to hold on to, its like being in freefall.i have tried lots of therapies medications religions all have had little real value, i recently realised that i could not solve my depression i thought i'd have a go at surrendering and handing it over to a higher power, can only say that i'm sleeping a little better and i'm less anxious i read this idea in a book and i'll see how it goes, i'm very sceptical about most things but it may be worth a try take care